Kioku~*
"Friday, January 30, 2009" • 9:26 PM writes:
Kikoeru ?Can you hear it?
Can you hear the sounds of memories?
haha ok I know that
dosen't make sense.
Can you hear the song playing my my blog?
Its a really really nice song..
and easy played o.O
Whenever this song is playing.... Flashbacks come..
Memories flow...
Memories of the happenings since childhood till now..age of 17.
The joy, the sorrow, the fun, the period of growing up.
The friendships, kinship, hardships, relationships.
I would smile to myself.. thinking of how childish and how immature I had been..
thinking about all those fun and love I had.. All those experiences of a child and a teenager..
sono watashi ga nai ta toki kara nagai jikan datta. ( wait. I don't know if this is the right translation. I got it from the net =.= )Its been a long time since I cried.
Its that a good thing or a bad thing?
I remember before 2007.. I used to be a person who barely cry
EVEN THOUGH I was an easy crying person.
I was easy crying.. only to my parents and when
I'm scolding a person.
I was amazed with how much and how often I could cry during 2007~2008.
The tears were flowing.. almost ..every week..
Now its ended.. I never cried anymore.
Never so often.. not so easy.
Sometimes I would think.. what if everything that happened went a different way...
what would it be now..?
Well.. everything happen by God's plan.
and God's plan is always the best for us.
So I guess.. This is just a part of life. ^^
* I'm not emo. =p Haha I just thought of writing somehow. All of these of what I wrote comes to me when I was listening to this o.O The words came so I sat down and started to type this post..The song makes me think~ and its peaceful.. haha *
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥
Students Gathering~*
"Thursday, January 29, 2009" • 1:13 PM writes:
No, not mine. My dad's.
O.O
yeng? Gathering of students of ACS Seremban.
So we had to drive down to seremban around 6+ o.O
There were like so many of them!!!
Like OMG Lol. All friends of daddy's since junior!
Even the teachers came!! LOLZ!
And they were like...........so..hyper.
Super hyper seeing friends.
I was the only child there =.= No one brought their family though.
Mummy and I sat at one table.
Everyone who came in looked at us and look away.
Its though like they know we werent from them O.O
They actually named us " the younger ones"
Hahahahahahaha
Want me tell you a funny thing?
Yes, Im the younger one.For sure la right.
My mum is like...4years older than them. Their Seniors to be precise.
My mum is from PESS school. O.O
Lol yet! My mum looks the youngest and the most prettiest there!! xD
=p!!!
Like seriously! All of them look so old like going to be 50 years old already =.=
They were like " No wonder la.. I see these two so young I was wondering who are they o.O"
The funniest thing was.. all of them knew who my dad was as soon as his named was said and my dad couldnt remember anybody but only a few. =.=
Wow, my dad is really famous during his school days huh ?
Some aunts say that he was the most lengzai in school... alot of girls was around him all the time.
Some said that he was the gangster in school.. super fierce super bad.
Always beats up people and talks vulgars.O.o
So my conclusion is... Daddy was the rich and handosme yet manly guy in school?
LOL zomg I felt so awkward typing that. xD
Maybe daddy had become fatherly......I dont feel that way anyomre xD.
Everyone gives this big impression when they heard daddy's name. O.O.......
But it was cool. Imagine. Friends when you're seven years old and now you're in your fourties. o.O
They kept their friendship well.. what more! 50 of them showed up!
Some even came back from Australia, Shanghai, Guangzhou, Hong Kong, UK. Wow.
And seriously.. they just couldnt stop talking... it took about sometime only we started to eat.
And after eating ...they kept hyper-ing and chatting till the restaurant owners rush them to get out cause they need to close! O.O
We headed to a nearby mamak later.
They chatted away and was like "tak sampai hati" to leave. At last we headed home around 12+...that was only our family.. the others was still chatting away. =.=
Lolz. Yeng arh.
Daddy's friends from Junior 1. Daddy at most right. =)
Family pic ^^
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥
Back to work?
"Wednesday, January 28, 2009" • 1:55 PM writes:
Mummy and daddy is back to work already ..
and Im back to..studies?
naaahhhhhhh who wants to studies when you're still on holidays xD
The blue blacks go worst the next day =.=
Daddy's having a reunion dinner tonight with his primary / secondary school friends in Seremban.
O.O!
Imagine.. friends when you're kids.. and now all married with children. Lmao xD
Im going too.. all of them are bringing their family along... 50 of them!
Kewl.
My cousins wanted to see who's stronger o.OI have this sudden urge yesterday to watch animes.......again.
=X hahahaha I stopped anime-ing about few months ago when my exams approach~
and crunchyroll
* the website I use to love to watch anime with * started licensing all the animes making me so fed up to watch animes online. I dont like youtube.. because sometimes its not complete.
Going to
sapu anime this friday =X
first day of cny. At grandma's house. They Gambling o.O
Somehow I felt.. times just past so fast.. the month of January is going to end very soon...and its like just days before I was complianing about 2009 about me being a 17 and now its already a month after me being a 17. o.O ok crap. =p
I got alot of craps in my head now hahahahah and this blog post is very random. =p
I would update the photos of the reunion dinner on Sunday soon after I get it from my cousin yeah ? @@
All the photos are in her phone. Her bf bought her a new phone.
Super sassy and super nice camera. So we used her phone instead of our cameras. Lol =X
Fireworks outside my house!! xD
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥
Solar eclipse~!!!!!!
"Monday, January 26, 2009" • 3:10 PM writes:
We Malaysians ( KL people as far as Im concern ) are able to see the
solar eclipse today 26/1/09 around 4pm~6pm!!!!!!!!!!!!This information is confirmed. Lol I have a program to check out the time and happening =)
CNY solar eclipse huh ? xD
when everyone is " bai nin -ing " there is an eclipse. I never seen one before.
Looking forward xD
Daddy told me we cant look right at it. We'll go blind it seems. I cant take a photo of it too =(
Anyway guys.. better check it out! Very rare to happen =p Dont miss it!
How can we view it safely?
http://www.sfgate.com/cgi-bin/article.cgi?f=/c/a/2002/06/10/MN120999.DTLThe website is here. But I dont have the materials. So I guess I cant do it.
I hope some of you might be able to capture a picture of it =)
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥
Aiya.. So sien d.
"Sunday, January 25, 2009" • 4:47 PM writes:
Seriously I can tell you.. I feel so
" fan gam " about coupling .............=p
Hard to believe that its from me? hahahaha
For people who dont understand what is " fan gam " its sorta means I feel very dislike to coupling? LOL ok I dont know how to put this in English lolz.
My class's front door xD.. Draw by me. Cut by them. =D
But yeah seriously haha 2 almost 3years of it I am finally tired of it. It shall be time for me to enjoy my single time xD..
Not in a sense that being kao and all..
To be honest..
I HATE TO BE CHASED AFTER.
Hahahahahahahahaha I KNOW I AM WEIRD XD.
I dont like people kao me. I like la.. if the person is the person I like..like seriously like.
And only one person.. If like got alot.. Omg I feel so irritated. I hate it.
Haha alot of my friends always say " wa if I have this much of guys/girls kao me then syok lo "
I seriously dont feel so hahahahhaa..
Yc say to me before " give people kao sure happy de la "
I say " yameh. I dont like it. "
Yiru's hamster knows how to stand!
Ca is definetily weird.
Hahahaha as Ben said " ssm people are always weird. "
LOLS!
Yes yes same goes to you sinyin and ac and all ex sri murnians xD
But at least I think I feel nicer to be single hahahahah.. I dont know .. perhaps happier..
Ben said he feel I lonely.
But I dont know le.. I dont feel so. o.O
I feel happy.. I feel free... I feel that Im more motivated in studying xD..
and because of that Im happier..
Yea sometimes maybe when I look at yc I will like want to baobao o.O
but hmm coupling.. really damn fan ? hahahah for the mean time I have no interest in it.
My class is so.....red..... and full with angpaos. @@
More to studies, piano, God. =)
and...I really wish ... no one is gonna kacao me. LOL.
I dont want people to chase me =.=.
I admit.. there is one in my school.
I dont know.. Like aiya damn sien de. Fan ah.. have to layan like that.
Not they will think I avoid them. I should avoid myself smsing too much with other people.
Hahahahahahaha.
Hanging out with friends most fun de.
No one says I like you. Hahahahaha =p
Woots 5pm le. Gotta get ready for reunion dinner. Ciaos!
Got ya! Remember I said Im gonna candid those who dont tuck in their shirts? Yes yes yes. This gang especially. I dont like them =X LOL. SEE! I told you! The green shirts do it! Not us. We BIRU xD.
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥
Happy Chinese New Year!!
"" • 2:42 PM writes:
2083 views from 1st Jan til 24th Jan. Breaks record. OMG
Woots.
I hereby wish every reader a very
Happy Happy Chinese New Year!
and I hope everyone is blessed with tons of angpaos
and having a great time in their " kampungs " spending time with their family ~ =)
also we must not forget that about God despite our minds being set on angpaos =p
Ngeks.
my fav snacks during cny xD.. " nga ku " and kuih bangkit! xD
I feel like I'm the most happiest person in the world xD Im gonna fly so high now LOL.
I feel so loved...so happy. Hahahahah
LOL! Sound so like I got a new bf right? xD
Nahhhhhhhhhhhhhh~
Cny holz four days straight! For my parents I mean.
Saturday half day, Sunday,Monday,Tuesday they no work!
and I'm so freaking happy hahahah cause I get to stay home and tidurrrrrrrrrrr like a pig.
And my mom is cooking!!!!!!!!!
ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG hahahah I sound so exaggerating right~
Its because its been ages since my mom cooked.
My mom used to cook for me everyday when I was young until my parents started their own business and so, my mom didn't had tome to cooked for me anymore.
and yes! I eat outside food everyday.. its NOT " almost everyday " its EVERYDAY!
and my eating time is always wrong .. like definitely very wrong o.O everyone who chats with me always knows that I always have my dinner quite very late...~
My mom cooks once in a blue moon now despite her busyness everyday and her exhaustion during Sundays so I don't expect her to cook.
I miss her cooking so muchhhhh xD
She cooks the best xD damn delicious =p
So then I ask my mummy.. Can u cook this cny? I just want u to make the soup..
* because I like eating soup and rice. I eat that everyday since young.. my favourite xD I can just eat that alone for the entire day as dinner and lunch xD *
Then she agree!! I think she got carried away and bought veges' fish and prawns and other stuff to cook xD
and you know what ? Whenever she cooks.. I'll eat so much that I think non of you can imagine that I can eat that much! =X
dont look much to you? This is just the 1st serving! xD
Neh~ My favourite xD
Tonight having reunion dinner with my paternal side family in my maternal uncle's restaurant.
Weird huh ?
Well... My maternal's both grandparents passed away.. So since then my maternal sides family seldom see each other anymore.. Whenever even contacted much..Even for cny.. We never contacted.
Sad huh ? Lol I guess this happens to alot of families when the elder ones pass away the family seems to break up. o.O
The weather is so hot.. I sweat when Im sleeping too!
Im gonna die of heat storke =.= Lolz ~~
and I got like alot of blueblacks for cny!!!!! zOMG!
3 on my hands , 1 on my back and one on my leg. zZzZZZZzzzzZZZ..
The person responsible for this please treat me ice cream. Baskin Robin!
@@
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥
Cny weather~*
"Saturday, January 24, 2009" • 11:29 PM writes:
Aiyo like omg chinese new year season is like sooooooooooooooooooo
freaking hotttttttttttttttttttttthot hot hot hot hot HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Im sweating and sweating even after taking my bath.
Feel so sticky T_T
yerrrrrrrrrr
Kns de~
Alot ..
ALOT.. of things happening lately..
Like all of a sudden everything comes crashing in the same time.
I have to go omg omg omg everytime and start to grab my phone and find people to talk to =.=
and I didnt realize that there were so many people actually reading my blog ~
lulz ._. ahaha cause I always taught people will skip read instead of reading word by word xD...
CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY~
I get to
sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep !!Ok.. today I am super happy k.. I get to
SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPP until 1pm.
They finally got a guard guarding our row of houses during the afternoon..
so I can stay at home now xD and sleeepppp all I want. Im so happy.
People ask me
" where are you going for cny? "me :
SLEEP =Dngeks.
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥
Prayer Request~*
"Wednesday, January 21, 2009" • 4:47 PM writes:
Please uphold my grandmum in prayers.. @@Yesterday
I came back home around 3am and slept about 3+ and had to wake around 730am..
Me and my dad went to office to help out my mum around 10+..
Upon finishing our work the clock has already strike 12.
4workers stays in my factory... 3of them went out during 10+pm without informing....
So my dad was furious and wanted to give them a warning so we waited for them..
They came back around 1am+ and my dad gave them a lil lecture...
Half way lecturing my dad's phone rang.. It was my uncle.
He said that my
grandma couldnt breathe properly and ask us to immediately look for her.
So we rushed there.. luckily my cousin stays a floor below her and was there for her...
We reached there... Grandma look pale.. She said she's having difficulty in breathing..
So we decided to bring her to the nearest 24hour clinic..
The clinic was crap case.
The doctor was like an nut head which dont understand a word that we say.
We tell him she is having breathing difficulties, discomfort in her stomach, dryness in her mouth and she puke 10minutes ago.
He just blurs out in thin air and slowly write some notes and asked my grandma to lie down for him to check her tummy.
In the end he told us my grandma had gastric prob?
he gave us the pain killer and a vomit med.
The 3 of us, me , my mum, my cous who went in the consulation room all had the feeling that he wasnt qualify and we should consult another doctor.
He was an Arabian I think.
It cost us rm50. @@
So we were all thinking where else had 24hour clinics. We went back to serdang to check out any but it was close. We were already thinking to send her to the hospital.
But the nearest hospital its either in putrajaya or Kajang.... and we are in serdang.
@@
So daddy stopped at 7-eleven to get a cigarette..and he asked the worker there whether she know any clinics in Equine Park..
(10minutes drive from Serdang)She said she think she saw some before.. So we try our luck and we actually found one!!
Ok so the dcotor was a chinese guy and he can communicate with my grandma at least @@
Then he had an ECG test... a test for heart...
Because he said my grandmum have diabetes and high blood pressure.. there is a possibility of heart attack.
and the result was...
NO.!She had no heart attack.. Thank God!
The doc said her heart's muscle got thicker as a result of high blood pressure flowing in.So she gave her a med for the thining of blood.And he say she should have a full body check up soon.
Thank God. Really thank God.
It was like God know it already .. and he planned for us.. to stay bak late in the office.. waiting for those 3monkeys to be back.. just right after their back my uncle called. Our office is just like 5minutes drive to my grandmum's house.
God is really great.My grandmum is admitted to the hospital today.. because she had fever..
We're suspecting dengue.
Please uphold my grandmum in prayers.@@
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥
Busy Busy Busy~!
"Tuesday, January 20, 2009" • 9:18 PM writes:
I sincerely love this picture. Taken on
18/1/09 sunday morning. On the way to church =)
Omg.. Its been like so busy everyday..
Practically every single day..
I even feel sorta lazy to update already because its like so in rush and I cant blog properly.
Not to mention I only started my add maths tuition, im already so hectic.
What more if i started? =.=
My office =x.... the dirty one to be precise. xD my uncle stays beside my office. He painted his whole house for cny. Makes a big difference now. Black n white. o.O
Time seems to run so fast from me =X
after school have to rush to fetch my mum back to the office..
Then I head back home to bath, rest, homework.
Then its time for me to go office again to help out my mum.
I come back around 12am.
I think I wrote this before... Lol.. I like to repeat things when Im unsatified or too happy about one thing @@...
And yeah!! I think its been ages since I on my msn!!!
Kns. Wei Erica WEI. She where wont online de? Gila online freak deh~
Lol ... I think the only communication with friends is through sms..
Ive been smsing so much lately.. cannot online ma...what to do ? super d kelianz.
I want study also cannot. Bleh.
Pavilion's cny deco. So mnay photographers that day.. with their really big big cameras o.o
The golden bulllllll!!! xD
School had lots of happening lately.
I think the teachers there are having their pms.
They suka suka throw tempre at students.
Suka suka fitnah us.
So shuang meh ???
Everyday teacher will brag at us about tucking in our shirts..being an example to the lil ones.
They say they hear lil ones complain that we didnt tuck our shirts in..........................
which is A REVERSE FACT.
Like what the crap I never seen 1992 ssm students so good before not until this year. =.=
We all tuck in shirt... Guai guai study.. Guai guai deco class... Listen to teacher =)
HOI WE TUCK IN SHIRT WEI.. WE TUCKED IN!!! LOL
and what I see? I see every green shirts in school dont tuck in their shirts and they dare to accused us not doing it.
Im gonna candid them starting tomorrow.
They even play card so PUBLICLY! and yet, we get the scolding when we didnt even do anything wrong.
Ahhh sad case.
Mines changed so much. Its getting more nicer day by day. Although I go there everyyday =X Im shocked xD.
Today Mr John throw temper at me also. -.-
After lunch is his period ma.. Then la I ask " teacher may I go to the toilet. I want wash hand"
* the toilet is like located beside my class itself *
The he shoot back me
" what were you doing just now? "
" doing the decorations for class? "
" in here? ( classroom ) "
" yea.. "
" why were you in class during lunch ? when u got the time to eat "
" im not hungry so I didnt go down? "
" You must go down also. "
" go down do what.."
" Go down walk around la "
" what you want me to do. waste time go down walk around? =.= "
" why other students can do . you cannot "
" because I dont need to"
*pink is me. *purple is teachers.
I think he probably didnt hear the last part and mumble to himself.
Like what the crap wei. My stupid crap school library is locked.
And everywhere else provides you stinking dirty tables with fans Only provided.
Fans which provides you no air.
I know you people who is reading cant really understand the situation..
Because ah.. those places which where is free that you can use can really disrupt you from doing your studies or homework or anything else. Really cannot use de.
The air-cond in class cacat one ar. On to waste electric?
Call me walk around the school do crap ah ==
I guai guai stay in class do school thing teacher complain.
I loiter around the school teacher complain.
OI what you all want =.=
I not hungry then I dont go eat lo... I go do homework at class or do decos.
Unless the freaking school provides me a place to study la besides my class =.=
Like I say. Teachers in ssm having pms.
Crappy.. Im starting to hate this school for the teachers.. Loving it because of the close friendships. Thats all.. They dont know how to really actually see things.
was doing the 5kasih word. They created shit instead T_T
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I think my life is getting more and more interesting as time passes by..
2009 started for me rather funny and interesting.
Alot of happenings.. alot of funny things..
Is though as seems God wants to make me laugh all the way despite all the tears I lost last year.
O.O...
haha I love you Jesus!
Seriously.. Hahaha I've been laughing at every occurence feeling the awkwardness of why this it happening when it wasnt expected at all.
Took this yesterday after school.. Mummy say I LOOK 'qiu shui' which means very weak, exhausted, tired. Which I dont know why also. Like old jor la.. Probably lack of sleep. T_T
I present you food from crystal jade!!
cheese & brinjal.
Spag.
bake cheese and rice and tomato!!! Superb filling.. too cheesy @@
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥
Super random =P
"Thursday, January 15, 2009" • 6:32 PM writes:
zzzzzzztttt zzzzttttt zzzzzzzzztttttttt.......
zzzzzzzzzztttttttttttttttttt
ca = * zomg my phone is vibrating.. whose calling at this hour?! * 8.50am.
*looks at her phone..flip phone cover shows -0320503604- *
ca = * wahseh who the crap is this.... -picks up- *
lady : hello.. may I speak to Ms Erica?
Ca : yes?
lady : Im calling from olympia college yeah..
Ca : o.O ok... Im in school..
lady : You're in school ah ? oh.. ok.. Can you come to bla bla seminar bla bla for scholarship bla bla
Ca : when is it?
lady : today 15jan 3-4pm.
Ca : I havent take my spm...
lady : Oh you havent take your spm? What form are you in?
Ca : form 5..
Lady : oh ok. Thank you. Bye.
* above conversation is not the exact one because I forgotttted how it went. *
hahahahahha what the crap right?
The edu fair people ask for our information and stuff but they never notice that Im just 17 this year.
xD
haha so shock lo.. I was like huh ? College ??? O.O
Hahahaha
We got to see the GOAT'S HEART in bio today!! LOL
zomg it smells.. and its scary hahahha yong sui =X
cant believe my heart looks like something like that..
That Goat's heart is ancient... Its been kept in the lab in formelin ( i think thats how they spell it) for 10years. O.o
Taken by phone o.O
we all have black pencil box expect for xuan lin and kaling xD
So we were discovering the walls of the right and left side of the heart..
The arteries and the pulmonary arteries...
O.O
=)
Mummy yesterday pick up a phone call from a malay customer..
So she starts talking in malay and suddenly she goes "dakara the machine ~~~~~~~~~~~~"
LOL!!! *dakara - which means so in japanese * LOL
she was like omg.. so so so soooooooooo the machine. LOL
=)
I want to go shooping!!!
STOMPS FEET.
=)
I have totally forgotten what I wanted to blog -.-
Anywaysss.............I have a question.. Now my front hair.. Is finally long.. its like below my nose reaching my lips.
And my mum disagrees with this look. O.O
she say my hair covers my eyes. She like me having bangs O.O
or perhaps shorter front part............
So.. here I come with a decision to make again..
and which I dont which should I choose...
whether I should I cut or not?
T_T
I keep think think think dont know want cut anot T^T
=)
Mix emotions sucks.
Haha thinking too much sucks too.
Sometimes when Im in school I just wonder off with my thoughts.
These few days Ive been thinking or day dreaming too much.
=)
I got a big big big big red mark on my face.
Dont know why ...
T_T
=)
Done crapping =p
Btw, the '=) are borders between craps =X
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥
Its the 14th today...
"Wednesday, January 14, 2009" • 6:41 PM writes:
Happy 1year 9month anniversarry!!!!LOL..! sendiri syok sendiri pulak.. yeap.. Its the 14th today... 14th again.
The date shakes me.
I still remember me wishing him last month.. even after we broke up xD
and he wished me back lols.
Haha its ok.. Im not emo =)
Just yes... I got over it dy.. I dont care most of the time.
Flashbacks still occurs.. sometimes I will be emo..
But I can control myself now.. hehe..
***
Today right.. The gunaseelan ar.. The new student in our class..
which is two years older than us but now only in form5...
Annoyed me like hell lo .. He's like really scared yet he wants to act big...
Like there was this one time.. He bang into me then I just like nothing la I din care because I thought he didnt see me walking past ma..
Then all of a sudden he hit me.. WHAT THE CRAP?!!!!
Everyone gave him this freaking
" == wtf look " LOL
Then I was like why the hell you wanna hit me har..
The he diam diam.. later he call me
" erica.. just now sorry ah.. "damn noobish.Then at time she will come to my place or kaling's place or yiru's or every girl la..
Just to stand at the back and kick our chair.. Wahseh I wanna scold him d de lo.
Today was the funniest yet most annoying ever..
Today eca is persatuan all that ma.. Then PBSM Kadet all mix together sin la for today..
So I dont know for what reason teacher call GUNA to lead.
Maybe because during Sej class our teacher ask him is it that he's a kadet in his ex school then he say he is PBSM.
Ok fine. He was shouting at the top of his lungs with full authority
" SQUAD BARIS PENDEK HINGGA TINGGI "with that really really proud face and fierce face expecting us to obey......which is impossible.
Especially for old students of ssm regardless of forms.
He was like acting all fierce with his voice calling us to line up. o.O
and..... well you know la.... We form5 just stood there . LOL
Then ok la teacher come say call us line up according to house..
Then we also simply stand la LOL because I dont wanna be infront ma. I short. Dont care xD
Then the GUNA was like shouting all kinds of alien language which I don not understand.
Our commands use to be
" dari kiri hentak kaki " he was like
.."dari kiri 10-1-2 hentak kaki "we terus blur d.
LOL and what more.. HE dragggeeedddddd the entire command..
It was like..
Squad Luruskan barisan ke kaaaaaaaaaaanaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan kaaaaaanannnnnn kaaaaaaaaaanaaaaaaaaannnn Luuuuuuuuuuuruuuuuuuuussssssssssss.I dont know why he had to say so many kanans' Lolz.
He screaming so loud with his voice till he almost lost his voice.
He was like so proud that then entire school was under his control.
Actually not really.. thats just what he thinks.
Because some old ssm-ers beside me were acting like me LOL.
He was like walking round and round with his loud voice scolding people and you know.. Lecturing people who dont do the actions right?
BUT LEH.. he damn coward de lo..Everytime he walk pass any form5s.. he surely dont look .. regardless Im doing it wrongly or Im not doing it.. he just dosent look and doesnt scold. Scare ma.Everytime he walks and scold he looks at every single face he pass but not us.Hahahahaha so lame man. Like wahliao I like thinesh more than him lo.
So damn annoyed .. I nearly scolded him.
Like please la mau be commander dont lan c lan c la.
You're just a mere new student.Haha I know la I sound like a gangster in school right? I sound so like pei si or something hahaha... Or some student who breaks the rules and is a lil brat.
well... yea... Im kinda like tht.... Rules are meant to break! LOLz!
ok hahaha jkjk~ Just ssm system is different.
Our school lifestyle is much different than other schools.Everyone was talking about him after the barisan thing. Especially us.. lol.. he was like very good when he talk to us... weiwei takut ma xD
*******
What do you think I should buy for my daddy ?His birthday is on 31st January..
My daddy dont wear ties fyi xD..
He likes weight training.. Like excercising..
Likes eating... likes cars and computers...
He likes nike...
I dont know.. I dont know what to buy nor make...
I dont usually buy stuff for guys.. I just skipped it.. or else I'll have someone else to do the thinking... haha
even my ex.. Every present I gave him was handmade. xD
And its my daddy's now.. what should I buy / do ?
Any ideas?Please do state it in my cbox. Thank you. Need help !!! T^T
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥
Yor...~~ Why so hectic la..~ xD
"Tuesday, January 13, 2009" • 5:55 PM writes:
Yeeeeeeeeesssssssssssssssssssssss...............why so hectic la?!
Lols.. Aiks I really have no time ..not time at all... NO TIME!!
Lols.. I wonder why ~
I want to help my mum in her work.. at the same time I have tons of homework...
?!!!!?!?!? In addition, I dont understand and dont know what the crap is my homework.
Subject : Chemi and Physics.
pressie from Abigail ^^ thanks! I love it.
I couldnt find the right angle to take the picture o.O
Woots. Damn nice right. I loveeeeeeeee it.
Lol somemore I say I want biochemi... ZOMG hahahaha
My chemi noob like crap.. Seriously in need of a good tuition teacher.
T_T
Like yesterday was like so hectic lo...
My dad came late to fetch me.. around 430pm.. Resulting I was all alone in school waiting T_T
scary nia!
My piano class was at 530pm and I reached home around 5.10 and had to quickly take my lunch.
After piano I had a nap till 7+ then I went to bath and headed off to my office.
My workers * not clerks , but lorry drivers and attendants * helped out my mum in the office...
Which is... damn kelam kebut @_@
the papers were all on the floorm they occupy the whole office room just to do that work.
ZOMG.. I see them I started to get headache.. Because they were seriously in a mess.
I wanted to help them, in the same time.. I got super tones loads of homework..
Chemi, Phy maths and the deco for class.
Wahseh revision also no time.
LOL like I will @@ but Im trying to adapt * early studies before exam " routine.
Lol so crappy hahahahaha..
Then I was like so stuck in chemi .. Blur out dy.. Totally one question also tak tau buat.
FYI, it was form4's question, which I have totally no idea what it is because my form4's basic is entirely screwed up.
Like soooooooo what the crap lo..
I ended up helping them a lil, and due to my headache I cant do my homework.
Because it was freaking painful.. and I had to rest in the office.
I reached home around 12am.
Sad mou. Sleep also no time.
I want to sleep early but cant... hectic.
I dont even have time to practice piano....zomg
Im only 17 for pete's sake, why am I living in such a hectic life when its only January instead of November? =.=
Striking~! =X
Noob case. xD
Anywayyyyyyyyyyy~~ Will be going for " pendegaran UNDANG" LOL this saturday..
Im gonna missed bio class because of that... Nuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~~~~~~~
I NEED 12hours of SLEEP.T^T
School has been suprisingly boring.
=X lolz.. really.. Study study study..my break and lunch time seems to feel shorter than usual.
Somemore I at school damn sien lo.. Really damn sien.
TOOOOOOOOOT~
I want to have some fun~ I miss the holidays.. a lil. xD
I wanna meet friends and hang out xD.
Seriously, nothing is coming to me~ O.o
I cant blog properly.. The idea of writing something nice..
Hmm or should I say I want to write.. I know there is something nice for me to write..
BUT . there is somehow or rather something blocking it... blocking the inspiration from coming to me.
I cant seem to think of what I want to write besides crapping and complaning. o.o
Hmmm~~
Aku mau an interesting shen huo.
I intro you bahasa rojak Malaysia. =X
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥
Pls Don's Not Enter * edu fair~*
"Saturday, January 10, 2009" • 11:40 PM writes:
Pardon for my broken english xD..
I just saw this very hilarious sign board while I was having lunch today in one of the kopitian in KL xDDDDDDDDD
=D
I had been attending this seminar in church..
* singles - are you on track? *
Its a really good seminar.. I plan on buying the cd of the seminar and share it with friends ..
Its about singles.. Life as singles..
Haha seriously.. the seminar hits me straight de lo..
God probably planned me to go to this seminar.. Because I didnt know about this seminar as I missed church last week @@
Abigail registered me ... and well.. I thank you her for that..
You guys know right.. I just broke up a month ago..
My emotions are still not really stable yet..
But its getting better day by day.... Im moving on =)
The seminar really helped me alot in a sense that..
I know what to do now instead of being lost ? =X
*******
I went edu fair today with cg members!!
Everyone took the LRT.. I went with my family xD
had lunch in the restuarants there
" Al Marjan "quite nice...~ arabian food O.o
KLCC's deco for cny.
sauces? xD niceeee
Then I went to look for them in burger king..
They were taking photos without me!!! T_T so sad right they left me out TT
So then we walked to the edu fair..
Seriously..Its been a long time since I went to klcc..
And I've never been to the convention centre before neither O.o
So yea we started off taking those brouchers...
One Academy......Those drawings and arts display there are super beautiful =)
Then there was limkokwing.. besar-besarnya with all the IMaC comps. Lols.
I think Hotel Management is nice.. They get to do all those beverage things which is really cool. xD
If there was a sampingan class for it.. I will surely like to learn xD
Arts and design is real nice too.. and music! all im interested..But just for sampingan..
Because my main attracrion is science =)
Me and jessica were like orang gila sapu-ing every broucher there..
we ended up with heavy bags of brouchers xD
Overall... is nice to go there with cg members..
I like it xD
Hotel Management. YTL's. They were doing the mix drink thing o.o
To be honest.. I was never really close with church friends..
Im more to my school friends.. now is like getting more closer... Im happy for that =)
We were there till 6pm.. walked back to KLCC then when back home.
Finding whats our "suitable course". I got *creating*.
CAMWHORE =X
Daddy was browsing the brouchers..
He's interested in IMU.
He asked me la.. whether I wanted overseas or Malaysia..
I said Malaysia..
I prefer Malaysia's lifestyle more than other countries...
xD
My prefered subject ? Bio or chemistry.
Biochemistry... Pharmeutical Chemistry.. Not bad xD
Im interested in IMU also.
But thats a year away's decision.... So yeah..
brouchers~*
Now is all about SPM XD
SPM SPM SPM... Im kinda motivated to study.
AND YES! I know my blog is getting boring.
Ciao ^^
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥
Inspiration ?
"Thursday, January 8, 2009" • 4:39 PM writes:
I want to blog.
I loggged in my blog....
I want to write..
But Ive got nothing to write..
The inspiration is not coming to me.I guess Im just topicless. XD
Hahahahahah like seriously.. I want to blog but I got nothing in mind.
I just have the urge.
Life is certainly hectic for me @_@
Like.. I come back.. do my stuff.. whether I leave early or late to go office to help my mum out and fetch her home, I will always reach home about 12am.
Then I go get ready for sleep around 12.30am jor.
Thats my time of sleeping... which also makes me very tired when I wake up for school.
I dont like it.
I just pray that God will plan everything ba.
My emotions are stii a lil unstable.. im not truly truly happy yet.
Stress everywhere... like yin say..
Pre SPM syndrome O.O
Ah ben say
" you always also emo de la..."ahhahahah yeaman since when I was truly happy? Probably a year ago =)
Next week my tuitions are gonna start.
I just pray that well.. everything goes right.. lolz... Life being to hectic is stressful.
God help ~~~ a good time management needed here.
It seems that every free time you have this year is precious time for you to study.
Aiks.................... and I got tones of homework ........projects soon too.
My blog is fill with words these days!!! xDand it sounds so boring.. even I read I feel sien also.
o.o
* self craps*
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~~~~~~~~
"Wednesday, January 7, 2009" • 6:34 PM writes:
=X
3rd day of school and Im bombarded with homework.
Teachers seem to tell you " you are form5 d.. mature abit.. no more playplay"
hahah I dont think that message can get through our minds.
I still feel like playing.. still feel like not caring.. I just dont like to be too serious.
1125 points. 20 points for rm10 topup. 40points for rm30 i think ? Im not sure. But from that.. guess how much i reloaded to get 1125 ? xDDD
Schools really got too much new people.. So many greens everywhere..
Is like crowded with greens.. while wef form4 and 5 look like little tiuny groups =.=
I got elected to be house setiausaha ?! .................................
cheh last year also... Kok Leong captain LOL.
Then like teacher call me write the names and stuff.
I feel so awkward... being in charge and all.... Still... being the most senior thing =.=
New year resolutions sticked at my cupboard xD DONT READ hahahhaa
Aiks...Im afraid of this year.
Really.. So many days to come, yet already so many things happening.
I really wonder whats gonna happen.. I really wonder will 2009 be better..
Wahahahah so mysterious.
Ok. Not much pictures lately. Really busy till bo time.
Ciao lo ^^
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥
School?
"Tuesday, January 6, 2009" • 7:39 PM writes:
My life is hectic for no reason~.......T.T
I always have to rush here and there =.=
Just because my housing area is not safe, it cost me my time.
T_T I come back home about 4+ bath and eat.
Then I do some stuff ..homework? exercise? blogging? online?
Till 6+7 I have to go office already. Sometimes even later like 8+
Then I have to help mummy in her work till done that is about 10+ already.
Sapai rumah 11+...clean up sleep 12am.
Sad mou?
I want to sleep early but cant.
I wanna do my stuffs cant.
I got tons of things I need to do but havent do.
I a ctually feel stress for that Lol =X
I know Im weird.. I stress where I got things undone no matter how simple or not important the thing is.
Aiyaaaaaaaaaaa I hate it.
Today I reached school and got down at gate A.
Douglas and a junior lady teacher were chatting away and I just walked past and wished them la.
Then Douglas called me
" erica you come here. Call that Yung Cieh ah cut his hair "
Ca : Im not with him anymore.
Mr Douglas : Huh ? No more? Putus already ? No more ah?
Ca : yea.. since last year.
Mr Douglas : oh okay you can go.LOL right?
soon this news is gonna spread to Rajan.
No I think it already spreaded to her =.=
Today as usual I tie my hair as usual. No difference with yesterday.
I have class with her today again. I passed her this morning and wished her la.
Then she look at me and smile " at least you're neat today. "
........................? Gong yeh ah her. Meitheng was with me ma.. Then meitheng say she chui shui de..
Yesterday de ca and today de ca also same... I dont find her any neat-er or uneat-er.
@@
Noob hor her? ==
Aiya... I think its already decided... Ban Kok be head prefect *as expected*
Ruben be asst ZOMG? O.O
at first Rajan wanted Zack to be head prefect. Last year Zack already knew it...and beacuse of that he change school....LOL
omg i miss Zack so much.
Our class is like so much more quiet without him =.=
Senior middle got prefect too this year!
Yen Feng as head and Kah Seng as asst if i didnt mistaken..
I somehow wanna be in the editorial board.
But leh I just want to be the super free member .............=X
in the sense that I will finish the work and I gurantee can be fast and nice but I want to be free.
I dont want to be like those form5..every year I see them stuck in the computer room for months.= =
I want to be the photgrapher also geh. So I can take my camera to school without hearing teacher brag =D
But sampingan one? XD Cose I dont think I will attend every event held in school. Kinda sien.
Somehow I still feel weird being form5... Like Im the oldest in school..
There had been always a thought that there are elders.
Just weird. Like our generation had passed.
All the greens fill the canteen.
Blues left few ni. Sad mou.
The fact that we have to organise everything....wahliao damn sien.
Although just second day I already feel very weird.
Hahaha
we have to clean our DUSTY tables in the first day of school in the toilet. @@
Bk posing LOL. Our former 2kasih class. Now has been 5kasih. Damn sien lo same class again.
books? BOOKS? BOOOOKKKKSSS AGAIN! haiz.
My bottle!!!! so cute right wahahahaha
New specs =p
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥
First day of school~*
"Monday, January 5, 2009" • 6:31 PM writes:
Ha! I dont want upload photos ah!!
Let this blog be fill with words!!!!!!!!! LOL
next time la... I dont feel like posting.. comp damn laggish.
While everyone is enjoying their first day of school, my first day of school
SUPER D SUCKS.At first it was ok..
maybe..
not really...
I come down from my car and I saw yc and his brother.
Terus O.O d.
I thought he stopped school... So I talked to him la...
He say his family had some problems so then didnt stop school already..
Continue this year and after spm only he will go and learn to cut hair o.o
* I wonder why my english is so broken today =.= * * and sorry ah.. the post below contains vulgarities.............=X lol... damn beh song today *Ssm reach records.
This year like super damn lot of people.
Form 1 2 3 split class!!!We use to have only one class for each form.
Form4 and 5 different la of course.
Is like zomg we have 2 class for each form.
So many new faces!!!!
Lol... and we form5 so lonely. 2 new students jek.
No lengzai no lenglui this year. More sien @@
They even lined up for food!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok I know I might sound weird but fyi, sri murnians do not line up at the canteen. We just.....Go there.
LOL and grab. =X
The form1 more funny.. they line up before they masuk class.......so.....cute.
=X
Its been ages i've ever line up to be honest. LOL.
This is my school life in ssm ....extremely no rules.
All the demerit system.. peraturan that they read from a 20aged old peraturan book of ssm is utterly useless after half year or less.
Its only effective on the first day. =X
and........I cant believe Im actually....form5 already.
ZOMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.... crap dou.
We're like.. the...head of the school.. the seniors.
LOL which I really dont care.. but we've probably got alot of thnigs to do.
Haiz. Since when we ever organize things de la.... My year forms always leave the job to others =X
What more...
Rajan is still the principal..
with ananda as the assistant.
Die.Die.Die.
Super awkwardness.............The 17 thing..the form5 thing..the spm thing..the being the most senior at school thing..the feeling of me n yc not toegther in the place that we used to be superglued ..It utter sucks.
You know whats the most stupid thing that happen today ?
The freaking noob crap noooooobb super noob principal.
The noob crap which I had been complaining so much last year.
The utter noobness of her is too noob for me to explain.Wahliao first day of school need to face her d lo.
Damn em song man.
She come in only complain complain complain..
brag brag brag..
ESPECIALLY ME AND TRACY.To be honest there is nothing wrong with our hair.. Just because the front part is too short so we cant tie it or neither clip it la.
But we're not the only ones!
But she was more specially hating me and tracy because of yc and kok leong. =.=
Ngam ngam ngam all the way she ngam all the insulting things.
I like so dulan d lo.
Like wth please la you dont kno anything dont come here and talk la.
I didnt even spend time with yc today somemore.
He slept in class the eintire day while I was with yiru all.
Everything she said insults people. ==
She kept saying la the trash class 5m la.. say kok leong ah yc all trash la.
Then la say me tracy and kaling lo saying we 3 got what what connections la.
Say till like we have sex at school ==
Then yc hair damn long ma.
You guys saw in my blog before lo.
thick and long.
Every teacher bo song yc because of his hair =.= and because yc sleep king.
Mou bin lar.
The noob principle keep ngam at my face
" that Yung Cieh is so stubborn. With the hair so long bla bla bla "Then la say duno why our taste so bad la
dont know what we see in them la..
Say our friendship la.. Say we dont know how to mix friends la..
Say our judgement level is dust level la.
Then la espcially me and tracy de la... she keep looking at us. And nagm us.
I want to tell her
OI YOU CRAPSHIT IM NOT WITH YC ANYMORE LA PLEASE LA WANT SCOLD HIM TELL HIM IN HIS FACE LA WHY TELL ME.Then she say
" erica WAS a prefect. We gave her a chance but she lost it. She was a nice girl in form 3...but she mix with the trash now bcome like that la "this and that.
Niama I really wanna scold her d ok?
Please la... You have no right to insult me, no right to call other people's son and daughters trash.. no right to even speak that way.
Then la she TALK 2 periods!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Keep insulting man.
NOOB SHIT CRAP.My day turn into the worst first day of school in my life because of her.
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥
crap crap crap~!
"Sunday, January 4, 2009" • 1:25 AM writes:
Crap.
I know I have not been updating much lolz.
My internet is crapping at me @@
Been seriously busy these few das with work..and school stuffs as school's gonna reopen soon.
Promise to give more updates tomorrow T.T
Crap nails.
Crap crap crap.
Crap nails on right hand for right handed people.
I broke 2contacts in a row because of my nails.One newly bought this afternoon somemore. Ding lo T.T
I need it tomorrow de leh~ what the crap.
advice for people who wear contacts.Dont leave long nails on the hand which you use to grab he contacts out.
It will tear it.
LIKE MINE . T.T
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
Crap crap crap!!!!!!
Seriously I immediately cut my nails aftr i broke it.
T_T
wanna see my ungly fingers? xD
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tadah~ LOL one got nail one no nails.
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥
2009!!
"Thursday, January 1, 2009" • 9:45 PM writes:
Happy new year people !!
its finally..finally... 2009.............................
and zomg im starting to feel im 17 that kind of feeling.. no more 16 T_T!!!!!
OMG.. so so old !!
and school reopens...
NEXT MONDAY!!!double the zomg!
New year..new life..new chapter..
New Beginning...
My story about me and yc is over..
*closes book*My sweet sixteen..and all about 2008..
hmm.. Consider 2008 a really weird year.. Sweet yet bitter ba ~
My feeling now.. My 1st resolution for the year 2009 and for the rest of my life..
Love God with all my heart , all my mind, all my soul, all my strength..I dont think Im doing that very well...
secondly....
Putting God 1st in everything..2009 makes me feels that there are whole lot of mysterious things, suprises and challenges unfolding ~
yet I have a nice feeling about 2009... I know Im really gotta work hard for my studies this year ^^
and really concentrate in learning piano ~!
and well.. Im happy =)
I want to be happy.. No more emo and dull ca~ =p
As for yc..
I think .. Im still feeling a lil nostalgic at times. Sometimes I have old feels when I know soemthing about him..
But I know I dont love him le..
Like..probably a little.. but.. Not as much as I used to..Hahaha
God set me free!!!!!!! AMEN!
zomg! Im so excited about this year!!
despite being the big 17 = =
not a nice number...I want 16!
I wanna meet more and more new people this year! Meet more new friends!!
Resolutions huh ?
I dont think I have actually listed it out.. But I do have it in mind =)
Anyway.. thats all ba.. a post for the new year 2009!!!!!
Muacks~!
Lol super hyper wei ^^
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥
Jesus~!
Abigail
May 2007
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I sincerely love this picture. Taken on 18/1/09 sunday morning. On the way to church =)
