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"Monday, March 30, 2009" • 10:14 PM writes:
YES! Exams are finally and officialy over~! Yeah baby Yeah Yeah Yeah~! And I got my results today also. Physic 74 =.= 74! One more mark to A1. Kesian. All objective. I get 74. Max kesian. If full format I mai fail lo O.o. jk. =X math I did alot of careless mistakes @@. (-4-2) = ? I put that 8 LOLoLOloLol!! siao man =.=
Haha.. Everyone now .. Everyone of my friends are always so busy.. Busy with their own lives, own activities.. Sometimes me myself also have no time to look for my friends.. Or not, when I look for them , they aren't free to talk to me.
I guess we tend to lose more contacts the older we get.. The older we get, the more hectic our lives are. To keep pn track with everyone lives is definitely hard. Friends come and go..some do stay. But some stay .. just not as close as we used to be.
I think my best friends are always seasonal. Of course, the ones that is always here for ages is Ru and Yin. All my close friends, we are still close now, but it depends on how often we contact. When I look for them, I can easuly tell them my problems without hesitating.
I remember..slightly.. I use to be max close with either hj / ac during form1 and 2. Form 2 year end I was close with ben and wahlung.. Then Form3 with kaling.. Form4...... hmm.. who was it already @@..Kok leong gua? and ac... o.o as for this year.. I think Leong , Ben , Darrell.
Everyone of those, I sms them like max everyday. Haha its weird. seasonal, but still yet close de.
Friends, can have many.. but well.. every friend we make, has their own speciality where there are specific things we can find them for. I just thought of blogging about this somehow.. when Sin Yin called me yesterday.
Its really nice to have a best friend for such a long time..not to mention we are studying in a different school and also are very busy with our respective activities. I miss her I guess. Its hard for me to meet her...I cant drive.. I need to find a time where I am really free and it suits my dad's schedule so I can look for her.
Oh well~ today I woke up having feeling my throat had this itchy feeling. Like prompting you to cough or some sort. Then at school I slowly started coughing and coughing. Now I'm officially coughing. =.= Of no sudden I'm sick. zzz I feel tired =( and hungry =(
After this exam , I felt the urge to study.. because I dont like my result. =( I felt motivated somehow.. but my laziness keeps coming =.= How la how laaa~ Its either I'm sleepy or I'm lazy or no mood to study. Motivated + lazyness = neutral = do nothing at all =)
Let me explain this. In physics chapter 1 (waves) Form 5.. If a constructive and destructive wave meets the resultant amplitude is zero =)
Lololololol siao study till siao already siao siao siao. Ban Kof found me a chemi teacher. Guy ~ 1hour rm40. Personal tuition. Should I take??? @@..
As the music fades.. I will try to let our love fade too~* ~ ♥~EriCa~♥
Beyonce - Halo
"Sunday, March 29, 2009" • 7:09 PM writes:
Daddy bought a new cd last week...It played a really nice song from beyonce. Halo - Beyonce. Very nice ~ I like the piano part..The starting part.. Haha..
Today our cg had a discussion in the youth hall~ When I see them rehearse as a band.. Its like a wow~ All my friends.. All like so pro.. Proud =D Hahaha.. It was kinda fun for me today ><.
Robyn, Amanda, Ginny singers, Zanne and Cher pianist, Wen Qi guitarist and Xan en Drummer. O.O
I realize the older I get the uglier I get which is vice versa from what everyone say.. " when u get older sure more pretty " O.o! hahaha believe me, you'll never see a girl having eyebags+black circes as worse as mine. Prove~?
Dont wanna show it out directly.. later I will frighten people. xD... dont get shock also when you see it. Hahahahahah really very terrible. I everytime late sleep.. I look like some zombie everyday xD
No 8TV for me =( LOLZ~ earth hour. Yes I didnt turn off my lights =.=
@@.. cant blog much My mind keep telling me to study for Chemi T.T
As the music fades.. I will try to let our love fade too~* ~ ♥~EriCa~♥
Band Cheese and Fast Food for me!!
"Saturday, March 28, 2009" • 8:16 PM writes:
=X!! Been consuming too much of these cheesy and fried / fast food the whole entire week.. I think I had pizza thrice and spaghetti twice and one lagsania. Not to mention late dinners included.. eat already then go to sleep~
Straight fat max~! O.O kesian me~ Dont want to eat already this whole week T.T Eat too much also got alot of pimples..~ scary xD
I am so not liking my school that postponed my chemi exam to monday.. Today I keep feel the urge to study but yet lazy.. But exams are on monday~ T.T Cant reast for the week.
Haiz. After exam feel kinda sien -.- Like nothing to do. The fact that SPM is not that far =X Start to bou anime again XD
I got like milions of plans in my head now for after SPM o.O! Hmm.. Nope I dont wanna start college early.. I wanna learn photography !! xD If thats ever possible.. I wanna learn how to write and read chinese and japanese too T.T And.. I want to leanr guitar.. Maybe xD.. Learn Singing LOL! jkjk =.= this, is ah liang's dream. Hahahah..Continue and improve in my piano I guess..
I WANNA DYE MY HAIR RAINBOW COLOUR =DDDDDDDDDDD LOL!!! Dye it BRIGHT till when you see it also need to close eyes. XD Hahahahahahaahahhahahahahah scary leh?
I wan gold I wan orange I want pink. This is even more scary ~ @@ Dont Care xD
and I wanna go Japan T.T
I realize the english I use nowadays is so so so broken. Sigh~ @@.. I use to blog with proper english.. Dont know what happen =.=
I remember last year I read 3books in a row in few months. Like siao for books.. Then when exam came.. English essay.. I did really well o.O. Because I got ideas and I use good english XD!
Sad max. Now forget everything.
Again, alot of random things are in my mind now. Im thinking of alot of things.. Thinking bout future, studies.. tomorrow what I'm gonna . My love life, my past, my friends, my relationship with everyone.. about myself, my family, what Im doing with my life.. and everything.. alot of thing.Siao
~~lalalala~~
As the music fades.. I will try to let our love fade too~* ~ ♥~EriCa~♥
End of the week~*
"Friday, March 27, 2009" • 10:14 PM writes:
not end of exams. == I have sucessfully not onlined for the whole entire week but just dedicating my time to study O.O miracle!!
It was supposed to be the end of exams.. But what more, tomorrow my school is having Installation Day for prefects and monitors. They were afraid that they have not enough time to practice.. So they postponed my Chemistry exam. ZzzZzzz...!!!
See! Now I cant rest well for the weekends lo! Hmm.. how did I do for my exams? I guess its ok ... Physics and maths question were questions that we had done before.. Just the matter of did we really do it or revise it xD.. As for Bio, my teacher took it from the sasbadi refrence book.. Which I have that book but I never do.. =.= 8 marks. GONE.
This time exam, the teachers gone a lil bit mad. =.= All the exam time limit was 1 hour 3minutes except EST and Moral which only lasts for 1hour. Every paper with such limited time, out teachers gave us abunden of questions. Not just objective with a,b,c 's but also abundence of question of subjective =)
siao ? I dont think I even had enough time to finish. My bm especially.. I almost didnt finish it. zzzz == Overall its fine.. Now just waiting for my results.
As for my Chemistry.. Hmm.. Now I know how to do abit le.. Feel comfortable bit? But there is a long way to go.. I have form4 syllabus to cover too..which Im totally clueless about it.. @@
faint.. Gotta be more hardworking? No pictures for today. Yiru is going to the installation day tomorrow.. So probably she will update about it with pics and videos. =) Its finaly time for me to rest xD.. though chemi is on monday but I feel less frustrating about my exams. Though , this time I didnt fuss about it that much.. wasnt that stress about it.. and I got enough sleep this time.. * considered* XD..
ok haha.. this is just a lil update to my blog after a week break . =) Tomorrow go where? Tomorrow go mines shop abit. Heh. Tata~ ^^
As the music fades.. I will try to let our love fade too~* ~ ♥~EriCa~♥
Exam week~*
"Sunday, March 22, 2009" • 8:02 PM writes:
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh SINUS MAX MAX MAX MAX MAX!! Yesterday night slept quite late and wake up with sinus le =.= sad... san fu max..
Exam week going to start on Tues.. But need start study le.. o.O so probably wont be online this whole week ..msn / skype / blog.
Haha wish me luck and pray that God grant me good memory =X
after exam my true holiday will start where I can rest abit T.T
Ciao =p
As the music fades.. I will try to let our love fade too~* ~ ♥~EriCa~♥
T.T
"Thursday, March 19, 2009" • 10:14 PM writes:
I langsung tak faham Chemistry.. Find me a chemi teacher please.. I want a private tuition for Chemi.. So that I can start all over again from Form4..T.T I read chemi can sleep.. OMG ==
As the music fades.. I will try to let our love fade too~* ~ ♥~EriCa~♥
Ok..this is like gila babi crap lot of photos.. upload till me siao..
not to mention with my slow connection here =.=
and I need to upload it in facebook..which failed twice after waiting zzz..
I thought of posting this yesterday.. but the uploading took me ages..
it was only done when around 2am++
have to sleep d T^T
Tio candid max.
Kang and Ru.
Tracy , Leong, Mei Theng
Yc , me , the BIG GANG of people I DONT KNOW.
Ling , Lex , Theng.
GANG!
Well, yesterday was KALING's bday ahahaha.. which bk celebrated his birthday in advance.
Bk's bday in on the 25th @@.. but sadly its our exam week next week.. lolz.
Anyway he had been yearning for this bday party for ages and planning for it for months. @@.
Well, your dreams come true yeah dude xD you had a big party going on yesterday.
He invited 30+ people =.= from SSM, Perimbun, BB and his church de o.o
I think I only know few of which is not SSM de. T.T
BB ? Perimbun ? Church ? and BK.
He had us had set lunch at Fun Ok Cafe in Connaught and spend time there until around 3pm and had to walk to iBox and sing till 7pm. Then its either we wanna go pasar malam or leisure mall.
So yeah I reached kinda late around 2pm because my dad wasnt free and I had to fetch yiru also.
By the time I reach alot people there le.
and was like zoMG I saw suzanne punya bf (ex ssm-er...older than me 4years T^T)
and I saw hj's gf tooooo ..jean xD
Saw Jm, Cm and Hj and Daryl.
Saw another ex-ssm-er thow carlson. Lololol so weird to see him there.
zanne and mugen o.o
Tracy , Theng
BK , HJ. Yiru at the back.Nice shot xD
BK, Tracy, Leong, Theng
Theng, BK, Me
It was chao weird lol and Daryl 1st impression when he saw me was
" so lala "
loLOlooLOloLOlolOLolol
CRAP MAX!
wah =.=! yesterday my attire was chao normal liao ..
long sleeve white, short jeans, coverse white. habis cerita. See in my photos la @@
because go connaught only then I no wear like very very nice like that.. he call me lala pulak. pro dou.
Then I went around asking people.. I very lala meh ? =_=
lolz. When I went there.. after bk intro me to Jean and Jm all... I walk around finding place to sit.
No place sit.T^T sad.
Have to sit on the toilet bowl! =(
=p
Yiru =X!
I ordered fried rice.. which was ok .. the food was just ok only la.. not say very nice or very bad..
boleh tahan la.. then we take photos..
take alot photos =.= most of the photos werent taken by me.. lololol meitheng and bk was holding the camera and snapping / candid-ing everywhere haha.
bk cut cake, and the cafe present him 2 big glasses of juice. o.o
Ban Kok and his cakes xD
BLOW!
Cake 1~ xD
cake 2!
the big glasses of juice present by Fun Ok. o.O
how to drink!
bk habiskannya!
after all that already 3pm le.. so we had to walk to iBox already~
we were the 1st batch to walk..
me, tracy,leong,yc,aunchik,meitheng.
Lolololl and meitheng claims she know the road.
So we followed her blindly..then half way walking leong and aunchik lost =.=
so we walk walk walk until jalan buntu =.=... den we saw leong and aunchik.
They also same walk til jalan buntu.. =.=
Tracy " you all duno say la.. i know ma. "
Lololollolol! THe sun was so scorching hot I was sweating like mad walking zz..
So Tracy lead the way , we walked real fast lolz. HOT LIKE MAD.
when i Saw iBox I felt so happy =.=
AIRCOND~
Take 1 Take 2.. Not sucessful ==.. Finger blocking / Yc spoil the pic.
Take 3 Take 4. Kang spoil the pic. Take 4 the best ? Yiru & Kang look gorgeous xD
So.. then.. we reach and waited for the others to arrive~
all arrive le... START.
Yiru's art xD
One suggestion to readers,
NEVER..EVER...GO...iBOX!
Sucks MAX MAX MAX MAX MAX x infinite.
Sound system not nice, no new songs, few english songs, space very small.
Sucks max ==
I was bored death there =.=
I had alot of songs in mind the day before that I wanted to sing, turn out no songs that can be sung.
Everyone was disappointed.
All say, this is last. Never come again. Lolz.
Yiru left early though.
Wenwu, the stranger =X suddenly came in. then sing sing sing, then after that halfway he gone back.
He was like a stranger who came in to sing and go back without caring who it is inside there.
hahahahha no la he knows us, but I dont know why he so rush.
I didnt even get to talk to him. Lolz.
Camwhore at iBOX!! =X
Tracy, Theng, Zanne, Ca.
Theng, Me.
Ru, Theng, Me.
Tracy, Theng, Zanne, Me.
Hmm.. then around 6pm le.. I decided to follow meitheng's car go leisure. xD
and lolz, I think all of the ssm also left to leisure.
Now I think back , lucky I went also. If not I'll be there alone with half the people I dont know xD
Meitheng's mummy came to fetch us, but the problem was there were too many of us, car cannot fit. @@..
So leong and alex and Kaling decided to take taxi.
Tracy followed Kang cause they need to go home already @@..
Mugen and zanne took another taxi instead cause they need to walk to the condo nearby to get her brother.
All take taxi ?! then the car mai chio empty ? =.=
So in the end, aunchik and yc and me sit in meitheng's car. @@
Sampai leisure, walk around.. then aunchik need go back le..
then we waited for Kaling all to reach...
It seems that Kaling Loeng and Lex walked here from connaught..
cause they didnt get a taxi. LOLZ.
then zanne was lucky enough to get one hahaha.
We had our dinner at Dragon-i.
Yc Leong and alex left halfway =.=
So left me and mugen , zanne and her bro.
and the tea leong they all ordered they didnt finish it!
they just drank a lil bit only!
we were like crap.. we gonna drink it =.=
in the end tey didnt charge us =.= CHIO crap ==
Hmm.. then mugen went back.. me and zanne.. and her bro.. lolz,
sat at the entrance waiting for my dad.. we chat chat chat..
then went dabao for my mum at the vietnam restaurant..
Saw meitheng there having dinner with her mum..
and.. I saw alyssa! Beatrics sister working there o.O!
Like that lo. THE END. hahaha
Happy Birthday in advance BK =)
Hope you did have fun in your party which you wanted it for sometime already
and hope you like the presents. haha
As the music fades.. I will try to let our love fade too~* ~ ♥~EriCa~♥
Holiday....zzz
"Wednesday, March 18, 2009" • 1:25 AM writes:
See the NOOB NOOB Mr Toh =.=
for spm de =.=
the way he sms people. Amazing.
Holidaysss
Holidays ...make me even more lazy to update my blog lolololz.
My whole day is occupy with one activity.. that is.. staring at my computer screen blankly. =D
Not gonna update much ...because its 1am++ already.. and I have to sleep.. T.T
tomorrow going to bk's bday... and sinyin is not coming!!!
WTC!! zzzz... I want to see her tha sibeh noob..
Tamago boro! Superb Nice! Brought from Shojikiya in MidValley =)
And... and.. actually I got things to say de..
But I feel.. its so late... later I wake up with big and black eyes how?
How to see people?!!! OMG!!!
Tomorrow 30+ people are going to show up on bk bday..
Half the people there I dont even know..
Bk's bday wish come true? He's got an big ass party going on tomorrow. o.O
The LG / baskin Robin Lorry =X outside of lowyat.
And I sucessfully didnt online the entire day today until 10pm+
LOLz. Hmm what have I been up to ?
Cleaning the house. =.=
clean clean clean clean till I wanna die already T^T
lololol then after that I went to help my mum work..
Count comission!! O.O
And ... I try to study..
Tapi tak masuk.
Shirt from momo ? I like it.. but it dosent suit me =.=
Too much random craps jor.
Suddenly got alot of random stuff in my mind @@ Crap school got exam after holiday.
Sucks max! Make me holiday need to study..
which I cant even concentrate T.T
and my exam onlyu last 3days!!
I have to swallow 3subs / 4subs per day!
vanity strikes =X 15/3/09 at sgwang. See my mummy behind me =p
24 Mac
Bm 8.30 - 10.00
Phy 11.00-12.30
Sej 1.30-3.00
26 Mac
Eng 8.30-10-00
Bio 11.00-12.30
Maths 1.30 - 3.00
27 Mac
add maths 8.30-10.00
moral 10.30-11.30
EST 11.50-12.50
Chemi 1.30-3.00
Taken from my room window. Nice hor~ sunset =X
Yiru goes to school with this hair!!! =X
bleh~
Ok I really have to go to sleep. Ciaos =)
would update about bk's bday. =D
Happy birthday Noob Ka Ling!!!! =)
As the music fades.. I will try to let our love fade too~* ~ ♥~EriCa~♥
Colour lenses =p
"Saturday, March 14, 2009" • 4:04 PM writes:
14th..of..march..
14th..sekali lagi..
1 tahun..11 bulan..
1 more month to 2 years??..
14.. Omg sked sked..
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My brown contacts are expiring sooooonnn~ Time for next colour ! xD
Erm... There are a few colours I want to try... The ones I wore before are black,true sapphaire,brown... and colourless. Lolz.
I guess the most staisfying is black to me.
Brown is ok.
True sapphire dosent suit me @@
All from fresh look de..~
The colours I'm interested in trying is GREY.. definite.. then green or ametyst..
But.. there are alot of brands available.... Geo , Dueba, Freshlook.
Help me choosee~~ Or give opinion or whatsoever...
=p... I sense a low response =.= grey pls!
Anyway.. help me choose either fresh look, dueba, or geo ?
As the music fades.. I will try to let our love fade too~* ~ ♥~EriCa~♥
A Little Too Not Over You~
"Friday, March 13, 2009" • 10:22 PM writes:
OMGG... No song can express my feelings more accurate than this song man =X I always heard it on the radio but I never actually really pay attention listening carefully to the lyrics.. Then ah ben sent it to me.. Only then I find the lyrics to have a look. Its like OMG. Bullseye =X
A Little Too Not Over You - David Archuleta
It never crossed my mind at all That's what I tell myself What we had has come and gone You're better off with someone else It's for the best, I know it is But i see you Sometimes i try to hide What I feel inside
And I turn around You're with him now I just can't figure it out
Tell me why You're so hard to forget Don't remind me I'm not over it Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth I'm just a little too not over you Not over you
Memories Supposed to fade What's wrong with my heart? Shake it off, let it go Didn't think it be this hard Should be strong Moving on But I see you Sometimes I try to hide What I feel inside
And I turn around You're with him now I just can't figure it out
Tell me why You're so hard to forget Don't remind me I'm not over it Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth I'm just a little too not over you
Maybe I regret Everything I said No way to take it all back, yeah Now I'm on my own How I let you go I'll never understand I'll never understand!
Tell me why You're so hard to forget Don't remind me I'm not over it Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth I'm just a little too not over you
Tell me why You're so hard to forget Don't remind meI'm not over it Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you Not over you
As the music fades.. I will try to let our love fade too~* ~ ♥~EriCa~♥
Minggu Bahasa~*
"" • 6:22 PM writes:
Sorry for the late post!! =( the video upload keep fail ~
this years class time table. =p hanging on air?!
Last week was our Minggu Bahasa..
Bahasa!! Bahasa!! Bahasa!!! upon hearing it we also @@ ~
We dont really like bahasa cose we arent good in it..
Shahibah - Yuhana, Jin Hui, Wai Hoong if I didnt remember wrong..
Drama - 5k , 5m
Coincidently , teacher just teached a Cerpen called Sabor.
The story was about a wife who betrayed her husband and had affairs with alot of other men.
So we were like
" teacher!! act Sabor la!!! '
Then teacher keep like dowan.. then he choose our Novel, which is Konserto Terakhir for us to act.
Yuhana was chosen to be the director , editor and producer. LOLz and also script writer.
Now , is choosing the character part..who is gonna be who.
We had to go base on luck.. Kaling prepared small papers with all the characters involve.. Mixed it, and we have to choose it ourselves and see what we get.
We did it countless times because we keep getting a girl character for guy and guy character for girl.
So then we separated it girl by girl boy by boy character.
.................. and so luck falls on me.. I got Hayati... the main character. zzzz
The second main character.. which is Hilmi, was taken by Wai Hoong.
The next day, Yuhana had finished the script. And it was like super long.
Then we practice.. and it was very weird hahahah.
The director for 5M was Kok leong. After he left 5M's drama was cancelled.
So we asked to combine with them xD.
Then we had to rearrange the characters again.
I gave mine to Hui Xsin.. because.. I dont like to be on stage =(
I'm scared hahahah... Hui Xsin was much more open and cute and funny xD
and we changed Wai Hoong to Kavi.. which was a very good decision.
Kavi was super Hilarious!
The pretty butterfly xD
To cut stories short, the finalise characters was
Watak Utama :
Hilmi - Kavi Hayati - Hui Xsin Datuk Johari ( Hayati's dad ) - Tamil Datin Salmah ( Hayati's mum ) - Ka Ling
Watak Sampingan : Azizah ( Hilmi's wife ) - Yi Ru Mohsin ( Hayati's husband ) - Yong Kang Encik Bakar ( the teacher who taught Hilmi piano ) - Arif Mak Minah - ( the maid in Hayati's home ) - Mei Theng Pak Amat - ( helper in Hayati's home ) - Gopi Karim ( Hilmi's dad ) - Halim Ibu Mohsin - Tracy Ayah Mohsin - Yoges Jiran Sebelah - Erica =p Pengarah - Guna Pengacara - Aun Chik Doktor - Juang Guru Piano Hayati - Alex
Narator :Yuhana , Ban Kok
Part 1
Part 2
Part 3
The story's summary : Its basically about a poor guy named Hilmi who just came from a village in Kedah and wants to look for a job in the city. His dad introduce him to his uncle that is Datuk Johari who lives in the city Hilmi came to city to look for Datuk Johari and he found Hayati learning piano in the house. They introduce each other and Hayati took a drink for Hilmi. In the meantime Datin Salmah comes back and she does not like Hilmi because of his dress up. However when Datuk Johari came back, he accepted Hilmi and offered him to work as their gardener.
Hilmi then stayed at thier home and one day he played with the piano and was seen by mak Minah. Uncounciously he spoil the piano.
The next day Mohsin ( her tunang ) and his family came and wanted Hayati to show her piano skills..however when she played it , it was found spoil. They found out from Mak Minah that Hilmi had spoil it. They screw Hilmi and cut his salary =p
Then Datuk Johari and his family had went to vacation, Hilmi met Encik Bakar and learnt to play piano from him. He also met his daughter Azizah.
After a few days since Datuk Johari was back, Hilmi went to look for Encik Bakar. But he wasnt home. He stayed there and play the piano till late night with just Azizah at home. He went back late and got scolded by Datin Salmah. And because of that, Hilmi ran away and worked in a petrol station. In the meantime, he also learned piano. Azizah started to develope feelings for Hilmi.
After not too long, Hilmi started to compose songs and knows how to play alot of instruments. He also heard that Hayati had married to Mohsin and is going to London. One day, he saw Hayati on the streets. They chatted and Hayati confessed to him. After all that, Hilmi and Azizah got married and had a son. However, their home did not last long. Encik Bakar also died due to an accident. Then Hilmi organize an ochestra but however on that day he did not showed up. He felled down on the way out of his house and was injured badly and he was sent to the hospital. Coincidently Hayati came to look for Hilmi as she know that he will be having an orchestra. She then took over Hilmi's place as his replacment so that the show will go on. The Pengacara read out Hilmi's will before the orchestra started. Datin Salmah, Datuk Johari, Hayati, Karim and Hayati was at the hospital after the orchestra.Hilmi was in serious condition Karim then told Datuk Johari that Hilmi is Datuk Johari's son. He had kept this secret so that he does not embarass Datuk Johari. Johari had a wife when he still lives in that village. But he ran away the next day without knowing she was pregnant. Karim treated him as a son and took care of him. They then went home when Hilmi's condition was stabelize. However, the next day.. Datuk Johari received a phone call from the Doctor. The doctor told him that Hilmi has breath his last. Upon hearing that Datuk Johari falled and had a heart attack and passed away on the very day.
The End.
***************
I know its very long and its not very detail or good. hahaha because I couldnt remember it well. I just type while I am watching the drama we acted. xD So then Minggu Bahasa arrived!! We practice daily though.. we never memorised the script. All of us memorised it one day before the actual day xD. Syarahan , Sajak and seloka for Seniors had been cancel because of insufficient time. Left for the Senior Middle. And we had 3dramas including by form1, form3 and form5. We also had choir by Form 4K and 4M and 5M. =p
kaling fooling around before drama =X
to be honest.. Form 4's performance aint nice at all. I mean I barely can hear them sing.. I could only hear the singer's voice. 4M was worse than 4K. When 5M came.. everyone was like WOW.
5M choir =p
Because they did really good.. though you have to hear it live. because we only have two mics there. We cant really hear their voice through video. Can only hear it live. We can hear their voices alright, they look smart and their performance was much satisfying. Everyone clapped for them and shouted for them Even that Rajan was satisfied. PROUD of them! There was a solo by Yoges and Arif too. xD
=)
after that was the dramas.. we thought our drama is gonne be boring and no one would pay attention. However.. everyone was quiet when the drama started.. and we actually got attention. They actually laugh and pay attention to it. Everyone liked it and praise it. Alot came to praise the watak utama also. xD
We also had crossword puzzle sempena Minggu Bahasa which cracks our head doing it. We were like crap what is this. hahahah in the end we didnt finish it.
On Friday, the last day of Minggu Bahasa..we had two period of BM. Teacher wanted us to have a debate on bidang pertanian lebih penting berbanding kepada bidang perindustrian. The debate was like crap man hahahahahah. Last minute finding points. We were like stuck every minute when talking. It wasnt because we have no points, it was just we couldnt speak it out XD.
My group were Ka Ling, Yi Ru, Tamil. the pembantang are Jin Hui, Hui Xsin, Xuan Lin and WaiHoong. While the judges are Tracy, Ban Kok and Yuhana.
Everytime we speak we will be like stopping every sec to think of the Malay word. The most funniest thing was when we had to oppose the other's side points, Jin Hui went talking English to us. LOL! We were like " EH BM LA~ Kita tak faham!! " hahahahah all of us was like stuck every single time talking. and Yi Ru was like " sir you see our BM. See our BM! I cant wait for English week. " LOLz.
I think thats about it.... I cant really remember much because it was last week's stuff =p I wanted to post this earlier but my videos wont upload on youtube. Part 2 and 3 done. Just part 1...I'm trying it on megavid. Also Form1 students video their choir. xD
Overall.. it was quite fun =p.. upcoming? English week! Rajan wants us to do Cinderella...while 5M are doing the 12 chinese zodiac. We are taking people from both classes xD
As the music fades.. I will try to let our love fade too~* ~ ♥~EriCa~♥
Can I not care?
"Thursday, March 12, 2009" • 9:18 PM writes:
Can I not care...== Sometimes feel like.. in everything I do.. I have to think of this.. think of that.. think of the circumstances..the risk..the consequences.. is this normal or am I thinking too much ? =x
Sometimes is so tiring to think so much.. At times I think.. can I not care and do what I want to do~ Or sometimes I would think can I just keep quiet and not talk and be emo the whole day ? Lolz. Okay that kinda failed. Because I tend to alugh or be a lil hyper everyday =.= Though , inside me I know I'm unhappy.
I just thought og this. I should put it this way. I am unable to ignore the emptyness I feel in me.
Really feel like dont want to care.. Ltes be emotionless or ignorant. LOLz.
Sinyin intro me a song few days ago. Very nice =p
Mad - Ne Yo.
She’s staring at me I’m sitting wondering what she’s thinkin gUmmm Nobody’s talking Cause’ talking just turns into screaming (Oooo) And now yes I’m yelling over her, she yelling over me, All that that means is neither of us are listening, And what’s even worse, that we don’t even remember why we’re fighting
So both of us are mad for nothing, (fighting for) Nothing, (crying for) Nothing, (oohh) When we won’t let it go for nothing, (come back for) Nothing,It should be nothing To a love like what we got oh baby
I know some times it’s gonna rain, But baby can we make up now cause’ I can’t sleep through the pain(can’t sleep through the pain) Girl I don’t want to go to bed, mad at you and I don’t want you to go to bed, mad at me No I don’t want to go to bed mad at you And I don’t want you to go to bed, mad at me (oh noo)
Umm And it gets me upset girl when you’re constantly accusing (asking questions like you already know) Hey we’re fighting this war when both of us are losing (This ain’t the way that love is supposed to go,Whatever happened to working it out?) We fall into this place where you ain’t backing down, and I Ain’t backing down, So what the hell do we do now?
So both of us are mad for nothing, (fighting for) Nothing, (crying for) Nothing… (oohh) When we won’t let it go for nothing, Nothing, It should be nothing To a love like what we got oh baby
I know some times it’s gonna rain, But baby can we make up now cause’ I can’t sleep through the pain (can’t sleep through the pain) Girl I don’t want to go to bed mad at you And I don’t want you to go to bed, mad at me No I don’t want to go to bed mad at you And I don’t want you to go to bed, mad at me (oh noo)
Oh baby this love ain’t gone be perfect, (Perfect perfect oh no) And just how good it’s gonna be We can fuss and we can fight long As everything is alright between us before we go to sleep…
Baby we’re gonna be…
Yah…. Baby….
Ohhhh….ohhhh
Baby, I know some times it’s gonna rain, But baby can we make up now cause’ I can’t sleep through the pain (Can’t sleep through the pain) Girl I don’t want to go to bed mad at you And I don’t want you to go to bed, mad at me No I don’t want to go to bed mad at you And I don’t want you to go to bed, mad at me(Oh noo, nooo, noo).
As the music fades.. I will try to let our love fade too~* ~ ♥~EriCa~♥
Ah Toh~ bie zou~
"Wednesday, March 11, 2009" • 6:56 PM writes:
first was Kok Leong.. now.. ah Toh??
Haiz.. 2009 sucks? I wish I wasnt form5 in the year 2009.. First day of school was already the worst da ever listening to Rajan's crap.. Nonetheless I aint feeling very happy this year...
Then Kok Leong had to leave school.. I less one good friend in school.. Feel everything is incomplete.. Now.. my favourite teacher?! Not just mine.. but everyone of us.. especially we form 5...
Toh is a very good teacher.. not to mention patient? We always bully him de le..hahah not in a sense of bully till very bad la.. Just like always tease him de.. and fool around with him de.. a very fun teacher..
Yet, he is also very very talented and gifted in teaching maths.. or anything to do with maths at all.. add maths / maths.. very good in explaining.. he can really make us understand.. he can really have patient to teach us...
You know, whenever we have tuition.. even though we do until we throw tantrum.. he still patiently teach us.. there are times we bullied him.. tease him there are times vice versa.. times when he complain to us about school.. times when we complain to him about school.. times when he tells his stories to us... times when we tell our story to him.. times when we share food..time when he say he wanna cook for us.. times when fool around.... Toh~ and he is the one who always sucessfully make our school have 100% in maths.. Even yk yc alex all also they are much much better in maths compared to before they met Mr Toh. At times I even have to ask them to teach me? I remember once I asked yc to teach me!
He takes care of everything and anything about exams.. everything is done by him.. we need no to worry because he tells us that he will help us ... We love him ? Our best teacher.. closest teacher.. the only teacher which do not suck like others.. a teacher who actually knows how to teach us..
and just dont act with that crap attitude" hey you student I am teacher I am older so you must listen to me " With all those teachers around who are all very over proud of themselves.. and also so over using their authority.. nonetheless they show two faces where they treat you so freaking good and on the back they gossip every possible negative thing about you.
The only teacher I ever like this year, ah toh~
Haiz.. and now he is leaving?!
Because we have this New CEO name : Mus Ta Fa. Nono not chinese a Malay Noobkao. He wanted to set new rules saying that teachers must come during school holidays.. and teachers only have 8 annual leaves that they can take in a year.. those annual leaves can only be taken during the school holidays.. zzz? school holidays come for? 8 annual leaves only on school holidays?
My chemi teacher is leaving also.. as heard from her.. she did not say it directly.. but she meant that the new CEO treat them as trash teachers.. treat them as useless although they work hard..
Toh actually wanted to stay just this last year.. just this last year teaching us.. now.. zzz.. byebye.. =(
!!!! .... its like.. I can trust no teachers at school anymore? Maths is no more fun neither?? Usually I'm always sleepy at school.. but whenever maths come.. how sleepy I will wake de.. Because I understand! So I know how to do , I will finish it! and then its fun also de in his class... now? ...... I need to take tuition for maths also ? thinking that Toh teach I dont need de.. zzzz .......................... sucks. sucks.
all of us thinking of ways to make him stay.. it seems that every way now seems impossible.. they even found a new teacher to replace him before he even leaves! How cruel!
=(... dowan him to leave.. today nearly cried le == when meitheng and ru ask him is he gonna leave.. did he really decide to leave.. zzz...really.. was stopping myself from crying twice.. like its like everyone's last year was suppose to be the sweetest memory.. mine is like getting worst every single day. nothing better comes..
Feel sad.. feel like there is something bothering.. just like when Leong left.. haiz.. Toh~ bie zou~ we still want you to stay.. just this year.. just 7months more..
As the music fades.. I will try to let our love fade too~* ~ ♥~EriCa~♥
Late upadates ><.. Food + Random! *
"Tuesday, March 10, 2009" • 9:14 PM writes:
I'm supposed to post a long post about minggu bahasa.. but sadly the video is not done yet. Haiz.
Oh well..
Last Sunday.. after church.. Daddy was thinking where to go for lunch..
Then..he think think think he say.. lets go for steak in Sgwang!
O____________________________O ?
Sg Wang got steak de?
If so, since when had I went for steak with my dad at Sg Wang?!
Dont know what my dad thinking.. =.= he forgot about it later..
Daddy parked at his usual place.. at the Federal hotel's jokey parking.
I thought daddy's gonna go lowyat. Then I can go shooping at Sgwang =X
Unfortunately, this time he heads to Federal Hotel for lunch.
Since my youth service always ends late.. its very hard for us to find buffets available anymore due to it closing around 2+ or it will packed with people.
So..Daddy went in.. and it seems that they have high tea at the Revolving Restaurant on the 18th floor!
O.O.
1st.
I never had high tea before. I mean I had, but non in my remembrance. My mom told me I had when I was young haha.
2nd.
The Revolving Restaurant moves!! Which my mum told me alot of times before but I never got a chance to go.
3rd.
Daddy says it use to be a 5star restaurant in the olden days.. it used to be in its proud days and 18th was consider tall. o.O
4th.
I get a good view of KL from there! =p
1st plate of food I took xD. Gila de me =.=
I like this so much omg. Its tomato + carrot + apple. My mum say I siao , juice also wanna take. But the lighting was just nice! =p
Well haha I'm excited xD.. I like it moving ==.. lolz. I;m like a kind aint I ?
hahaha.. the food there was okay.. Not too good , not too bad.
I just like the view alot. And the sun is just shining right with the sky so blue fill with lil fluffy clouds. The view was just nice.
I love it~ xD
KL tower =p
KL =p
I even get to tried fried ice-cream which yc always tells me about.
He wanted to make it for me but always forgot. Now I got the chance to try it.
=p
Fried Ice Cream. xD
Grill banana or something. I likey =X
In the end I didnt get to shop. Daddy say shop on Monday as its a holiday. So I went to Midvalley.. with my parents.. then walked with Yi Ru and meitheng.. while my parents went yamcha with my cousins and aunt. haha
Daddy wanted me to take a picture. =.= zzzz crap lo. Omg I just like the light. I dont like..me... my face is like so roun xD!!
Tell me, I know I dont look like 17 xD.
The tea I had at Canton-i. Nice hor~ Unique =)
Random School Craps~*
Today Chemistry we had to present our tasks. @@. 4 groups
Hahaha.. Kaling's group most creative because they got all those 3d pics to show you the bonds xD. All Ka Ling's work.
Yiru's group was the most hilarious one because Kavi was explaining it and he made it super funny xD..Yiru's artwork was also every nice =p
Ka Ling de group. All dowan show face.
From left : Ban Kok, Tamil, Ling.
My group =p
From left : Yuhana , me, Tracy.
Yiru's group.
From left : YiRu, Guna, Kavi.
You know why all smile like that? Kavi saw my pictures and say I smile like that. So he imitate me =.=!
Hui Xsin's group.
From left : Wai Hoong, Xuan Lin, Hui Xsin, Jin Hui.
I had presented you my whole class students. =p!!! hahahah 13 students only.
Tamil and Kavi showing their gay affection =X!! They prefer it dark and secret. hahahah.
Yiru has shrink!!!! zomg~
BOO!! Lolz. Brown contacts =p. and no its not the one which makes you eyes grow bigger. zz..
I took it on the same day I went to Federal Hotel. big difference hor? =X
As the music fades.. I will try to let our love fade too~* ~ ♥~EriCa~♥
Lady GaGa <33
"Saturday, March 7, 2009" • 12:46 AM writes:
Lady Gaga. I Love her Hair!
Just had found this incredible singer xD
I admire her =X
Maybe alot will go against me? Dont know.. like not much of my friends like her..
Hahahaha But I love her XD
Sin Yin intro me to a song " Eh Eh ( Nothing Else I Can Say ) by Lady GaGa" last..year I think. Or somewhere during January or something.. Then I just listened to it.. Did not listen to it often because it didnt grab my attention.
Though the name " Lady Gaga " caught my attention.
After awhile... I heard on the radio this song name " Just Dance " by Lady Gaga.
I was like " o.O her again.. hmmm"
At first I didnt really like Just Dance.. Then later after listening to it a few times on the radio I started to like it xD..
Though.. I dont know how she looked like.. until I visit Evonne Teo's blog..
She said that Lady Gaga is actually a hot blond.. Then she posted her pic..
I was like OMG!!! So pretty!!!
And I love her hair like mad xD
Gaga and Paris. I like her hairrr!! She can tie a bow with her hair! OMG.
She's not to say super leng .. but leng also de..
I guess her hair really plays a big role in her looks..
Hahah and her voice is strong and good.. I like it!
She is very yeng also ~~ I like her style =X
Few days ago yc sent me "poker face" by her.
I was listening to it.. at the beginning.. it didnt really capture my attention also..
But then I keep listening to it.. Became one of my fav song.. Like it very much! @@
One word la, I just like her hair damn much. wahahaha
Include her as one of my favourtie artist =X
Leng ma! =)
A vid of her singing poker face ( acoustic live )
As the music fades.. I will try to let our love fade too~* ~ ♥~EriCa~♥
100 truths ~ tagged by Pei Ying
"Wednesday, March 4, 2009" • 7:46 PM writes:
001. Real Name: Erica Subhas 002. Nickname(s): Ca 003. Age: 17 years old 004. Zodiac Sign: Leo 005. Male or Female: Female 006. Elementary: Sekolah Sri Murni 007. Middle School: Sekolah Sri Murni 008. High School: Sekolah Sri Murni 009. College School: - 010. Hair colour: Black 011. Long or Short: Long 012. Loud or Quiet: .....middle? xD 013. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans 014. Phone or Camera: Phone 015. Health Freak: Yes =X 016. Drink or Smoke: None. 017. Do you have a crush on someone: No. 018. Eat or Drink: Eat and drink =p 019. Piercings: 6~ =/ 020. Tattoos: No. 021. Social or Anti-Social: Social.. anti social at times xD 022. First Piercing: 13 years old. Ear. O.o 023. First Relationship: 13years old xD 024. First Best Friend: Sin Yin! 025. First Award: Being 2nd in class during..kindy xD 026. First Kiss: last day of PMr 07 =X 027. First Pet: My pet dog Yuki..@@ when I was 12.. 028. First Big Vacation: Japan. When I was 1years old @@ 029. First Love at first sight: Nope 030. First Big Birthday: 1years old birthday. hahaha
Currently
049. Eating: Nothing. 050. Drink: Soya bean. 051. Excitement Level: 45% .. haha very low xD 052. I'm about to: take my shower~~ 053. Listening to: I will be - Leona Lewis 054. Plan for today: Homework and Anime xD 055. Waiting for: The day where I am gonna be damn happy xD. 056. Energy Level: 50%. 057. Thinking of someone: Yes . 058. Want kids?: Yes xD 059. Want to get married?: Yes =p 060. Careers in mind?: Water chemist, pharmeutical chemist???
Which is better in the boy/girl youlike
068. Lips or Eyes?: Both 069. Romantic or Funny?: Both 070. Shorter or Taller?: Taller 071. Protective or Caring?: Both 072. Romantic or Spontaneous?: Both 073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: Nice arms xD 074. Sensitive or Loud?: both xD 075. Hook-up or Relationship?: Relationship 076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: Dont want any.
Have you ever
080. Lost glasses or contacts: Lost glasses.. 081. Ran away from home: Never ! 082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: No. 083. Killed somebody: No. 084. Broken someone's heart: Yea.. 085. Been arrested:No 087. Cried when someone died: no. too sad for tears perhaps?
Do you believe in
089. Yourself: Yes 090. Miracles: Yes 091. Love at first sight: Dont think so. 092. Heaven: Yes. 093. Santa Claus: No. 094. Tooth Fairy: No. 095. Kiss in the first date: Wa. Climax xD
Truthfully
097. Is there someone you would want to be with right now?: Yes xD 098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now?: Quite. 50 50? 099. Do you believe in God? OF COURSE XD 100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people:
I tag
1. Sin Yin 2. Yi Ru 3. Ka Ling 4. Han Jon 5. Claudia 6. Su Zanne 7. Chermaine Kang 8. Ban Kok 9. Ginny 10. Amanda
I got no one to tag la omg haha..
As the music fades.. I will try to let our love fade too~* ~ ♥~EriCa~♥
Sleeping...problems?
"Tuesday, March 3, 2009" • 7:17 PM writes:
You know.. there was once when I had problems with sleeping where I really couldn't sleep early.. or somewhat could not fall asleep and would just roll around for hours.. Ya.. that was last year. I bet I was thinking too much before sleeping, or exposing self to too much or too long hours at radiation before sleep or maybe I really had a problem. I would know whether I fell asleep..but usually my sleeps are restless and I dream alot.. I can almost dream the whole entire sleep of mine.. with multiple stories playing through.. But yea.. I could hardly sleep.. Sometimes crying actually makes me tired so that I can Sleep LOL...............I cry just to sleep LOL with no utter sad reasons.
Now... I think I could sleep through anything at all, regardless the time. LOlz. Dont know why ? Everyday I think I kept saying " I want to sleep. " and I keep yawning the whole day and my eyes are watery..most of the time. Yawns too much. You know, whenever if I have free periods or when the teacher is absent / never comes into the class.. My friends started taking out exercise books to do revision and exercises.. like maths and add maths... and you'll see me.. sleeping.
Wai Hoong will say" she sleeps again"...=X even be it 5mins I have it free I would still sleep. Or just close my eyes =.=
Today we have no homework.. and tuition was changed to thursday..which I was then later informed.. So.. I have abundence of time to study.. I chose Bio..
*opens book* reads.. Read.. Read.. Note* eyes started to close.. bangs head on book. 10sec of closing eyes..Wakes up to continue.. 5mins later.. bangs on book again.. wakes up again after few secs.. 3rd time.. head bangs on book... fell alseep. =.=
I tell you, forever my life I study this way == Is like I never can do early preparations or something not until the day comes. Even if the day is tomorrow itself.. I could fall asleep .. like this ==
Every .. single.. Time!! Never see me falling asleep if I'm online.. Like now.. I'm blogging.. I dont feel sleepy =.=
No matter how early I sleep.. and wake up late or something.. sufficient sleeps never helps me. I still fall asleep. ==
....... .............. ........... .......... ........ Dreams . Yea to add on what I said just now, I wonder why I have so much dreams to dream about though. To be honest.. I can really dream of so many stories in just one sleep.. Sometimes I'm so deep in it that I think I can still feel the dream when I wake up.. in a sense that like the shockness or the anxiousness or whatever was there seem so true that I still feel that way when I wake. Restless sleeps, I wake up tiring.. as if I've been through a whole lot of adventures and just reach home. Really.. The real cause.. was maybe I really think too much. Just too much.
I'm not alone.. I have a cousin and two friends.. who is like me LOL. we'll think of something beyond of what it is suppose to be and beyond the possiblities which are worth not us thinking. Some are even more amazing than me as they could think even further that I can achieve at most.
Hmm.... Study.. SPM. how?
* I think I'm jumping at random topics =.= *
As the music fades.. I will try to let our love fade too~* ~ ♥~EriCa~♥
I am at war!!
"Monday, March 2, 2009" • 9:25 PM writes:
Mummy ask me...
" you go war? or you at war?? "
Ca " yea.. I at war.. I NEED TO STORE! "
Yesterday we didnt go to church...then later in the afternoon my mum asked me..
" eh ca.. want go supermarket anot.. you everyday at home nothing to eat.. Buy more things store at home let you eat want? "
Then I say ok lo.. So around 5+pm we headed to Jusco... We sapu sapu sapu sapu sapu!! Took like way loads of instant mee..cereals..cannned food...Milk ,cheese, biscuits and breads! was like zomg?! LOL The bill amounted up to RM184..!!! Lolz. By just all that. Wahliao~ hahaha thats why my mum asked.. You go war?
The instant mees bought yesterday. From an empty cupboard to a... FULL WITH MEE cupboard?! xD
Then daddy walked around Jusco... He say.. No nice food to eat here..
Very true.. Jusco got no nice food.. cept I like to go there because of the supermarket and popular ~@@
For eating.. Is a no.
So daddy say~ lets go to Sheraton ( Hee Lai Ton ) in Serdang for dinner.. ^^
My friend's restaurant.. I love to eat there.. the food there is nice!! xD
at a low rate price yesterday.. The waiter everytime see us also intro us lobster..
many times ad.. She wants us to get high chlorestrol or something O.O!
!!!! Im loving it~
The tail was cooked with cheese.. and the head was cooked with " xing gong chao ? " in soup lar... I dont know what is it call.. with the yee mee all.. Once you see you sure know~
the head part.. Know ma? Xing..gong chao something?
OMG freaking crap xD.. CHEESE!! I'm loving it~
+ vege and a fish. Super full le. The lobster is big. But cheap...usually they cost around like 300~400 right? This is RM198.
But to be honest.. this is my first time ever eating a lobster. LOL =p
School is having bahasa week! OMG BM =.=
I dont like it. Today suddenly got pertandingan menulis karangan somemore.
Have to like the whole form4 and 5 do karangan. SEMUA ORANG.
=.= tajuk ?
"Sejauh manakah kekayaan dapat membawa kebahagiaan hidup berbanding kepada ilmu? " Die lo~ Apa tajuk ini?! Think till I @@...
I wrote about 479 words.. Dont O.O me.. I think I repeated most of the things I wrote..
I just kept repeating..
I think I was born this way == even when I talk I also repeat! OMG. LOLz.
Having drama Konserto Terakhir this Wed. Will video it.
Hui Xsin was like super damn cute as Hayati. She's cute.
And Kavi.. Funny till Wtc jor xD.
....and.. I havent started studying.. ZOMG ca you go bang wall k ?
zzz....exam..study..Spm.. die! Lolz.
Homeworks are loads.. and times is passing too fast.. hmm =(
new!! =p
As the music fades.. I will try to let our love fade too~* ~ ♥~EriCa~♥
Blabla bla bla blaaa~~*
"Sunday, March 1, 2009" • 1:06 PM writes:
Dont ask me whether am I alright.. I'm perfectlyfine.
Haha.. Readers.. You guys have to just bare with me.. for however length of period of time that I'm gonna be like this.. hahaha..
My emotions would just go way up and way down at times.. Not stable.. and I would spam so many emo post here.. Lolz.. What to do ?
I also dont know how to settle myself.. Time will heal? I guess.. Mou bin lar.. Hai gam geh~
I think as time passes.. I will even learn more.. I will eventually learn what I should do.. but time is so slow.. Sometime is hard to stand..
Be strong.. thats all I can do..
How come 2009 be such a bad year for most of us. Most of my friends especially... Having a bad last year of school in SSM. We all wish to end it faster @@
~~~ today no go church omg haha. daddy not feeling well~ o.o
As the music fades.. I will try to let our love fade too~* ~ ♥~EriCa~♥
Xin ku..
"" • 1:53 AM writes:
San fu.. I want to cry.. o.o..
Who will understand? Who can help? No one.. This burden will only be carried by me..
xin ku...
haiz.
when will it go away pain ?
As the music fades.. I will try to let our love fade too~* ~ ♥~EriCa~♥
As the music fades..
Jesus~!
Abigail
May 2007
Taken from my room window. Nice hor~ sunset =X
from dueba~
kaling fooling around before drama =X
Daddy wanted me to take a picture. =.= zzzz crap lo. Omg I just like the light. I dont like..me... my face is like so roun xD!!
Lady Gaga. I Love her Hair!
