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Sorry for the SUPER ULTRA DELAYED post. Lolz
I can't online! I don't have internet. Suffer =(

Anyways.. Continuing from the Part 1 post.
25th July~*

Went early.. Wanted to be earlier but lolz I reached at 11.05am.
Walked into timesquare to look for meitheng , lex and ling.

" eh where are you? "
Mei Theng " I dont know wor "
" what dont know. What floor are you in?"
MT " Dont know le.. "

==!
I go up find myself.. while walking past the shop I predicted her to be in I saw her.
Clever leh ==v! Lolz =X
Then I say lo.. I saw the Star Paper student thingy in timesquare..
Don't know what program is it.. alot of students.. I saw Cempaka students also..
Then I ask theng.. Why I no see what finn said?? The whatever thingy he is joining..
Lolz.
Theng said its outside o.O

=X Then I go out find..while waiting for tracy =p
Look look look.. wooO~ I saw Finn xD I wanted to call him.. but it seems he was too far inside and there were alot of people crowding over that place >.<.

Then Tracy arrived.. So we went shopping.. XD..
Bought some clothes. Tracy bought me one of the vest =D
Then after walking around times we wanted to go wang to shop.
But there wasnt enough time.. So, we had to go to wang.. then to pavi.
Tracy was wearing high heels that day.
poor her >.<. She had to walk so much on that day. She hurt her legs though.

We reach red box sharp 1pm..
We went in and sing 1st.. we sang till 1.30pm and no one actually show up!
zzz.. I kept rushing them cause they are going to lose if they don't come early and have to pay.
They reached around 1.45 ~ then Kok Leong, Juang and Kennie reached around 2+
The food there wasnt nice.. Just the place looks nice.
too bad we didn't have enough people.. or else we'll get a nice room =(
Then the a girl came in and gave us the bill..
then the "happy birthday" song started and I saw mugen ==
MUGEN. Next minute I saw zanne.
and I thought zanne couldnt come! ==
The reason was her father inthe end decided not to go Johor so she can come.
She bought the cake.
Everyone was so busy paying so..actually no one paid attention when I was blowing the cake LOLZ!!!! =X kelian leh.





After Red Box.. we went to tangs..
Then walked to wang to have sticker pictures!
There was 13 of us.
13.. needed to be cramp in that tiny box.
It was utter hot and hard to take nice pictures.
Oh..talking bout that.. I forgot to take pictures of the sticky pics!
Show to you guys next time.
The whole thing when printed out was full of faces.
And there was not much space for us to deco the pic either xD





After that we had to separate already..
Tracy and Leong went shopping
Mei Theng, Ka Ling, Alex, Hui Xsin, Kar Chun and Kang went to TS.
Me , Yin, Brandon , Zanne and Mugen went to Kim Gary to eat.
Yiru had to go home already.
We took a YESS pic before she left. We are UNITED! =X!
Hardly a chance though ><.





Skip skip skip the eating part =P ( private blog section LOLZ!!! =X )

Then my parents came. They were at the outback steakhouse waiting for us.
The on opposite low yat ?
Yea.. Brandon , Yin, Me and Zanne went.
Ate with my parent.
YES! Eating again xD
Then my mum actually bought a cake..again. What!
Then we were all like super full already.. I call my mum bring the cake home lar..
I was taking pictures with them.. and suddenly the restaurant lights went off..
No electric?
Guess what ==
They present me their top desert / cake.
Great ==~ LOLZ. but it was very nice la the cake.











We went home.. around 10+ =)

ON...the actual day!!!!
29 July~*
I woke up sick.
Congratulations. Tahniah! LOLZ.
So my day at school ended like no other special day. LOLZ
At night I went dinner with my parents at italiannies.. my parents told the waiter it was my birthday ==
So they also presented me a cake.. LOLZ.













The next day~
Yiru bought me a cake.
EAT CAKE. End~ LOLZ..





Ok.. I know this post is like super super " kick shui "
cause I am like super rush to type this in case my internet goes off again >.<.

But, conclusion is..
I kinda love this birthday this year..
Cause I spend almost equal time with everyone.. not neglecting anyone..
and I'm happy to the people I actually spent time with on that day..
also, the presents I got this year.

I thank God that when everything was going all wrong everything turned out very nice in the end.
I really thank God for this years wonderful birthday.
The group picture didnt work out though.

1st cake from Zanne and Mugen.

2nd cake from Outback Restaurant.

3rd cake from Parents.

4th cake from Italiannies.

5th from Yiru and class.

LMAO. xD

I'm sure some of you saw yiru's and sinyin's blog already. =p~
I still haven;t got the photos yet so I don't wanna post it yet.
I know I know. I'm a procrastinator huh ? I always delay =X

Well Ok.. This is the Part 1 story~ The Birthday Plan*

Last 3weeks ago.. Just the beginning of July.. I havent planned anything at all about my birthday.
Ban Kok kept asking me what I wanna do for it. Kept bugging me =.=
When he was the one who didnt show up that day ==

Anyways after much consideration *lolz* I wanted to try out the Red Box Plus in Pavillion.
I wanted to invite everyone .. ex SSM-ers for 3k 07 , 08 Form 4 , and 09 Form5.
I wanted to have a full group picture.

So not delyaing any longer I smsed and called everyone I wanted to invite..
Just in case if they were to be busy if I invited them later in the month.
After few weeks much confirmation came back.

Then came the problem where Kok Leong's mum found out he owns a phone.
Where we arent sure he can make it or not..
Bk the pro said he wasnt sure he can make it or not..
reasons.. He said his parents had somewhere that needed him to go along. o.o

and BTW. I havent watch transformer. Pity me ==
I called ben to watch with me at Pavi at 6pm after his exam..

Hui Xsin had an important Chemi and Add Maths tuition to attend on that Saturday.
She was still considering whether to attend my party or her tuition..

Days before my birthday celebration all was good but still some havent confirm with me yet..
I asked for last confirmations ..
Yap Kennie wasn't going..
Arif wasnt going cause he accompany Xuan Lin to the Seminar
Tamil and Kavi not coming..

Zanne not coming cause his dad needed to go Johor and needs her to come along.

Yc not coming ==
which pisses me off a lil =.=
Where he can come and he dosent wants to come.
He said he no money and dont sing k.
But he promised me to come!
Well so what if you dont sing k ==~ a promised made..u shouldnt have promised me in the first place right ?
That was a total let off.

I called finn to have breakfast with me that morning before he starts work.
All was ok until he called me during the middle of my tuition.
His company wanted him and his company members to participate in the Malaysia Records thing.
They have to compete to cut the most hair in 8 hours to break and get into Malaysia Records.
His shift was from 10pm to 3pm.
Another let off. Haiz. I was very disappointed you know.

Then ah ben smsed me. He said his car broke down and is unable to come to pei me watch movie. Haiz ==

Bk then said he is not sure but in the end he said he wouldnt be coming neither.
Yoges.. Dont know what happen to him la but in the end he didnt show up.
Wen Wu had no one to fetch and not enough money to take public transport to come.

What the heck is going on ...

Yeayea sorry for being MIA for such a loooooooooonnnnnnnngggggg time..
as you know I don't have internet at home at the moment >.<.
So I always cant manage to go online. Updates about Sat and Sun will beby tomorrow..
after I get all the photos =p~

One thing is to say.. I thank God for that day which everything that almost went wrong became right =)

Heyyy~~
Short update today.
Nothing much to update though =X
My birthday party is like this 25th July..this Saturday
which a whole lot of events is held ont that day too ==
coincidence? or it was on purpose that everything hvae to be on that day? ==?

I got.. I got alot of pimples and scars on my face!!!
wtc! wtc! wtc!!
zzz.. I dont know what is in me that is causing all the pimples.. sad =(

T_T..
tired.. Tata~

I feel I very lazy to blog today. I feel very lazy today also.
I don't feel like doing anything ><.
FEEL SLEEPY~~

Hehe. But this Saturday My birthday party le!! OMG. I hope all can go.
Seriously.. please everyone try to make it =(
I seldom invote so many people le. ><.

I got alot of photos today. Lolz
Mummy's birthday I celebrated with daddy at the Italiannies! ^^
I love the food there hehe.
No cake LOLZ.
Daddy bought mum's birthday present that cost in total 2k lmao.
She very happy this year. xD













I want to have time to practice piano..
I want to have time to relax and rest..
I want to have time to study..
I want to have time to blog...
I want to have time to exercise..

Where can I find so much time?
...
Trials is next month..
around the corner..
can I manage myself to save up more time and waste less to study ????
Stressing out myself again ><.
I'm having mood swings lately. PMS? xD

@@.
Yes. Weird but yes.
Today is thursday.

Lolz.
Today as usual we 6 girls from 5k is having tuition at ban kok's house xD
6 girls. YES!
So because this 3weeks our teacher changed our time of tuition to 5pm, we decided not to go home and bath and come .. but straight gor for lunch and then tuition.
We ate at Ban Kok's restaurant today..

The Connaught Heong Kee Bak Kut Teh XD. You know where the chicken rice is?
Anyways... We saw our ex teacher Ms. Kalpana ==!
She is so as what she say working as " asst. principal " in Mayter kindergarden.
Weird ==
and I thought she said she own a kindergarden herself.
Anyway she is not a nice nor welcoming person.

++++ We saw some people stop their car and two motors stopped with them.
While walking home we just kept out eyes on them.
It was though as if they were doing something illegal because it didnt look right.
They were like hiding bit while exhanging stuffs.
Scary!

ANYWAYS. Back to the topic =D
While we were eating at bk's place..
Tracy received a phone call.
" Hello "

* quickly shakes me * whsiper voice : " erica! erica! is kok leong's mother!!!!!!
----- blur state ----- wtf --------- * ca listen's to phone *

blue is mine, purple is his mother.

" Hello? "
" Hello. How you know Kok Leong?
" er old school "
" kasturi tuition ?? "
" nono old school "
" oh that sri murni is it ?? "
" yaya. "
" what's your name ah ? "

* tracy tracy!! she ask whats my name!!... think think think tracy said candy.
Finally I thought and just said " erica "

" oh erica ah. why you always sms and call kok leong ah ? "
* looks at tracy - why you always call kok leong???? "
tracy : bo ah!!

" oh no la very seldom only. Not always. "
" I dont want you all sms already k. I want kok leong to study. I want him study for his SPM ah. Need go College already ah. "
" oh en en. Very seldom sms de us. "
" where you tuition ah ? You got tuition at kasturi is it? You got meet kok leong?? "
" No. I private tuition de. I dont tuition in a tuition centre. I tuition at my house. I bo meet leong "
" oh okok. You form 5 ah? this year need take exam de right? "
" ya "
" oh ok now left 3months only ah k. I want him to study hard. You also la..you both study own la. You got your own way he got his. "
" I know. I also got take exam de ok == "
" ok ah I dont want you all sms already ah. If he sms you then you call him dont sms come already "
" okok.. Very seldom sms de la us .. "
" ok ah. Byebye. "

==!
His mother..is " gik ban "
The best of the best mothers!
I give her 5stars!
Never see mother like her before =.=!
lucky she never scold me man.
If not I will scold back her =.=!
But her I sorta like zat her back also bah @@.

The way she talk to me like not song de. LOlz.
Well lucky tracy today we got tuition @@.

I was thinkng now why did I tell my name.
But then again I thought I'm not even his gf =.=! I scared what o.o
is his mum gonna say " leong break with ca " if his mum ever thinks that I'm his gf.
Lolz I also wont sad la.
Hahahahaha Leong is my close friend. and there is nothing she can do about it. Lolz.

Funny?

This is probably a max delayed post xD..
And I suppose those who have gone to Yiru's post surely have seen these pictures xD

Last thursday we went pizza hut!
It was as though we were going out every week before tuition.
Two weeks before we went KFC. lmao.

Pizzaa... Pizza....Pizza is fatening..
Yiru's camera was full of me and tracy and hui xsin's face =X
Tracy stuck her face at Yiru's camera everytime she tries to snap pictures.
Bk kept snapping pictures of me and huixsin.

Nothing much that day. We just ate till we feel so bloated ><.
Me and bk got to sit car back =P
the others have to walk from one end to the other end xD..
You know.. The Connaught Giant's Pizza Hut to the field right at the other end? xD

Let the pictures talk ~ =)

I knowww I didnt update very longgg.. Sorry for the delay! T.T
I seriously don't have any internet to go online to update..

Last Saturrrdayyyy!
In the morning I went MidValley with my parents~
Mummy called me 10am+ ask me want to have breakfast at Coffee bean or not..
I was eriously very lazy to wake =.=!
But I thought of a skirt I wanted to buy at MV lolz!
So I decided to go also.
* I didnt buy the skirt at last xD *



I got the chance to wear my new lens!
Its purple this time. Lolz.
They didnt have the black colour one..
So I chose purple.. Next color after purple is greeeen xD
Unfortunately it had a lil crack when I opened it. ==!
So I didnt wear it ..==!

I shopped at midvalley wearing glasses xD.
Lolz. Then I took it back to change it.
=D
Night!
I went to Kuen Cheng High School!
Went to support Jess.. her school got orchestra concert.. which was.. WAY COOL XD

Hao li hai!
Very geng eh them.
Alot of people went.. The hall was huge, and was packed and full.
really alot of people went that night.
Even taiwanese people went. Two sat behind me.
I didnt understood what language they were talking ==!
In the end Beat told me it was taiwanese haha.



I wanted to meet Man Xuan that day but failed ==!
due to some reasons. Anyway.. the orchestra was awesome. Try imagining people at the age of mine and younger playing such an amazing ochestra! amazing~ =D
They had a taiwanese band too.
They ket shouting encore at the end of the orchestra.
2encores lolz!
They had the taiwanese group played with the kuen cheng group and had a group from Johor singing. o.O



Me, Zanne, Andrew , Connie, Beatrice and William went.
Andrew was playing with the psp most of the time =.=!
It was too dark for me to capture his picture playing the psp ><.
Jessica solo few times ! Geng!



Had a super sinus last Sunday.
Didnt get to go anywhere T.T



Mum cooked that night! I super love it.
I eat till damn full =.=!



All marks taken back le..
This time exam..I don'bt believe my marks =.=!
The teachers seems to be simply marking it or giving kesian marks I think.
Especially for my bm and sejarah.

BM - 76%
BI - 86%
Maths - 94%
Add Maths - 99%
Physics - 81%
Chemistry - 70%
Biology - 58%
EST - 80%
Sejarah - 87%
Moral - 91%

Total.. 8 A1, 1 A2, 1 5C.
lolz

been busy with studies lately.. I hope I can concentrate revising ><.!

lolz.. I am trying to study here =.=!
Sorry no post for today T.T Full post by tomorrow.. I'm still waiting for my dad to get my internet back =.=!
Sorry readers!
Will delete this post tomorrow ==

and the internet guy is caught online xD..
So I can online for a lil while..
I hope I'll be able to finish typing this post before he offs it ><.

There has been alot alot alot of homework given to us..
everyday.. everyday. everyday..
everyday got so many class..so many subjects..
almost all they give us homework..

Homework actually eats up all my time..
Regardless of me slacking or not , regardless of whether I did use my time to exercise pf practice piano..
Even if I start right away after my meal and bath after school..
I am only able to finish it during late night..

Until then, I would have no time to revise?
I don't really know how to revise with homeworks..
I rather choose to revise my own way studying at my own pace..
then be given homework.. Then I will have this mindset " I have to finish this fast , still have alot more piled up "
By this way , I would only tend to look for the answer instead of actually studying thoroughly about what I'm answering.

I feel abit emo right now.
==! Everyday in my mind is SPM. I know I need to work my best.
I know I need to study! Is not that I'm not doing it , its that I don't have time to do it.

Sometimes I thought that the reason why I God never changed me to a better school or a government school because I would be even stress out if I changed.
Other schools has more activities that are needed to be handled by the Form5s.. no?
In contrary, my school has nothing for us to do. LOL.

I think the homeworks is enough to eat up every single sec of my life =X!
I didn't even get the chance to open my new novel!
I guess like what I've always said.. I've never been so busy in my entire life before =.=!
I was a slacker , full-time gamer and online-er. LOLZ

and on 25th July..my school got replacement class =.=!
Please.. Sobs.. Some of them are going to attend it ..and..therefore..cant make it .. ... ..... =(
Yor.. Dowan la..after school come la?
Since its gonna be around 1pm ~2pm only start de..
I want all of you to come ner..

@@.. I'm emo-ish today because of both of these matters..
...study ah..SPM... faint..

7th of July 2009~
22 more days to go~! hahaha..
I never actually plan an outing for my birthdday for myself before =.=
I use to not care about it hahahaha..

This year..I organize an outing because its been a long time since our SSM gang went out together.. o.O..
or should I say been together..
Yc Leong and Kc no more in school already.. everything in form5 seems so much more queiter nowadays..
Days now are just not the same..
I just want an outing where all of us can spend time again =p!
and take a group pic if can.. Thats my main wish for my birthday!
in my wishlist already >>>>>>>>. hahahaha

I want to go to red box real bad~ T.T..
that time I went with my piano teacher for awhile I find it not bad..
That one was at gardens..
Should try the on at pavilion.. we're heading KL this time! =D

I was just wondering.. what should we eat at KL anyway ? @.@...
Pavilion.. Well I know about what Pavilion has.. but all also quite expensive..
I don't know whether all willing to go eat?
But if willing then so which restaurant??
Exclude the top floor ones.. tooooo way over expensive..
Michaelangelo??
Or the restaurants at the food court floor..
Pepper lunch ? Tony Roma? The Ichiban Boshi ? PastaMania??

Gimme some opinion! any KL restaurants to intro ?
or suggest me one of the pavilion's restaurants.. =)

Really..No internet is killing me.. that Italiannies post was supposed to be posted on Sunday =.=
It was delayed by two days because everytime when I am typing halfway my internet goes off.
So sad. T.T

MY ADD MATHS marks...is membabikan.
I did a careless mistake.. I didn't see the question needed me to state the modal class.. I didn't write it..1 mark gone..
So total up both paper 179 divided by 180.. 99.44444444%...
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz wtc ==!
just...1mark...to....100%..

crap.

Today.. was suppose to go to Mines to have lunch at Esquire's..
Mines is now more popular than Midvalley..
Parking FULL already =(!
I needed to buy my ink! Boohoo..
Then Daddy ask me.. You want go where?

I just randomly speaked.. Midvalley.
and off he went =.=! I thought he was heading to a chinese restaurant but he headed to Midvalley instead.
Lolz sorry william if you ever read this =.= not my fault.

a lancer police car? kewl~

Well daddy said he wanted to eat something new..
Something new as in trying out a new restaurant we never went before..
We wanted to go to Sushi Zanmei..but the queue was horrible =.=
So then..We saw Italiannies! * thank God you're at the Gardens xD *

=)!

Well I went there with my cousins and aunt before, but I was late that day..and my aunt ordered the food I think..I didnt get a chance to see the menu.
But the food that they ordered was not bad..

Today I experience my orders myself ..and looking at their menu xD
Well I looked at the pasta which looks very delicious.. Then I saw GRILLED SALMON..
ZOMG .. I love salmon T.T
I was choosing between salmon pasta or Grilled Salmon.

Well, we each have our food we want to order in mind..Then the waitress came and said " the food here are in big portion. I strongly encourage not to order a plate per person. But she's safe *points at me* "Because I ordered grill salmon xD.. just right for and individual.

I got to sit at the window side.. XD which I love.. because of the sunlight..
It was like the waiter knew what I wanted and have us sat at the window side =p
with the beautiful sunlight.. I just cant ... resist...to take photos.. xD

Mummy like very happy looking at the menu xD

..random..

zhi lian =X ahhahaha.. Mum took this for me =) I like the effect ~

Food and drinks have arrive..

dad's watermelon shake~

my strawberry shake =D superb nice!

Ok.. I took this picture out of randomicity.. I thought the straberry look cute.. and.. it turns out this photo really has a nice effect.. I love it! its my computer's wallpaper lmao.

Everyday when I on my computer I want to online..
I want to blog!
But the free WiFi's wouldnt come online..=X
I couldnt go online wuwuwuw.. Whatever I wanted to blog I seem to forgot about it..

I got some pictures which I wanted to post but its in Yiru' cam.
She's now in wang..so cant get it from her..o.o

I feel very very busy.. =.=
Really! I dont know why so..
But well I think my mind preautomatically thinks about what I should do..
So not to waste any time left..

Well besides.. ITS JULY ALREADY..
and SPM is way damn near..
I need to really sit down and revise.. Though I don't find any time to do it.. ><.

I feel a wee bit awkward with how I can adapt with my single life now.
Lolz.. Hmm.. No I mean , exclude my junior life years..
since when I was 13 I was noob enough to get too involve in liking a person.

And well it really makes me always relying on that person or thinking too much about them.
Then I got involved in a long term relationship, if exclude the few lil months that we weren't together..
and including the days I started to like him..
this relationship actually lasted 3years since 2006, 2007, 2008.

After that I had a hard time trying to cope with a life without someone who I depended on 3years.
During the past months, I was always feeling awkward with how my life is now , and then..
I couldnt really accept it because I had to change my entire life rountine.

Then I met someone , which slowly made me forget about him..and also.. which made me no longer needed to depend or rely on any someone no more.
I could really be free, be single, be independent ....after 4years of my teenage life.
I'm always preoccupied with my own stuffs, I spend less time thinking or missing anything at all..
I don't need to be coupled to feel happy.
I guess, this is all in God's perfect plan. =)