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Oh.. How can I live without you..?
I miss you so much.. I need you so much..
Everytime when I need you, I saw that you are not here..
I felt so sad.. I felt so left out

My dear.. I love you so much..
You should know~
Forever in my heart.. forever my closest one..
Forever.. I will not let go of you~
I will always be there when you need me..

I share everything with you~
and I want to give the best for you...
For you understand me the best..
and you always take care of me..
How? How can me and you ever separate?

My dear SIN YIN..

LOLZ? Edited?? I had a longer version of this.. but when I posted it.. more than half of it was gone.... =(

Yesterday and two days ago.. I was emo-ing and feeling stress..
I wanted to talk to sinyin.. But she was in SINGAPORE!!
cant sms her.. EXPENSIVE~! =(
missed her so much..
I was stressed with studies.. and not really happy..
Lucky I still have ah Liang to sms~
She always understands me the most..
I can talk to her about almost anything at all..
She always tolerates me...

How can I live without her? =(
My best friend~!

=p


Demerit. Innocently got demerit 10points =.=
It seems that our class demerit book is lost.
and so the teachers are thinking that we purposely wants to lost it.
And asked us to returned it.. in saying that "we'll think what we can do "
Rajan says.. " no action will be taken "
So fake man.
So many teachers in SSM are fakers.
All the teachers come and tell us..we want to merit you.. but you guys dont have the book

They think we 3year old kid??
..................... lost then lost d la.. who knows where is it.. =.=
and then Rajan says... "if this happens in 5M.. is expected."

Now 3k lost that book also.
I have a feeling that nothing too bad will happen to us.
But if reall 5M had lost it.. Its a big deal.
I bet the whole gang gets expel.
FOR SURE.
utter ridiculois ma xD
They are so prejudis at 5M de la..

The most hilarious thing is..
5M's demerit book has the
reading with low voice..demerit 3points.
LMAO! This is so ridiculous man..
I shall capture a pic of it on Monday and post it here xD.

The title has absolutely nothing to do with the post.

Lol. I just heard it from the song I'm listening.. haha
Bla bla bla~
Blaaaaaa I know all of you saw my emo post.
Dont worry =.=
I wont die. LOL.

I just needed to express out. Emo ma. Nothing de.
I'm ok =)

Seriously.. I dont like getting people worried @@..
I am an emo person I admit.. But I just want to say that..
I wont do anyting stupid..
I just need time to talk and talk and talk or cry and think about it..
then I will be fine de =)

I have a reason to sing~ I have a reason to worship~

I'll just keep you there, even knowing that I wont be seeing you soon maybe..
Forgetting? No idea.. Let it happen naturally..
No need to try.. No need to force.
Want love, then love.
If fade, let it fade.
memories was meant to stay .. experience was meant to be made..
new ones are waiting for us to create.. =)
I dont want hope le, dont want to think.
Natural.

Qi guai de ni =)

Ja~*

No idea..
Feeling what ?
duno..

Sad?
Duno..
Cry?

sien.

Those hopes that comes always ends up as empty hope..
I dare not hope again..

Feel the suffer, Feel the pain
Knowing that you was to blame.. For leaving my heart out in the rain~
~Jonas brothers - sorry~

are you playing with me?
why always hinting me?

bu ming bai.. playing with my feelings? ==
everytime also something comes up..
then the next min you like nothing le..

ni hui ning dao wo hen @_@... tu ran hao xiang you ge xi wang jiang..
Tu ran hui xiang zhe xie dong xi.. xiang zhi dao duo dian.
Nong dao wo qing shui bu wan ding de..

as close as we were then.. as far as we are now..
~where did you go - ashley parker angel~

the game of hinting..
Gou le..Gou le..
Gou le..
bie zai shang hai wo.
Bu xiang zai ting..

Wo shou gou le.. Yan gou le..
you know.. being strong is not easy?

yao nu li de wang ji ni..
nu lie de bu zai li..
hao nan ok ?

ni yi wei mei shi.. ni yi wei " bie xiang le " jiu ok..
hen duo dong xi bu shi jiang jian dan er yi..
Life is never easy...

Hao xin ku...
Ni zhen de xi wang wo tao yan ni ma?

jiu kuai le.. jiu kuai ni jiu bu zai ssm le..
ni hui kai xin ~ xin sheng huo..

Wo jiu shi na ge bu kai xin de..
Bu guo ni ye bu hui dong ba =)

What do you want?

I just wish....

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D E M E R I T !!!

Talking demerit
Smiling demerit
Laughing demerit
Screaming demerit

what also demerit.

....................................
one word.
Sohai school.

Sorry for using that. zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

I got fedup with my school already!!
Teachers are so OVER USING THEIR AUTHORITY AS TEACHERS!!!!

They think they got a demerit book means they can do anything at all..!!!
zzz..

My friend was late for 10mins..DEMERIT.
My class got 13 students.. last week.. we did rumusan.. all of us finished it..
But the pemahaman part half of the class didnt do...
DEMERIT!!
Then the teacher call my friend to read... he read till very soft... DEMERIT!
My friend talked in class.. DEMERIT!

When during bm class.. we were practicing for the BM week drama..
Then the Guna suddenly shouted during the middle of practice.. " OI YOU ALL FASTER START LA "
We shouted back at him " OI SUDAH START LA. "
Our teacher Mr John " why are all of you all screaming? You all scream again I demerit you. "
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

The whole book was BY MR JOHN DEMERIT - ING 5k STUDENTS!

Today koko time.. Wai hoong didnt bring his pj attire... DEMERIT.
Aun chik.. didnt tuck in his shirt and no name tag.. DEMERIT.
We had marching today...then we all girls only ma.. very small gang..
Yiru and ban kok commander..
Then tracy was playing around with kaling..
teacher beh song tracy play.. The teacher ask Ban Kok to call Tracy do pumping..
She dont want .. Then teacher say.. Dont want I demerit you .
Tracy " DEMERIT LA~"

Then after marching they had treasure hunt. Wahliao.
10classes, each class 3 representative only... the rest of the school?
The sohai teacher call us to sit in the hall and wait!
WAIT!!! AND NO TALKING NOT I DEMERIT YOU!!

She say, you all never respect the teacher...
now your activity is to shut up and wait till 3.30pm
Who you think you are?
Not even graduate... YOU ALL ARE RUBBISH! USELESS!!!
if next week again you all bising... YOU WATCH OUT!
You all never kena slap from me before right?!
Teachers can slap you anytime , anywhere!
This is the worst school I've been to!
You all must shut up or not DEMERIT YOU.

OMG..RAJAN NUMBER 2!!!!!!
She just said it. Yea she done it. She called us all rubbish. =)!!
I can sue you for harassment and insults not to mention threaten.
And please la, teacher.. you're not in a government school, you're in a private school.
Which means you better watch out, because you'll ose your job. we wont lose a school.
secondly, scolding us rubbish is very wrong, because you have no right to school other parents sons and daughters rubbish.
For you are not of that great to judge us, a teacher who teaches rubbish students are also categorizes as rubbish.

Demerit demerit~!
All they know is demerit!!
demerit all they want la~ Come come expel me =)!!!
COMEEEEE.. I am waiting for you~

Sohai school
Sohai teachers.
Most socai one I've ever seen.
The worst.

All the teachers lan c like hell there..
as if they got full power like that.. Sohai la.

=(!!
Sick already~!!!
Boohoo... =(
Started to have soar throat during saturday..
Then I had flu on Sunday which I thought was sinus..
Ate med and slept..
the next morning... I still had flu!!! =(

Went to school... Terus no mood... I want to sleep all the time..
and keep like not comfortable le.. not feeling well..
zz slight fever.. pif.. and hard to breathe...!!

Today..................STILL FLU~!
............................................speechless...
cannot breathe properly.. keep sleep...
san fu ==
My nose let me rub till " lat pei " ..skin peeling off? LOL. no.. duno call what in english..

Darrell!! You influenced me with the " ..." zzz

Yor...T.T
I want go karaoke.. Somehow.. I wanna sing !!!! LOL!!! sudden feeling =.=

~~~

Haha.. You..
I dont understand what you mean leh..
You always left me with unanswered questions..
You're always giving me some sort of hints..
which I always cant figure out what does it means?

I want answer le.. I dont want keep hanging..
I dont wanna keep holding on to something which I'm not sure what is it..

Comparisons are easily turned,
once you had a taste of perfection..

You said move on.. Where do I go ?

Be straight forward with me..
what do you want?

@@.. I dont hate you.
and its not too late.

make me understand..
and make up your decision..
who you want..

the past is the past..
I have already forgotten the bad..left for the good..

=) xi nub. " tong si wooooo....wo tattoo lai~ yong yuan de~ "
haha pegi mati la lu.

Lol. Edit*

Baba. Be strong! Be strong!! @@..

We also miss you le.
Not to mention I also miss you.

Tracy, she the one who misses you the most.

All of us also sad and em se dak de.

But you have to be strong.. all of us here still are your friends.
Tracy, still loving you as much.

We all support you de.. +u!
Sure can pass exam de.. maybe tracy can chg back to Garden also leh ? =)
Baba..
What had happen has happened..
Dont blame yourself, because it was the school's stupid fault.

And also that RUBBISH Rajan de.

Everything you do now, be as careful. Dont wish to see anything that happen.

Aiks. I have nothing much to say le, but this post dedicates to you... Telling you that all of us here supports you. Always yourr friends =)

If you wanna cry, then cry.
Wanna express then express,
we'll be here to listen.

be strong! for she will be strong for you too.
Dont need to worry much le.. we will take care of her.

***********

Expel , Expel, Expel !

E - X - P - E - L!!

What also expel !! What has my school turn into ?
A field of expellation of students?

" dont think you wont get expelled? "

Yea. Its that a threaten ? I can sue you , you know. =)

I still remember last year they tried to suspend my friends for laughing?!

Now they expel students because they said some vulgars when they were chatting among themselves?!

They figure themselves over utilising their authority.
I despise !

What had happened last year is last year . This year is this year.
How can they expell?
The most they can do is suspend.
Unfairness and prejudis.
Crap teachers.

And the freaking Rajan and John. They were trying to embarass KL infront of the whole school.
Mind you teachers, you are of no right to embarass nor insult.
So what he's been expel, you're reason are of not accroding to the law.
For you also have no right to say his name in public just to put humiliation.

Rubbish principal even calls the 5m studens useless and stupid..
are not she more stupid to overuse her authority.
Her right to speak is at the level of us.
Who is she to despise and insult?

She is gonna get it one day because she have had enough unrightful words coming out from her mouth.
The day is waiting for her.

Socai teacher.
KL was in assembly, and the John suddenly came and ask " why are you here? You're not suppose to come. who called you to come? "
Socai lanc lo.

They have just going to turn my form5 last year in school into a disaster.
And I sense this has not ended, as they are going to expel more.
Socai.

Expel la. I'll get you to lose your job. Its not like I dont have a chance to study other schools.
Only you wont have money to live on. thats all =)

yeah!!
i-secrets this blog has been sucessfully set up le xD
http://i-secrets.blogspot.com
I have already done basic codings and basic needs of changes.
Its ready!! xD

Anyway, i-secrets is a private blog shared by me and my friends.
YESS.
Ru, Ca, Yin, Zanne.
@@.

Dont ask me whats the contents, private blog means what?
Something we want to write but dont want to be known publicly by everyone.

Anyway, those who wants to read , needs to be invited.
and needs an acc also.
I got a tryout skin acc which is a blog for me to test skins...so people can use that.. for those who are not blogger users.
Btw, those who wants to read also need to ask our permission first. Only we will consider to invite you or not.

I doubt zanne will update much. She seldom online le.
I strongly believe I'll update the most LOL. Because I most emo / talkative de? LOLZ

Anyway, sometimes readers will be deleted.
Due to maybe some posts are not suitbale for your knowledge xD.
If you visit the blog and find that you cant get in even though you were invited in the past, please come and ask us la ok.

Dont la think so much " They must have post something super private/ they must have hate me/ they must have gossiped bout me. " Lol you mai siao.
Its a blog for us to express our feelings ..not to gossip bout someone. =.=

=)!

i-Secrets. OFFICIALLY LAUNCHED!!

* i know im getting a wee bit hyper about this . =X "

I guess my emo days are over..
O.o. Sorta but yeah its much over the season already. There is still a lil left.
But I'm alright.
I have a feeling the emo season will come back to me.
Just when I dont know...

@@. Hahah.

anyway. Got one freaking Socai at yiru's blog. crap alot of vulgar at there.
Damn dulan of him. So socai simply scold. zzz sien lo~

I guess I know why ad. XD
I know why it never last... I know why I was called a nuisance.
Hahahah I finally realize..~ Lolz.
I was super - high level - annoying last time.
No, should I say.. I was ever annoying from the start.. then as I grow I got lesser.... But still was very very annoying Hahahaha..
Now reading back my previous chat logs.. I only know that I was this noisy haha..

I got a friend exactly like me... and I cannot stand him/her, Sometimes I dont even bother to reply his/her messages.. sometimes So annoyed I dont want to talk to him/her already.
I would just ignore or get really pissed off.

Haha I never realized I was exactly like him/her.
Lolz. I guess I have to grow up~
Since then, changed.
Lucky I know how to change. Dont want be so annoying le.

I didn't knew I was that much of a childish also lor...
Hahaha
So sorry my dear P.S. I actually irritated you so much after all these years ... hahahah
unbelievable ah you can tahan me.. Lolz.

Mummy say my temper and character is hard for people to stand is true de.
Lolz. I was borned with a very bad personality. No, I'm not blaming God of course..
I just saying myself.. I have a bad character.

The real me?
- Bad Temper
- Rude
- disrespectful
- Impatient
- Annoying
- Childish
- Wants everything my way
- Wants everything I say WANT.
- Da xiao jie pi qi~
- selfish
- terproud of self xD
- Stubborn
- demanding
- disobedient

Hahaha do you believe me? You see me like that you sure dont feel la ~ @@
This is really the true me.. I know it.. But I was trying to avoid it as much as I could.
Sometimes will accidentally let some out.
@@.

Ca, you deserve it. xD So that you could see your mistakes and learn from it. To grow up.
I have definitely did. Lols.

I guess I need alot of things to happen to me only it will knock me to wake up and back to reality.
To seriously reconsider self's character and change to be better.
Because I stubborn la! I refuse to believe I'm that worse. Hahahahah zomg !

But sadly, ca, your chance has gone because of your childish mind xD.
Its ok, you will try again if there is a chance. Now its time for you to change yourself.

p.s ~ so sorry to you. Have to tahan me so long. Hahahah. =) and Bless you. dou shuo le. Ngam dit. ^^

Wahahaha. blogger sucks in one thing.
Unlike wretch you can lock a certain post you like without locking the whole of your blog.
@@.


I choose not let this go public.
So go to this blog @@... a tryout skin blog for me.
http://i-secrets.blogspot.com
But I use it to blog this time because I can choose the readers. @@.
Those not users of bloggers I will give u a certain id to sign in to read. xD


Hahahahahahahaha. So if you feel mafan de, DONT READ LA.
No one call you to read ^^.

Muacks =)

OK~! XD I sudah faham.
Or at least I think I do.
Hahahahaha but Never mind! I sudah sien ad.
Sudah faham apa yang ingin disampaikan kepada saya.
xD

Lols at first was a wee bit emo. Abit discourage. Then later I ok le. xD
Yea .. Follow the flow.
I am contented now with what I have and the life I'm living in.
So....... ^^!!

Everything might not turn out the way it should be,
everything might not turn out the way I expected to be.
But the flow will bring me a place where everything is perfect for me.

" Because I know my future is in His hands. =) "

Love you Jesus!!

Amazingly, even though it was late.. 1am ? I was doing my devotion...
Praying.. was in confusion.. an indecisive situation.. abit emo-ish.
Lol. I actually cried and cried and cried and cried and CRIED LOLS!!
I was wondering ... am I crying because I'm emo ?
Then I know it wasnt..because I know that kind of cry..
The kind of cry where I use to cry at camps when God touches you.
When the Holy Spirit is working in you.

I cried and cried telling God all my problems and what I was feeling..
He told me alot of things =)

" The decision might not be His but the outcome always is. "
Darrell.. True.
xD

Something happened past day and I was in O.O state.
Confusion state la .. like why this happen and such.
Turns out to be what did not I expected, and everything is back to normal again.

God is always suprising. Hilarious in a way =)
I love you.. ^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEI YING!!!!

I love you darling. =)

Its......Valentine's day!!
and its the 14th again..
1year, 10months, anniversary. LOL!

I am at home =(
I didn't go to school today ..
I planned to go out today but fail.
No one to fetch me =(!!
Spending my valentines.. watching anime?!!! Lolz.

Watashi wa nakitai desu...
doushite?

@@... Just out of the blue something happens..
The big W-H-Y appears infront of me again.
When everything looks so true, it all turns out to be false..
a temporary discouragement and lost of trust , which now turns out to be all lies.
Once more.

What am I crapping? =X
I want to say it out, but I choose not to be straight forward..
Using my own english , I'm hiding what I truly meant..
Only if you were close to me, you would understand.

When I thought it was just only me..
It turns out to be what I dont believe always becomes reality.

Im perfectly lost in decisions.. In dilemma..
about what I should do now..
Take the first step ? No I dont think so..
Wait?
Dont care?

As all of you know.. I always think.. My brain is like working so hard everyday..
because I think too much.. I could think of anything at all..
anything that is going to happen.. everything.
But I know that everything that I manage to think of never happens, because its just to make myself happy.. Like making up events that benefits me.
So I thought, let me continue dreaming, though I know the reality.. I will dream..just in my quiteself I will keep it.

Never I thought, everything that I was thinking happens. Every single time.
I did not believe it the first few times during last month , when everything I thought of actually happen.
I went like " jardouz "
Then I started thinking again.. and I thought.. If I really hope for it.. It never comes true..
So I better not hope.
Well of course.. I SAY ONLY MA. DOSENT MEAN I CAN DO IT.
Lol.I got think .. the more I think.. the more I know it certainly wouldnt happen.

The more I felt left out from one's presence.

So I just continued , without knowing that God has better and more suprising plans for me.
I am always shock by Him. Now again , I ask.. God.. Why ?

And Bam~! The things that I was thinking all the while happens ! Again.I still dont believe it. Really. Amazed.

Why why why why why everyday also why so sien right ?
I dont know whether the thing that is happening is good or bad.. I'm certainly confused.

Ever heard people say ..
" you will only ask and blame God why when BAD things happens to you, but you'll never ask God WHY when GOOD things happens to you. "
Very true.
But I never thought I would ever really ask why.. When good things happening to me.
I have a feeling whats happening now is good.. but there is also 45% bad.
I guess.
I'm asking WHY again ?

Repetition of history. How many times has this been repeated?
OR is this fate that God has planned for us to grow?
I'm still lost. I dont know. What should I do.

Everytime . no one supports me.
Everytime I choose it.. myself. Without anyone wanting to support.
Because I believe in myself, I dont want to regret doing something because of what people think. I know people is gonna hate me if I let history repeats again.

Or was history meant to be repeated?

watashi wa hontoni wa nakitai desu!!!!!!!

Haha too much jap words =p
God! Tell me what are you planning!!
Things seems to be hilarious in a way , yet confusing.
You are so suprising.

I'm still waiting for an answer, for Him to say GO!

I found out alot of things since then , I understood alot also.
I've grown up.
I've said alot of things.
But now I wonder, could I actually do it?
" I SAY ONLY MA. DOSENT MEAN I WONT CHANGE MY MIND "
So true.
I doubt people will believe what I say anymore.
Baka @@
I'm so baka~

Oshiete..oshiete..
Now you really do miss me..
Now you finally realize it?
Now you .. terger o.O

P:S Darrell, what you said was right. Haha.
Everyone do tells me that.
Somehow I know what is gonna happen. I know the risk and consequences.
But I want to take the step. I havent know when.. still waiting. Haha.
Maybe because I'm ready , I know whats coming up. I want to try.
Wahahah I know I very stupid @@

Sinyin , How? I become you dy lo. Everything also wanna try. Hahaha.

P:P:S. Noob. The one who teaches me to free tuition de noob. The emo king. I'm so sorry. I know something you dont know about you. Heh. I know you're gonna be so mad with me again if you know whats happening. By this I know you could guess what is it.
Please dont continue emo-ing la. After when everything starts to reveal.. about whats happening.. you sure emo siao lagi. Why la? You are living a life in negativity =.=
Dont gila la you. If I can do it, you can. Be happy!!

P.P.P.S : Ben..dan. How come you've changed so much. what happen to you ? Arent you happy? Really?

Now do you miss me?

I want to blog.
I dont want to blog.
I want to blog.. but I keep forgetting to blog.
I want to blog.. but I dont know what to write.
Yet I Feel the urge to blog.. But I dont know how to start.

Hahahah
=p

Valentine's around the corner!
Any plans for your loved ones and friends and family members?
We are selling artificial everlasting roses and cards for valentines!

Sick Sick Sick Sick Sick!!

Before and after. * i know the arrow very cacat. =p*

Aiks... Its already the 3rd Of February..

Tsu-ka-re-ta.

No mood to blog le.. Mind totally blank.. Probably too hot xD

Souvernirs from Taiwan by YiRu. o.O

Somehow I miss those times ~*

Ahhhhhhhhhh Tsukareta tsukareta ~~~~~~~
I'm sick! sad. =.=
Been watching anime and sleeping the entire cny holiday week while everyone is busy collecting angpaos =D
Watched 3animes in 4days starting from Thursday.
Ngeks..has increase her Japanese vocabulary again.

Itazura na kiss~~

Its been I think almost a year since I actually got addicted to anime again. I stopped because of cr licensing and also lack of time.
=.= huh ? I have no time during form4 instead more time during form5 ; Spm year.
Lols.

School......restarted... A-G-A-I-N.
Sien ah~ I wished there was more holiday. I demand more sleep. ZzzZzzZzz...
Hahaha.. as usual.. I'm sleepy again at school.. T.T
I seem to be dozing off .. almost. Hahahaha.. especially during English.. and Physics - a subject which I don't understand.

I don't think I even have time for study o.O
Very tired after school.. somehow I actually wished that school ended at 1pm. Wont we have more time? @.@
Tomorrow is the beginning of my Physics tuition! @_____@
Upon hearing "p - h - y - s - i - c- s" I faint.

Zen zen wakarimasen.= =

and teachers again continue their blabbering about exams.
Talking about teachers..... I think I'm starting to hate Rajan more..and more... and more.. and +++++++ more. =.=
Wahliao I tak boleh tahan her d. =.=

You know there are sugoi ipai ok I gotta stop those anime character talking in my head. alot of students who never tie their hairs, some tie half. They never say ANYTHING at all.
And today... one teacher called out an Indian girl...during assembly...who's hair was messy... half tied... and she said" wear your ties like how she wears it "
*DONG*
Ok even if she had the tie on really nice ~which I don't find it so~ er , she is still not need and you can present her infront of everyone and tell us to be like her. =)
Woots.Yeng ar. =)
Rajan diam aje.

Then ok.. Our school has got this Cny lunch celebration thingy going on on one of the Saturdays.
If I'm not mistaken is on 21st of Feb.
They need a M.C * master of ceremony * to host so Rajan asked us to suggest who for English, Malay and Chinese speakers.
At first Yiru suggested Tracy for Chinese... Tracy refused.

Then we think think think.. ahhhh~~ the 5M students... they are from Chinese school and they know how to read Chinese words much much much more better than us - which seriously Elemetary educated Chinese.
We suggested them.. guess what's her reply ?
" can they do anything right? They cant do anything right besides dancing. No."
* chiii ~ we stared at her *
" ok who do you suggest ? "
us : Alex.
Her : No.
us : Yong Kang
Her: No.
us : =.= no point.

She wont accept any of them even if they were willing too.
Wahliao beh tahan her lo. She don't even wanna give chance to them.
Yeala although they were rebellious last year, doesn't mean they don't grow up and don't change right?
Tak boleh tahan =.=!! She despise Murni classes.
But the fact is.. Kasih classes don't know how to read Chinese.
Then la she crap herself say got teachers know Chinese don't need students wor.
zZZzZzzZzzz.......sien.
Such people is so useless.. She is more trash than who she claimed as trash.

I love that phrase =D
Hmm.. My school does have alot of drama. Does it? o.O