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No internet access!
"Tuesday, June 30, 2009" • 6:18 PM writes:

T_T... wuwuwuwuwu
I got no internet access lately..
My iZZi Net, P1 Wimax, and Maxis broadband all got cut off! ...=(
and my daddy is lazy to pay.. boohoo!

I now have to count on my luck to search for any unsecured WiFi's that are online around my area!
The luck dosent come always .. I have to wait wait and wait..T_T
Yesterday I had something in mind to blog.. But.. Because no internet I seriously forgot le.

Its like JULY TOMORROW!!
ZOMG! Half year of my 17years old life GONE~!
and its JULY!!!!.....My birthday coming soon hehe.

Ban Kok keep asking me what do I wanna do for my birthday..
I seriously.. have no idea.
Lolz. I always like suprises, but suprises are never a sucess. Hahaha
Well then I want a memorable and special birthday..
which is also a very hard thing to achieve as well =.=

So lets see.. I want to go KL celebrate..
I want to go Pavillion RED BOX.
and..I want everyone to go..
Everyone I mean er.. Last year's 4k 4m and 07 de 3k bah.
And I wanna take a group picture with them! Its a hard chance to have it T_T.

And I wanna go KL early and go back home late that day.. I hope can T_T....

Thats all I could think now actually xD.. I just really want to go KL celeb ba. hehs.

I installed Sims 3 yesterday! SYOKKU!
I nearly got addicted.. because I couldnt get myself away from the computer ...
it was already 8pm.. and I havent bath! ZOMG.
T_T.. today I come back I also still feel like playing ... yor.. No...

We are getting a new Physics and Add maths teacher soon.. O.o...

Sobs. Very random liao.. I dont know what to blog.. I forgot T_T


I <3. lolz ="X

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖




Half day trip at Port Dickson ^^
"Sunday, June 28, 2009" • 9:13 PM writes:

I know I've not been updating ><.
I've been out for two straight days since friday ! @@.
My cousin left this morning.. So the past nights I've been eating out with her =)

Last friday I went Port Dickson! xD Lolz.
I skipped school. =p
My dad was worried about the suspected H1N1 case in my school so he didn't allow me to school that day.
So I followed him to PD to have breakfast.. Stroll around and take pictures xD.
I took quite satisfying pictures! xD Though I look like some zombie.. I woke up at 7am ==..


I found a weird looking egg in my office ><. I wonder what is it for. It can stand O.O!

I sat in the car half asleep the whole time ... despite feeling very sleepy I can't sleep.
Dad drove too fast causing the car to move so much I just bang and roll everywhere in the backseat LMAO.

I reach PD around 1030am.. Took off from KL around 930. xD 1hour trip..extreme speed @@.


The sea! I love the sea ^^.. and the white sand.

We went to Avillion Hotel ( if that's the name ..I can't really remember it. ) to have breakfast.
The breakfast max EXPENSIVE! LOLZ. Anything at all at there cost rm28 above.
Even a plate of Nasi Lemak. Lmaoz. I told my mum not to choose anything oridnary cause the ordinary food and special food has the same price.
No waste on food like Char Kuey Teow and Nasi Lemak @@.
I snapped quite a number of pictures of the Hotel Swimming pool view there ==
I only uploaded 4..because most of them are similar..
I just kept snapping because it just looks so beautiful! T.T

nice?


top view o.O

I just love the awesome blue contrast of the pool water. ><.

^^

half asleep..zombiastic..look. =D

my honeydew juice! I somehow love this pic so much. I like the colours of it and the background which makes the drink looks so attractive =X

my mama punya tuna sandwich. I not interested in the sandwich. I interested in the colours of the vegetables. xD I seem to love colourful stuffs alot o.O.
Example : my blog. Lmao =X

My papa punya buger and wegdes. He's gotta be so fat after eating this xD

My smoked chicken spag! with cheese! <3.!

I think that having a photo shoot in that hotel will bring nice pictures xD.
seriously! I'm lookong forward to our " mentioned " PD trip with my friends..
Gonna intro them this hotel.. Its very nice.. T.T
and we'll get nice pictures too..
I stayed here once before whe I was young..
I stayed in the chalet.. I still remember waking up looking at baby crabs at my balcony xD

odd looking tree. =X

I like this. ^^

The gong. Lolz.

Water lily!

Mama AND Papa. Noob face =X

I SNAPPED THIS! Nice anot??? Very nice lehhh~ I love this pic T.T

I want them to snap a pic like the one I snapped..but they couldnt figure which angle I used. T.T Oh well.. I still look super weird and tired that day..every picture I take looks exhasuted @@

Micheal Jackson's seems to be even more popular after death. Swt.
But well he's now everywhere in the headlines from CNN to other tv shows and programs.
The internet is flooded with news about him.
But he's truly a talented and genius person.
He and his songs managed to be popular until my generation..which not must other artist can achieve.
Like who in the world don't know who is Michael Jackson ?
My mum told me Farrah Fawcett died too.. and I didn't know who was her.
When I was being told about MJ's death..Wow I was shocked ><.

Seriously, who would have known about this sudden death.
But I believe MJ would be so popular until even my children's generation.
A legendary King of Pop. =)
I salute.
May he rest in peace.

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖




H1N1 sedang berleluasa.
"Thursday, June 25, 2009" • 7:45 PM writes:

Lolz don't mind me for my sudden BM title.
I just like to be random when thinking about my post titles ><.
H1N1 is spreading fast! Hmmph..
and this "maniactic speed" was all caused by people who went overseas even knowing that the virus is spreading around rapidly in other countries and bringing it back to Malaysia.
Blah~! There were very few cases before the 2weeks semester holidays!
After it, the virus started spreading in Malaysia since everyone is back from their holidays~

It seems there is a girl in my school who is suspected to have the virus.
But well I'm not sure whether is a confirmed case or not..
But my parents don't allow me to go to school..
Hmm =(


my mobile usb cable. xD.. I wonder how they transfer informations between our phones and comps through this wire / fibres?

I just mention yesterday that I screwed my bio right?
Spoken yesterday, results are out today.
Sadly.. I just got 57..5C!
Paper 1 - 29/50 .
Paper 2 - 52/100
Paper 3 - 32/50
Very very bad already..My other subjects are so going to do better than this..
sighs..


randomicity~ heh.

I got my english paper today.. 86.. and Maths 94.
Other subjects still unknown.

Anyway I might be going down to PD tomorrow since my parents wouldnt allow me to school..
and shopping on Saturday! Yeah!


The Smiley face lamp given by my cousin. Cute!!! I love it ! ><.

Wo will update esok. Teehee =X

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖




Exam over!!!! Merdeka!!!!
"Wednesday, June 24, 2009" • 10:16 PM writes:

Waiting for my updates??
Wait for two weeks??
And after two weeks on the 24th of June you still dont find any updates?
Want to give up on my blog?

LOLZ! hahahaha siao already..
I know I'm supposed to blog today..
But I feel very relieved after my exams end..
I just slack.. I sat down..and.. did nothing..
In addition to me not having internet just now..
So I cant online..

This post was supposed to have photos... But because it's kinda late now..
So I dont have photos.. Tomorrow I might upload it..
Nothing much special with those photos..
Just some random stuff I snap during the past week..

My cousin is leaving this sunday !
So fast! It's like she'd just reach Malaysia not long ago and she's leaving now..
aww..I'm not gonna see her in sometime.. T.T

What about my exams?
I screwed my bio badly. Sighs.
Like, since last year my physics and chemistry wasnt very good..
all I was good at was bio..and I really understand that subject..
So I really like bio..at least among that three science subs I score for bio..

But this time.. Its a different case..I have a feeling my physics and chemistry marks are gonna be higher than my bio...sigh.
I didnt study during the holidays.. Seriously..
I studied before the holidays but it was only till chapter 4 of Form4.
Unfortunately on that day I had tuition, and also had to rush up some last bits of moral project which took me 2hours to finish because of my dumb printer who wouldnt work on that day.

So , conclusion, I didnt manage to study much about form5.. neither form4.. I just touch up abit abit on both forms.
In the end what came out for all my 3 papers were form5 stuffs..which I was totally blank about.
For once I was really blank-minded facing my bio papers.. Without knowing much of how to answer the questions that were set before my eyes.

* I dont know why I'm using such english. Its just automatically in my mind and so I just typed it out *

I never , once, have so many blank lines left empty in my paper..
and never once answer crap onto my paper..
I was a lil disappointed .. Well the fact that it really dosent minds me if I dont do well this time..
All the papers I felt this way..
But its just that because Bio is taught by Mr Ananda.. I felt a lil guilt for having no idea at all to how to answer.
He's a very good and talented teacher..He is able to teach bio.
But unfortuanetly I, still , cant manage to answer the quesiotns.
I just dont want to disappoint him.. and dont wanna hear about the sighs he wants to tell us.

As for my other papers.. Like Physics and Moral.. I dont know whether is it God or not..
But maybe it is.. I bet it is..
Stuffs I study which I thought it would not come out..
Stuffs I studies just to practice myself to how to answer examination questions..
Actually came out in my exam. Sweat.

Like Moral.. I took my form5 workbook..which was never used before by any Moral teachers..
its an empty book..still new..the papers still white and shiny with the smell of a new book..
I just study the nilais and how to answer the questions referring to the answers given.
Little did I know.. those questions were the exact questions that came out for my exam.
Double de jardou.

I regret not having to actually concentrate reading xD.. Because I was just reading through it ..as it was very boring and sleepy to study Moral.
Hahahahah

Anyway.. Overall all is fine and well..
and I put on weight everytime exam comes..
Because I just seem to love to bite food when I'm studying..xD

And my eyebags and eye rings worse everytime exam comes also..
Cause I always tend to sleep late and wake early to study..
LOLZ. Super intense ZOMBIFIED ca.

Bleh~ =p
Hmm.. I guess thats just about the lil bits and pieces of updates about the past week.
I really didnt do much instead just stare at my books everyday.. Lolz.
Wo shi worm xD. Shu worm.
=p

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖




Exam!!
"Sunday, June 14, 2009" • 12:00 AM writes:

Woot.. My holidays has finally come to an end.
My exam war begins tomorrow...6/15!!!!
By the way, it's 12a.m now..so its 14th of June already. XD

I can't believe how time passes this fast.. It was like I was Form5..being 17..
the oldest in school not too long ago where I complained the about the weird feeling of being the most senior in school this year..
Now its already half the year gone, and going to be July much sooner..

zomg?! Lolz. Alright anyway this will probably be the last post till my exam ends.
War I mean.
The last day is 24th of June.
After that I'll go shopping like siao. LOL =X
and study music..O.O......

I won't be online till then ><. Don't miss me. LOLZ. Jk =X
Hahahaha I understood what it means to SLEEP with EYES OPEN now.
I was reading Sejarah just now..and..
I think I was seriously asleep..with my eyes open..
I didn't realize it until my mum called and I was like so super shocked with the ringtone just exactly the same as I'm being awaken by a morning call.
Lolz.. seriously! I seriously felt that kind of shock and it really did wake me =.=
I was more energetic after that call and I can study without feeling sleepy already. Lolz....

and guess what..Just when I thought I'm going to read the last chapter for Form4 Sejarah..
I went to bath.. thinking " yeah last chapter woohoo~"
I came back, opened my book, and realized there is a chapter 10 in it.
.................................................. sad case.

That time is alreay 9pm. How to finish reading laaaaa....Sobz.

* got to control temper * nowadays everyday throw temper O.O!

I still am not in the exam mode yet.
Still not feeling the exam tension O.O....
Must study Must study is all I can hear in my mind .. @@

My plan to wake up early to study has failed xD
I seem to love my bed more. =p

Okay! Ciaos! Study! Exam!!!

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖




I got a big appetite lately..
"Saturday, June 13, 2009" • 11:58 AM writes:

I've been eating alot this holiday..
I just keep eating and eating..
and I keep feeling hungry after even heavy meals..
OMG?

I said that I'm in a growing process.. thats why I eat so much xD
hahahaha.. OMG lar.. This holiday I'm going to put on weight @@ ..
Yesterday I had Cheesebaked rice at Wong Kok..
Then I had the bakedpotato in cheese at Wendy's.

I felt so so so bloated yesterday.. but then reach night I feel hungry again..
OMG! today is considered the last day of holidays for me..
and I can feel the past two weeks fats accumulating now. LOL..
I feel kinda heavy hahahahahah

Last day of holiday ler wei!
So fast two weeks gone!
I still remember how eager I was waiting for this holiday...
Now its over.. awww...

After exam I'm gonna shop like mad again ><.
I'm saving money now~ hahaha..

I was suppose to wake up 8am this morning..
I wanted to wake early to study..
But I ended up waking up at 11am =.=
Lolz too tired le.. hahahah and I'm lazy to wake..

I still got my moral project not done zomg!
Crap..
Sorry these few days no posts with photos..
My baby camera is not here with me @@..
Maybe going to get it back tonight..

.....I miss out two / three days of fun with my cg members!
Nuuuuuuuuuu! sad T_T
you suck exam.

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖




Lazy Pig~*
"Friday, June 12, 2009" • 10:54 PM writes:

我天生是大懒虫~
真的超懒
什么都不做
只爱吃爱玩~
连我妈咪都没眼看我了..

Lolz.

I'm just being random.
I just thought of this when I was arranging my books.
I'm very random nowadays.. I wonder why.

Too much sejarah @@..
Studying sejarah can take my life..

Crap exam..
Crap it being right after my holidays..
15 June. @@
Now I cant go anywhere..Stuck at home study..
==

Cause I feel guilty if I go shop. @@

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖



I'm not dead. Hahahaha
"" • 8:16 PM writes:

I'm just lesser onlined.
No.
Actually.. to be precised I'm online everyday.
Just that I don't on my msn and I don't facebook / friendster daily like everyone else.

Lolz..because MSN laggs both my computer and laptop like hell and FB / Friendster is boring for me.
Don't start scolding stuffs at me now. Hahahahah..
I just got a lil bored with the online world.. Like seriously..
Maybe I just onlined too much for the past.... 5years of my life.
I think I had a non-stop online life for the past five years..
with all the games friendster anf stuffs.

MSN really laggs okay.
Like yesterday I have to send some stuff to KaLing and it really laggs every bit.
So I have to like stop all chats and then slowly catch back to the previous chats.
Lolz.

Just because I don't on MSN.. everyone is like "where is Erica?!!" LolZ!
I'm not dead. I'm just a lil bit disconnected from the online world.
Soon , soon I'll be more free to do all this LOLZ.
I'm kinda busy everyday.. Really @@.. I occupied my time with stuffs. Haha

To.... To... the usual friends I chat on MSN like..
Wah Lung , Joshua , Jeremy , Jun Ming , Sam , and..so on~
If you really wanna find me , then .. get skype and add me. Lolz!
Sure can find me. I'm onlined everyday.. at skype. =)

Right. Ciaos =)!

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖




I....have.. not... enough... SLEEP!
"Thursday, June 11, 2009" • 1:39 PM writes:

Nemuru Nemuru Nemuru Neeeeemmuuuurruuuu!!!

我要睡觉~!!!

I want to sleepp!!


T_T... I dont know what happen to me.. lolZ..
Never had this problem before..
Yesterday night I had a phone call around 1.30 a.m @@

Then I was trying to sleep...
I was half awake half asleep half dreaming ~!
Can u imagine how san fu is that!

So I probably didnt had sleep at all last night..
I had to wake up at 5am to ake Yin up..
at first I thought it would be a hard thing to do..
But since I was already half awake..
The alarm didnt shock me..
It was something like a predicted alarm @@

I didnt have sleep until around 8am++ I think.. T_T..
Sad max...

My eyes are like complete Zombiastic now............................................. =.=
ZOMBIASTIC~! My own created word o.O
I feel the soar and swollen sensation @@..
In addition to the tiredness..
I force myself to sleep till around 1pm.. Lolz..
and I still feel tired because my mum kept calling me off and on every one hour interval.. lmao

!!

I WANT TO SLEEP!!

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖




I love..music box.
"Tuesday, June 9, 2009" • 10:32 PM writes:

I love music boxes!
Seriously..
Be it its the real music box or just a song (mp3) of a song in music box version.
I just love it so much ><.

I don't know why I love it so much..
I just the sound of it.. Its soothing and sweet..
You know whenever I learn a new piano song..I would play it in music box version..
My piano is a digital one so yeah ><.

I just heard one nice one in Kaling's blog..
Lol and now I keep listening to it.. nice @@
I just love it..music box rocks =p

I just felt a lil overwhelme .. o.O
I always have random feelings..
This year which started out bad..
Is turning slowly to a good point now maybe..

I didnt really like this year though.. I always wanted it to end faster..
Because not much of happy things instead of sad things had been happening..
and I'm not really having the fun like what other form5's have in school..

and I've been partially stuck in the past for sometime. O.O
hehs.
I'm still excited to see whats coming up this year..

******* now is 2p.m 10/6/09.

Hahahah i just stopped typing this post yesterday night!
I went to milwaukee for dinner =p

Awww I already slack the entire 1 and a 1/2 week slacking and not studying ! O.O
Next week exam la wuiiii~~ I still slacking..
I woke up early today for piano class... and I went back to sleep after class LOLZ..
I just woke up to be honest.. xD

........ Must Study Must Study! @@

SinYin took my baby home..
She took my camera.. T_T

Random random random..
I just woke up...I feel very.. dizzy xD I'm thinking alot of things in mind..
I keep thinking bout piano though.. Hahah

@@.........................tata................................. =X

I very blur now.. hahahah

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖



The 300th post. Its like a day's dream.
"" • 4:06 PM writes:

I thought of writing a more interesting post for my number 300th post.
But.. I just cant resist my temptation to blog..even though I have nothing good in my mind..
I just wanted to write xD..

Hmm..
I'm using this as my pm / skype message
" its like a day's dream "

Its really like a day's dream that after so long I really felt so happy that I kept smiling even after I went home LOlz.
I just kept smiling and smiling and I have to keep that smile when I'm infront of my parents LOLZ.
later they ask me what happen to me ==

I just felt somehow so happy that is like I wanna burst or explode out all the happiness @@
whenever I'm happy I'll become repetitive. I'll just keep repeating things I've said over and over again =X

How I wish I can go back to yesterday again..
Cause I wont get the chance to go out like yesterday with that person again for sometime I guess T.T
I wish time would just stop at yesterday.. and I didnt need to go home ..

Lolz.. siao jor. Dont mind me..
Bottom of it is if I manage to slowly forget my past .. then its a good thing for me
I'm slowly learning to move on..

Its like a day's dream~

***********

You know.. of all smiles not all smiles are true.
Get what I mean ?
Some people smile just for the sake of putting on one to hide their feelings..
Sometimes a true smile is the most difficult thing to achieve for certain people..

But its never easy to actually see whether a smile is true or not..
Happiness..What is happiness?

Somehow I smile all the time..
Seriously..
At school at everywhere I smile..
I laugh but at times I do it even when I'm not happy.

I dont like to show people I emo ..
I think I only show to people whom I most closest with..
Then I will show all my temper at them LOLZ.

I just sorta thought about this topic.. because I dont think its just only me who acts in this way..
at times I see people around me who smiles and looks like they are really happy..
but I can feel that they are not..
I just somehow feel it..

Randomicity~
would continue this post if I have anything in mind o.O
is literally blank for the time being o.O

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖




Silkroad
"Sunday, June 7, 2009" • 9:50 PM writes:


Silkroad~

Okay.. I'm not gotta blog much today I guess.. =X
abit lazy hahaha..
Yesterday I had tuition.. then after tuition we had lunch with Mr Toh..
we thought of celebratng for him..
But in the end he treat us with a rm89.20 meal! Lolz!
So good ah ? O.o

After that I went to KL.. with my parents.. My parents had their lunch at pepper lunch..
and we walked to Sg Wang.. Cause I wanted to cut my front hair @@..
It was very long and not nice T.T
Yesterday was Father's Day if I'm not wrong?
and yesterday was also a public holiday..
So yeah KL was crowded like everywhere..

Including Jolin who is going to timesquare yesterday..
double the crowd..Everywhere was crowded even the streets..
and there were alot of those freaking lala Malays .. ugh hate them
When I was walking I keep inhaling smokes from everywhere =.=

Alright after that we had our dinner at Silkroad..
which is a Szechuan restaurant..
I've tried almost every restaurant in the G floor and the ones at the outdoor..
I never tried the top floor's resturant though..
So we had a round walk and decided to eat at silkroad..
I went in it was empty @@

But it looks nice.. and the food was not bad =)

The restaurant~

my 8 poh cha. O.O! not that 8po you know.. is 8 BOH~ berkhasiat xD

This is dad's spicy and sour soup.




Me and my mum shared this. I dont know what is it called. But it taste really nice. They had cod fish , tofu and choy sum in it.


Spicy cod fish is it? I forgot haha

tofu~

ma lat chicken. o.O it makes your tongue numb. Its dry. Quite spicy but nice.

kewl ? This is their speciality. O.O pork belly. wrap it with ..i dont know what LOLZ. daddy say pork belly is bacon. I never knew that =.= I always thought it was chicken.



after wrapping o.O

Its a lil costly I guess. But I was superb full.
The dishes were in medium size.. not very big portion.

My aunt's playgul new Golden Retriever. She's beautiful no ? Name's Ruby. Haha

As much as I am motivated the last month to study..
I've been really slacky these days.. I slack the entire week..
how?! T.T Im feeling guilty.. Exam is like a week's away now~!
One week holiday has gone..
How fast has time past.. Nuuuu!!!


cut my front hair =) No its not bangs ! O.O no more dungu head for me !

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖




About Skybar and Rainbow.
"Friday, June 5, 2009" • 4:15 PM writes:

Ok last Thursday night I went to Skybar like I mention in the last post.
I never been to a bar in my life. Ok I did when I was a lil kid around 3years old. LOL!
But since then I never went to one and I never liked to. @@

Anyway my cousin just came back and my another cousin Sharon wanted her to meet up with all secondary friends.
She invited her brother and my parents and me also.
At first I asked her where you wanna go? She said Skybar..dont know whether I can go in or not.
I was like wa.. where do you wanna bring me oh..
Then she say maybe we're heading to Starbucks.

So mum later called up say we're going to a very nice hotel.. and around 9pm only we are going to set off. But I already got myself ready before she called cause I didnt expect it to be that late.
Anyway it is located at the 33th Floor of Traders Hotel.
When I reach there I shocked =.=

Lol! Its a very very nice place with a nice view of KL.
They got a swimming pool in the middle . A big one. And there are places where they got smaller pools so you could swim and enjoy the view.

I got this from the net but yeah this is basically where I went.

I keep questioning my jie whether am I allowed here.
She said its a hotel so yeah. Weird =.=

I didnt do much there.. Listen to their..? because I dont know my jie de friends..
I wasnt board.. I was enjoying the view..
My jie got us this spot where its open air .. LOl and spacious.

This is basically my view. LOL! nice? I took this myself. SO cacat abit haha

I am proud of Malaysia! Lolz.

Ok they were all smoking there. couldnt take it.
Seriously.. because of the smoke I caught sinus.
I never thought that I was even sensitive with smoke.
I know I dont like it but no sensitive.
But well its a good thing.. This means I'm never going to be liking bar / clubs / pub.
I never do like it anyway.

Any you know there s on guy there who admires my cousin I think.
He keeps giving her free drinks =.= and real nice one.
Whats more hilarious? He came up to ask my jie who am I.. =.=!
he said his friend is interested.. wtc ==
what more.. My jie told me who he is .. my mum also know..
Then we all saw he keep looking at me! =_=
I walk to toilet he look.. I sitting there he look.. he walk to kitchen also look..
Sei lo~

Then lter oing back my jie go intro me to them.. Got one chinese guy intro back..
The most funniest thing.. I on my facebook the next day.. after months like never opening it..
I saw my jie's admirer added me.
SWT?!! So fast he found my facebook! Sweat max
I smsed my jie. She told me to not accept it. lolz Laugh die.

Ok. Next. I said I clean my room with a new machine right?
Its call RAINBOW.


This is form the net also. I lazy take picture of my own. LOL!
Ok this thing is a very useful but costly thing.
It helps cleans/ sanitize /aromatize your air.
It also helps to clean mattress, floors, walls, furnitures etc.
The only things they cant clean is clothes and pots and pans.

and using this to clean really gives you spotless result.
After I clean my whole room clean le.
Cleaning my mattress was the toughest. It took me 4hours because of the amazing dust my mattress contains =.=
They got this power nozzel where it beats the mattress 50000times and sucks the dust mites/ dust and whatsoever in it and sucks it into the vacuum to the water inside the machine.

" wet dust dont fly " is their logo or something.
So my mattress isnt 100% clean yet because the water isnt clear yet when the last I cleaned it.
But ohwell I was already exhausted like mad cleaning it that day . My backaches!

Wanna see something disgusting?
The first time I clean my backside of my bed.. the side where it is facing the floor?

Tada! and I can see the dust mites moving you know! Like millions of it! I was wtc-ing there ==!
after 2~3times still so many =.=

I tried studying Sej today.. I slept most of the time.
Sad max ad.

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖




Holidays also busy ah?
"Thursday, June 4, 2009" • 8:18 PM writes:

Consider me...
very busy this year..
I dont know why ==
it seems that I'm always busy this year..
Sometimes I dont even get why I'm so busy ..

Lol I sound like I'm crapping..
Alright I planned to rest alot this holiday and study and I plan to go out very less this holiday also.
Turns out all went wrong and I've never actually sat a day an entire day at home resting without going out. =.=

I fell sick on friday.. Saturday I went lunch with my parents and rest the entire day because I was sick.
Day 1 gone. Never studied.

Day 2 went to church had lunch at Xenri's and had a very bad stomachache cause I ate too much raw spinach. ( too much fibre LOL )
Home with a fever again.. this time a really high one so I slept most of the time.

Day 3.
Monday! I thought I'll be at home the whole day.Wait. I was at home the whole day.
Just that my mum has been bragging me about my dirty room and wanted me to clean it.
So I thought alright I'll clean it and around 5pm I'll start studying.
I never thought of cleaning my own very mattress would take me 3~4hours..in addition to my dad's help.
I never imagine it to be that hell of dirty and I its not entirely clean yet but I was totally exhausted after it.
My back aches! OMG ?
( my dad bought a new machine to clean the house. Might post about it next time)
After I bath and all it was already 10pm. Funny?

Day 4.
A promise outing with my piano teacher and one of her sudents.
Turns out to be not that fun at all. I regreted not going out with Leong they all swt ==
Went to red box.. but I was a lil late.
Red box not bad.. Got the latest songs and nice environment =)
Walked around and they wanted to watch movie but I need back le.
I wanted to shop myself a lil but my teacher wont let. She insisted to send me back to my dad before they watch movie.
So went to office and had dinner with my parents. Went back already late night.
Another day gone.

Day 5.
Woke up.. Touch the Bio book a lil but didn read much and mum tells me that I'm going to go out with my cousins in the night.
So I got ready and all to know that they were going out on 930pm.
==!
So I just waited at home.. slacked lo..
Wear till nice nice le where got mood study =X
I went to Skybar in Traders Hotel.
I dont know whether I am allowed there but since my cousin said its ok since its a hotel.
So yeah I was there with my cousins and all.
( will update a more detail thing about it next post )
I reach home around 230am.
Great ?
Sleep at 3am.

Day 6.
Wakes at 11am. Went lunch and facial o.O at mines haha.
Then comes back around 4pm.
Was suppose to go tuition but my dad lazy and sleepy cause we came home late yesterday.
He wanted to sleep and didnt wanted to bring e to tuition =(
So I went to sleep too ..

And now I'm here blogging.. just now making some noob quiz to challenge ben LOL!
wasted some time LOL! haha

and today is going to be gone too.

In total I think I never studied ==!
Good job mou ?

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖




Happy Birthday Ac!!!
"Wednesday, June 3, 2009" • 7:50 PM writes:

Acccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccc!!

LOlz

Happy

17th

Birthday!!!

LOLZ. Sorry I couldnt make it today =(
Promise I will "deliver stock" when free =X

Ac = Aaron Chang.....Chung YEAN. =D

He has been my friend since we were 10 o.O
Then became close friends when 12. Hahah
this year is the 10th year friedship! O.O

He is this one good friend who always help friends to solve problem and ..
he lectures!! @@
Haha but he is always wise is decision..

Lil bit perasaan wahahahah jk =X
Cute? Cute kah ? ok lah cute la hahaha
but he is a fun person to be with..
a good friend indeed..

I dont know what to say eh! ==!

Anyway ac, thanks for always.. Like always helping me when I find you to talk =X
I hope I hadnt been the " got problem " only find you friend @@..
But seriously.. thanks alot.. =)

Happy Birthday =)
Love ya .

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖



My cousin is back!
"" • 12:50 PM writes:

Yeah! My cousin Tammy is back from England~!
This time with her husband =X
I miss her sooo much!
It's been six years since I last met her when I went to England.


She came back the right time..sorta.. Its holidays now..
Just that my exam is right after the holidays..
I need to adjust my time a lil to enjoy my holidays and study..@@


Now I am like in the holiday mood =.=
I cant concentrate studying... =.=
I keep wanna play!


Lolz.....Cannot la.. Its midyear.. Need to study..
I feel like I'm talking to myself..


You know.. I think I got a lil used to being single..
I live like a care - less life.. I dont care this I dont care that..
I just live like nobody's business..
Even I sms less nowadays.. Talk less.. O.O!

I online less.. I mean I do but I don't on my msn because it laggs like mad.
I on my skype. Haha..
Everyone has been asking where have I been..
Cause I'm the one who always contacts people and ask them how are them xD..

Now its like Erica is lost.. in studies?!
I feel I always busy =.= dont know why =.=
I occupied my time like siao.. Watch anime / movie / study / outings!

Wahahaha.. Right. 1pm le == Need study abit..
Tonight going out! again xD

I guess the memories still hurts somehow..
I do not understand why
Is the feeling still here , or its just because the memories that hurts me..
Do I miss you?
Do I still ?
I'm not sure myself.
But somehow tears still roll when it comes to you.

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖




Jesus came to save you by His Grace.
"Monday, June 1, 2009" • 12:13 PM writes:

Alright this is the one part of the book I read which I felt is good because I get to understand the difference between Christianity and other religions.
and also that Jesus came to save all of us by His grace.
I always didnt understand what is grace though..

I dont own anything, this is from the book " The Purpose of Christmas " by Rick Warren. =)

In practically every area of life - school, sports, work, we are judged by our performance. The American work ethic is built on effort, sweat, competition, and hard work.
Growing up, Americans are taught that there's no such thing as free lunch; you get what you pay for; if it's to be, it's up to me; if you want something done right, do it yourself; and God helps those who help themselves.

So when it comes to spiritual matters, many assume God relates to us on the same performance-based ethic. You may feel that you have to earn God's approval, deserve God's love, and work you way to heaven by doing good or trying to be perfect. If you've thought that, I've good news for you : that's not at all how it works!

Here's what the Bible says about what you must do to be saved :
" The people asked Jesus, ' What are the things God wants us to do ? '
Jesus answered ' The work God wants you to do is this : Believe the One he sent. ' "
John 6 : 28-29

Salvation is not a matter of trying, but trusting. It's not a matter of proving you deserve it, but accepting it by faith, knowing that you don't deserve it.

* let me add something here. This is by me. Who deserves it? We all have sinned. non of us in the world who is perfect and claimed to never do anything wrong before *

The idea of grace is so foreign and antithetical to the popular misconceptions about God and even other religions that when the Bible talks about salvation as a free gift of God's grace, many people respond with a blank stare. There is a mental and emotional disconnect. We are so used to receiving conditional love ( " I will love you if...." or " I love you because...." ) that unconditional grace is an unfamiliar and even uncomfortable concept.

Religion is man's attempt to please God.
Grace is God reaching down to man.

Every religion boils down to one word : " do! "
Do our list of things, and you will earn God's love. Each religion has its own unique list of rules, and if you compare the lists, you discover they are often contradictory. But the big idea behind all religions is that you must work, strive, and put forth great effort in order to get God to like you.

So God came to earth as Jesus essentially to say :
" You guys have got it all wrong! Of course doing good things matters, but it dosen't make me love you any more or less. My love for you is unlimited, unconditional, unchanging, and undeserved. "

So let me teach you a new concept called grace. You can't purchase it, work for it, or be good enough to merit it. It's a gift that will cost me a lot, but it is free to you. Everything I do for you, to you, and through you, every single blessing you have in life, is a gift of my grace. I've done it all for you. "

* I refers to God *

While religions are based on the word "do," salvation is based on the word "done." When Jesus died for you on the cross, he exclaimed, " It is finished! "
John 19:30

It's extremely important to note that Jesus didn't say, " I am finished, " because he wasn't! He had more to do. Three days later, he came back to life, resurrected from death, and walked around Jerusalem for forty days. He met with individuals and groups of up to five hundred people before ascending back to heaven.

So what was finished? The payment for your salvation! The phrase "it is finished" is actually a single word in Hebrew that Jesus cried out. It was stamped on bills that had been paid off or on prison sentences that had been completed. It meant " paid in full! "
Religion says, "do!"
Jesus says, "done!"
He has already taken care of the expense of you salvation.

Years ago, a guy asked me, " What must I do to get to heaven?"
I shocked him by replying , " You're too late. "
He didn't expect that answer and anxiously responded, " what do you mean, it's too late to do anything? "
I said, " What needed to be done was done for you two thousand years ago by Jesus.
All you need to do is accept what he's already done for you! There's nothing more to add. It's grace plus nothing. "

The Bible says, " It is by grace you have been saved, through faith - and this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God - not by works , so that no one can boast. "
Ephesians 2:8-9

Notice that your Christmas gift from God comes by grace and through faith.

Hope you enjoy this chapter of the book. I love it this part =)

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖



Tagged by claudia
"" • 11:46 AM writes:

got tagged by claudia..o.o

1. Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed?
Cheek =p

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?
Very happy o.o

3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with ?
My class.

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
YES! =X

5. Will you ever donate blood ?
Yea..

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?
Yes. alot =p

7. Do you want someone to be dead ?
no.

8. What does your last text message say ?
Hey you wake up oredi? later i'll reach your house 12.30pm.ya? from my piano teacher xD

9. What are you thinking right now ?
The things I need to do today.

1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now ?
Not really.

11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
3am

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
Pasar malam =D

13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
Yes..~ yin , leong, ben.

14. Who was the last person who text you ?
My piano teacher

TEN 'Lucky' People to get tagged:

I dont wanna tag anyone =X

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with ?
...i dont get the question ? family?

16. Is no.3 a male or a female ?
oohh..female.

17. If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be a good?
How would I know @@

18. What is no.1 studying about ?
I thought no.1 suppose to be God. ==

19. When was the last time you chatted with them ?
Yesterday !

20.Is no.4 single ?
NO idea. XD I dont put friends in numbers.@@

21. Say something about no.2
Great ==. This tag is not suiting me ==

not continuing this tag @@.

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖