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Should I ?
"Tuesday, September 30, 2008" • 1:30 PM writes:

Everytime my mum sees me she's gonna say

" Gawd ure ugly with that hair "
" it makes you look old "
She's wounding my self-courage.. Er how should I say this XD..~
Aiks~ should I cut ?
I know I had been asking this question like a million times.. but nobody cared about it = =




old me 1~

old me 2~

current me ~

= =~ should I let it long or... cut back ? = =

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖




why does it have to be now!!!!
"Monday, September 29, 2008" • 1:11 PM writes:

Now I wish my birthday was later OR at least my mum POSTPONED buying me a camera!!!
STUPID !!!!
I always like to take pictures of food, as u see my blog has a lot of pictures of food..
and now the both new cameras T77 and T770 has the GOURMET SCENE MODE which is specially for taking pictures of food!
What more! The T77o looks and has almost the exact features as my T2 EXCEPT it has the GOURMET MODE and its 10.3 MEGA PIXELS compare to mine 8.1~~~~~
ARGH~ So Pissed! Why didnt it come out earlier!!!!!

well now of course I cant get a it because I just got a camera..
stupid stupid stupid~!
=(

T770 ( i actually like this one better thn mine ~ stupid stupid stupid!! )

T77~ I dont like it.. =p I think mine looks better.. Just that I like its extra features~

Mine~

Dont ask me why all pink~ I like pink~

Anyway I know I should be grateful but then again why didnt it launch earlier!!!

wuwuwu!

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖



New Moon~*
"" • 12:43 AM writes:

WARNING :Random posting here ~~
Not attracting any attention to readers , Im talking again about the novel Im reading..

I pay no attention when Edward left..
and I flipped flipped flipped to find the part where Edward was in again..
I guess I wasnt just loving Edward to be in the story but I like hearing and reading about him and Bella together.
I just skipped the whole book and went to the ending part XDDDD
I might only actually read the book after my exams.
Since today is my last day for rest before my intense studying starts tommorow =D
Now the weird thing is, I have Twilight, New Moon, Breaking Dawn, EXCEPT Eclipse.
Weird ? Haha I was suppose to buy New Moon ONLY today .. Then I saw Breaking Dawn's " 20% OFF Popular Member "
How could I resist not buying?! Its rm49.90 at original price, and after 20% off is rm40. More 10% offer =D
I know its weird that I didnt buy Eclipse instead.

Lalala~
Right, again im saying this, I wont be online often anymore due to my exams are gonna be in 2 or less more weeks to go @_@
I miss msn-ing though .. its been sometime I on my msn ~ Lalala

Me with my blue contacts =D

Mum say I look old and mature with long front hair ~ She said I look cuter in my old hair..what do you all think ?

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖




Extremely Moodless!
"Sunday, September 28, 2008" • 11:59 AM writes:

The Pms pain is driving me insane / crazy !!!!!!!!
I didnt even get enough sleep last night..
I woke up and 3am after being asleep since 2am and then rolled on my bed till 4am+ until I finally slept..
and now I wake up in another damn damn damn damn pms pain~
!@#$%^&*
stupid stupid stupid
Moody, tired and restless
I dont even have the mood to study now..
Its stealing my attention! T__________T

I didnt even go to church today..
how badly I miss church.. Daddy and mummy is sick @@
wuwuwuwuwuwu I wanna cekik people now.............................................................

Darn it! =(

Oh... and Ive been thinking.. Should I cut my hair or what ?

please please please tell me.. I cant make up my mind!!

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖




Twilight~*
"Saturday, September 27, 2008" • 5:09 PM writes:

I know Im totally late to say this,
But yes, I have finally finished the book entitled "TWILIGHT" by Stephanie Meyer whom most of my friends had already finished.
Haha.. ITS GOOD ALRIGHT~XD
I love it, and Im very eager now to go get New Moon. But no one would bring me to the book shop =(
Pif~ I kno Twilight the Movie is coming out soon..
21.11.08
Im booking anyone here I know to go with me!!
Either Mines, Jusco, Leisure =D
Im DYING to watch the movie!!
I just watched the trailer and its great =p
Though Edward dosent look like how I imagine him to be...... hahahahaha
and Emmett is exactly what I expect him to look like..
The others, erm.. Bella was a lil more pretty in my imagination and Rosalie didnt look so old in my mind =p

Anyway , I would encourage anyone of you here to read..
The starting is a lil boring.. then it gets more interesting..


Yesterday , the mickey mp3 that Yiru and the others bought for me for my birthday was finally in my hands~~!
But so unfortunately, the "next song" button is spoiled !@#$%^&*~!!
And I think we need to give it back for a fix again..
=(!!!
I just waited a month+ for its arrival! Now is goodbyes again! =(
anyway.. I really love it~! =p its pink.. Haha pink again =p



Stands out from the rest of everything XD


Disney Mplayer~ =D

E~ The crystals that Yiru decorated for me =p

25 September was Xuan Lin's Birthday..
And almost everyone in form4 KNOWS we are buying a cake for xuan lin..
We are absolutely out of money to buy any presents.. So we decided to buy her a big cake.
But our friend Jenny, refuse, and says that she wanted to celebrate with Xuan Lin herself and being selfish and all also bought a cake for Xuan Lin.. DESPITE that she knew we were doing it so.
*stupid*
and the most pathetic thing was we were half way playing badminton in our PE class.. it was 10pm.. Junior break time..
and she took out Xuan Lin's cake and started celebrating..
RIDICULOUS = =
LUDICROUS = =
any crap that Im gonna splurt out now.
What lahh!! we are PE-ing ok ~~
And like all the kids there wanted to eat too.. So we decide to eat cause the cake was well.. all booked by kids " i want cherry i want cherry " SAYS KIDS.

Their cake.

Finally =D
LUNCH TIME.
Our turn to OFFICIALLY CELEBRATE in a normal way not disturbing anything and not being selfish like her.
When we sang the song and took the cake to Xuan Lin..
Ah bong sitting at the back table shouted
" HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNY "
next emotion from all of us..
" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA"

LOL! Pure embarassment.

Xuan Lin with our cake. =p

Oh and also, that was the day I finally try out my blue contact lens.
Not actually blue.. its True Sapphire.. Which means its a very light blue..
and I wore it to school to let yc see, well.. It shocked everyone to death. LOL!!
It shock me too when I looked at the mirror reflecting my murderous non-human light blue eyes.

Hahahahahaha!! I seriously did look like a ghost XDDD

BOO!!

Geoduck ? Know whats this ? I saw it in a restaurant. Apparently its edible. Hmm~


Im not gonna blog so often anymore.. Though Im a lil addicted to it XD

Exams in 2weeks more. SO dead. I studied nothing.. Pif~ @@

WHAT MORE?! Today is the1st day of my PMS..

and im struggling here with the wtc !@#$%^&* PAIN!!!

Whole day stomachache. I hate you @@..

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖




Tired~* Dissection!
"Wednesday, September 24, 2008" • 5:34 PM writes:

I am crapshit tired~~~~~~
T.T im very very tired these days..
despite I didnt even do anything much..
I cant sleep well everynight..
I have to roll and roll on my bed for 1~2hours only I can sleep =(
Legs are always tired..
Pif~ whats wrong with me?!
I cant eveb concentrate to study..

DISSECTIONS TOMORROW!!
POOR MICE =(
white mice.. @@
oh.. and for yesterdays dinner picture, I didn manage to capture anything..
I forgot my camera was out of batt =p
sorry =p

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖




Tralalala~
"Tuesday, September 23, 2008" • 5:41 PM writes:

Next week is holiday already!!
Then one more week to exam!!!
OH CRAP!
XD.. ok juts a lil crapping here =p
Will continue tonight.. Im going to have dinner with family!!
So have to get ready now..
Will come back with some pictures of food..
MIGHT ONLY =p

To be continue

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖




I very ugly meh~~~~~~~~~~
"Monday, September 22, 2008" • 4:47 PM writes:

I very ugly meh
I very ugly meh
I very ugly meh
I very ugly meh
I very ugly meh
I very ugly meh
I very ugly meh
I very ugly meh
I very ugly meh!!!!!
Pif~ YC SAY I UGLY O__________O
Not he wasnt directly telling me this..
He was indirectly pointing out ..
List :
-short * im only 155cm fyi *
-dark * im mix *
-wrinkles O________o * lil by the side of my eyes *

Lol.. Im very perasan over what he ever said =.= hmm.....
Pif Pif Pif!
Those , who actually saw me in real life before not commenting on my pictures, tell me the truth!
I VERY UGLY MEH?!?!?!?!
ROAR!



Today we had to bincang point in class about the topic
" Penggunaan Bahasa Inggeris dalam subjek Matematik dan Sains harus dikekalkan "
or some sort I forgot the title..
So my gourp was Ling, Ru, and Yuhana.
and after we finish, one of us have to represent the group to read out the points.
Then Yiru was the one to read..when she started , our SIR "EH, tolong bertutur dalam bahasa Melayu"
We replied.. "WAITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT "
Then yiru started again.. SIR " Bahasa Melayu "
" WAIT!!!!!"
So here's ours :

PENDAHULUAN - English is an international language.

2. Semasa melanjutkan pelajaran di universiti luar negara, subjek-subjek adalah dalam bahasa Ingeeris. Ia memudahkan pelanjutan pelajaran.

3. Menyediakan masyarakat zama sekarang pintar bertutur dan menulis dalam bahasa Inggeris.

4. Meningkatkan taraf pendidikan serta memudahkan masyarakat menukar maklumat penyelidikan berkaitan dengan Sains dan Matematik.

5. Memudahkan pelancong luar berkomunikasi dengan masyarakat kita.

PENUTUP - since BM is not an very important subject, the goverment should not make this a subject a 'must' .

Now u get me? XDDD!!!! our pendahuluan and penutup was English! Thanks to yiru for the it =D

Talalalala~

Owh.. and during english, teacher say " an eye for an eye "
Yiru, " makes a pie "
Wai Hoong " you make me cry "

LOLS!

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖




Yc has been gay lately..
"Sunday, September 21, 2008" • 8:03 PM writes:

When I say gay.. I mean gay gay..
I dont mean the happy gay.. O_________O

Lengzai ma?


I persumed that she was a girl from first sight..

Then yc told me he's a guy..

Because.. No chest =D

LOL! Anyway leng zai ma? Tell me~

Yc admire him like siao x 100 times..

more than he had ever siao about me O_O!!

HAHAH.. lols.. he loves his hair so much that he cut the exact same..

Just that his hair wasnt as long so he looks like ultraman to me XDD

He sets this photo as his phone wallpaper.. And I saw him kissing his phone few times =____=

Everytime he sms-es me he's gonna look at the photo and tell me this

" Im very happy xD"

" why?"

"He's bleh-ing at me XD"

GAY.

Talalalala~ What more, his forum avatar pic is this pic too!!!! PURE GAYNESS~!

Talking bout gay, I remember me and sinyin named ac * Gay Chang Gao Gay *

I still have that convo available .. XD!!!

As much as people say that Im les.. That I keep looking for lengluis instead of lengzai..

I dont go over like him..

Perhaps we have something in common..

I have him , he has me.. But I only kap lui never kap zai =.= he? admires a guy too much ..

Hmm.. =.=


Yesterday I was chatting with Kok Leong and baobao.. and then KL wanted to afk..

He called us to wait and we didnt wanted.. See what he said..

Its small and blurry I know.. click to have closer view..

Leong : plss wait for me bao bei Lui

Leong : **** I CANT BELIEVE I AM SAYING THIS

And then I copied his convo to my pm =D!!

He accused me of calling him " qing ai d baba " =.=!

and says he has prove..

Like I ever will ? And made up a convo..* his means of prove *

Click for closer view also =p

Well just so he's unlucky my msn states when the person chatting with me changes his status,his pm and nick. Talalala BUSTED!

Leong * using my nick * : qing ai de baba brb ah i stomach pain

Leong : eww..wtf lui..how can u say such thing

Leong * using my nick * : nothing de..

Leong * using my nick * : Lolz!!

Leong : yerr.. no way... ****..i cant stand enuf..

Leong * using my nick * sorry lo..

Leong back in his own name : I GOT PROVE!!

msn states : love has change to * my nick *

msn states : * my nick * has change to duplicates of my nick

Leong * using my nick * : TT

msn states : duplicates of my nick has change to LeongloveYew

* i just realized tht my blog cant right click for closer view.. hehe paiseh.. * who wants the convo can ask me O.O! *

Exam in exactly 3more weeks or less..
So doomed.. x(
13october =(~
I cant seem to get any subjects to absorb into my brain cells..
Nor do I have any motivaion to study.. Shit XD
Lalalalalala~ But I aint gonna lose to that frog face principal hmmp =(
I'll show her~
Die Die lah~
I dont even understand a thing in physics and Chemi..
My weakest subjects among the ten..
God help me! T.T

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖



Re-edited
"" • 6:26 PM writes:

Pif Pif Pif Pif Pif~

Stop bragging about the list T.T I edit lo T.T

♥ Ten ridiculous things I do before I die ♥

1. Do all sorts of syles and colours to my hair~~~

2. Shop till like mad till I bought everything that I ever wanted..and go bankrupt *waste =D*

3. Sky diving =D

4. Fly to Siberia =.= just to play with snow~

10. The last thing I would ever do, speed of a racing car going 240( its it the max or ??) kmh O_O

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖




Grown Ups~*
"Saturday, September 20, 2008" • 7:13 PM writes:

I find grown ups amusingly slow at times.
I dont want to use the harsh word instead.

After reading the " If you could see me now" book..
There is something very true that is stated in the book.

" Children learn much more, far more quickly than adults. Why so ? Because they're open-minded.They want to know and they want to learn. Adults , they think they know it all. They grow up and forget so easily and instead of opening their minds and developing it they choose what to believe and what not to believe. They are more cynical, they lose faith and they only demand to know things that will help them get by day by day. They've no interest in the extras. Its the extras that make life. "

Well very true.
Grown ups always and forever will think they're right.
Or in other words when they are comparing themselves with children or people younger than them.
They always think that children or young people dont understand them because they are immature.
They always think we think in the wrong way and they know better than us.

Yes, they are more experience..but it dosent mean we young people are stupid neither.
Sometime we see things adults dont see.. adults never realized.
Sometimes we KNOW how to solve the problem but you'll never let us.
Which is the point..
If we're right, they never admit..
They just cant seem to lose to us..
Of all the thoughts that "I am an adult you dont need to teach me kid."

Kid's have pure thoughts and their hearts are pure.
They know whats happening..

So please, any adults if you're ever reading my blog..
Please do not look down at kids or younger people..
At times they are right too..
We have brains too you know..
And we also have the sense to know whats right and whats wrong..
It just depends on our decision whether we want to choose the right way or the wrong way.

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖



Tagged by Pei Ying~*
"" • 1:54 PM writes:

♥ My top ten most favourite foods ♥
1. Chocolate
2. Steamed Egg
3. Cheese
4. Curry Mee
5. Lotus and peanuts soup ^^
6. Sushi
7. Maggi Asam Laksa
8. Tofu
9. Vegetarian Prawn
10. Pancakes

♥ Ten things i love doing ♥
1. Online / Online Gaming
2. SHOPPING!
3. Reading
4. Listening to music
5. Blogging
6. SMS
7. Spending time with yc ^^
8. Watching anime / drama
9. Take pictures
10. Photo Edits

♥ Five types of guys i adore ♥
1. Care for me and would spend time with me
2. Cook for me~
3. Cherish me and pour of his love to me lalalalala~
4. Wouldnt leave me alone.
5. YC~ ^^

♥ Five things i love doing when I'm EMO ♥
1. Cry
2. Not talking much but only to the one I find right to tell to.
3. Blogging
4. Praying
5. Day Dreaming

♥ Five things I love doing when I'm HAPPY ♥
1. Keep talikng and chatting with a lot of people
2. Singing~
3. Dancing o.O
4. Chat with yc~
5. Keep smiling LOL

♥ Ten ways to win my heart ♥
No idea. LOL! It just comes. Or maybe should ask YC haha.

♥ 5 things I wish to happen ♥
1. Close to God
2. Good time management
3. Yc playing his 1st guitar song to me =.=
4. Be with him forever
5. a better attitude

♥ Ten ridiculous things I do before I die ♥
1. Do everything that I am needed to finish.
2. Travel around the world with family and dear
3. Eat my favourite food
4. Spend time with my close friends and family
5. Go shopping with YESS for days and hours LOL!
6. Have a romantic honeymoon ~ o.o!!
7. Take a lot a lot a lot of pictures
8. Donate every cent to church and also giving it to my parents
9. Get married.
10. Get more salvations saved!!

♥ My top ten most addicted song ♥
1. Shiawase Ni Narou
2. Sakura No Tonneru
3. Shiawase No Hyougen
4. Miss You
5.Kimi No Subete Ni
6. Solitude
7. Eternal Snow
8. Bu De Bu Ai
9. Cai Hong
10. Moon Crying

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖




The Hyperness.
"Thursday, September 18, 2008" • 7:54 PM writes:

Today, Today.. TODAY.......T-O-D-A-Y.....
Today I had been stuck with the ever noisy and hyper Hui Xsin.
No idea what happen to her.. This whole week she had been so hyper she had been making alot of noise in the class O.O
The once quiet girls in 4k Xuan Lin and Hui Xsin..
Hui Xsin had left the group and was much noisier then all of us..
She was so hyper talking in English and repeating what we said =.=
I captured a picture of her hyper making chipmunk faces..
Unfortunately she deleted it =(((

O.o! play card! XD


I bought a key chain for Yc ^^
Cute ? =p
Very cute la!!! I love it XD

cute!!?? White's mine, orange's Yc.~

I thought of buying the whole set of it..

Though.. the colors arent really nice..

Orange, white, pink, dark green and dark blue.. Hmm.. Why no black lah T.T

Wolalalal~ Im going to get blur contacts soon XD..

Currently reading " If you could see me now"

Not bad not bad ^^

^^


Exams coming!!
My mind is filled with wanting entertainment yet frustration for the coming of EXAMS!
Nooo!!!

There's this freaking teacher at school..
*cough* Kal* cough* pa *cough* na *cough* * cough*
Our so called class teacher.. Freaking noobie =.=
Sometimes she's late to class.. or maybe she dosent want to come in..
She get caught by the principal then principal shoots her..
She come in our class shoot us for no reason..

And whats about the rule of no handphones in school?
Teachers are even worst then students.
Prove?
This lil class teacher of ours , everytime she comes in to teach Sejarah.
She will read read read read read read x 100 the text book or notes
Then give us exercise.. Noobie ones..
Then what she does everyday?
SmS in class , receive calls in class..
Everyday we caught her using the phone when she comes in..
Lalalalal~ we 4k, dont even use it during class..
Like what the heck.. dont tell me you got emergency la..
We also banyak =D

Yiru!!! Dont squeeze bk's head!!!

IM bad at volleyball =.= I hit the ball macam noob =.= Not talented in vollleyball XD

Got presents to be done!! Ciaos!!

Lenglui ah!!! *admires*

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖




Tsk Tsk
"Wednesday, September 17, 2008" • 12:58 PM writes:

Its a one-day holiday again..
Right after the one week school holidays, one-day holidays keep coming..
It makes me feel like im in a holiday mood ~.~
Raya holidays are coming too =.=
Then its Deepavali....
Then its the big school holidays =.=

I woke up in an empty house, an empty aura..
A lonely silence.
I miss the days when the first thing I saw when I open my eyes was my mother.
And when I got down to the living room to see that my mother is cooking , and breakfast is ready.

Now , I wake up in a house which is empty.
Mum and dad out to work.. aint gonna be back till night.
I love holidays in a sense that I can sleep till anytime I wish =p
But I hate it because I feel very lonely.
Despite my phone is always out of credit and I cant call anyone.
Yc is always sleeping till 5pm ..... and
MSN has no one online at this time.

Bored.

Spend my time alone..
Blogging here , then doing nothing.....

Herm... I miss my younger days where I know nothing , understood nothing ,
only being felt loved. Teehee ^^

I wished I stayed in a neighbourhood with a lot of friends.
Or mayb stay in a neighbourhood... with sinyin around =DDDD

Talalalala~~

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖




Photos!
"Monday, September 15, 2008" • 10:23 PM writes:

Lalalala.. Tomorrow is 16/9

which is also an anniversary fir 16/9/1963 the formation of Malaysia..
Which is also baobao's bday..
Which tomorrow happens to be also a crucial day for Malaysia >.<
16/9/08 will be a historic yet disasterous day..
May God's mercy be upon Malaysia.

The cake I made for yc's bday.. I know it looks disgusting @@

Noob Juang =D

Noobies =p

Noob baba ^^

Urea that is kept for ages in our bio lab. Sudah solid punya O.O

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖



F.r.e.e.d.o.m
"" • 6:59 PM writes:

Hello , everyone.
Its been days since I blogged.
LOLS~

Freedom..
Look at the vast sky..
How I wish I could leave everything behind..
And fly out the vast sky..
a be free....

Free of all worries..
Free of all stress..
Free of all frustration..
But most of all..
Free of all worldly things and just to focus on God..

The world is so complicated..
So many cruelties and evil

And I feel like leaving here..
Hoping that God will take me away..
PS : Not dying but leaving.

On a trip to heaven I wish.
The trip to a place which only consists of joy and hope and love.
No more of sadness and frustration for world peace.

* I sound so .... so........................... *

But then again , when I open my eyes , Im back to a world which I hate ,
a world which I have to follow my daily routines again.
And again and again..

Ive been having story dreams lately..
As in dreams like throughout my whole sleep is a never ending story..
Im in deep slumber..
Syok =D

The last two days Ive been spending time on my gameboy O.O!!!
I was really bored last Saturday and I remember my gameboy had a big two game in it. XD!
Anyway , then I played my hamtaro game which I couldnt finish the last time I play.
This time , I smart abit I go check internet to teach me how to play.
^^ ngeks! I finish the game , I got all gems, ham-chats and ham-jams
For any gameboy XP players 4years ago, the game is called Hamtaro Ham- Ham Heartbreak ^^

Exams in a month more.
Sure gonna die ^^
Teehee..
No photos this time.. Nothing much happen lately..
My mooncake festival was celebrated rather lonely and quiet.
Hmm >.<

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖




I've decided.
"Thursday, September 11, 2008" • 9:44 PM writes:

Lol .
Ive' just got two bruises on my right hand..
T.T sakit! aiks
Dont ask me how I got it.


I just realize today is 11/9/08.
which is also 9/11 or September 11..
When the world trade center of America collapse..
Hmm..

Anyway .. I've decided to not blog so much or online so much for this month..
I decide to go watch tv instead LOL..
or anything else I would do besides my computer staring.
Because Ive been spending too much time on computer i feel abit.. disguested I guess..
Or should I say.. Dont know la..
But I wont be blogging daily for this month..
I would blog more during weekends and post about the week..
As for weekdays.. I would blog if I really need to...

I guess Im too stress out over myself..
I mean , Im stressing myself everyday trying to fit everything in my lil time schedule..
I need a break from my daily routine..
I know you guys think Im might be mad. xD
Haha so anything whatever I dont care.
Anything Sms me la =p
Ciaos~ ^^
Some photos here =D

Mines new icon. The wawa. Some new stuff happening in mines. And this wawa was walking around promiting asking anyone who wants to take pic with it. I takut! I paiseh la.. I didnt take instead I curi take a photo of it. Lol! Its quite cute right.. haha
A new watch. Got it as free gift from buying hp's ink. Lol. Nice right?

Can you see whats written on the board? Or should I say drawn. This is how my BM teacher teach us komsas. XD!

Title : Puteri Gunung Ledang.

XD!

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖




Crappy II
"Wednesday, September 10, 2008" • 5:55 PM writes:

Pif~~~~~
Pif~~~~~~
Today eca.. nothing to do again ..
Then I went to change my shirt.. after I was done..
Teacher call us go down dont stay upstairs..
Then ok lu go down.. Go down got nothing to do..
Then go tidbits buy some stuff to drink..
Walk around the school.. sat around bunga raya..
Then walk again.. Saw alex and Kaling at 4m..
So we walked up too.. along with Kok Leong and Tracy..
Then so in coincidence the principal came out of the office..
Stared at us and asked " where are you all going ? "
me and Tracy say " toilet "
She say " make sure you go down"

Then later I sat at 4m for awhile.. mau pergi toilet..
Then I went to the Junior toilet .. Saw her again..
She asked " why are you here? "
" toilet "
" I thought you just went ? "
" up there smelly "
Then bam she came shooting me
" I tell you erica.. your results are not good.. why is your taste so low ? Why did you choose him ? Are you going to be with this guy for life? Why are all of you choosing this trash ? You are a bright student and you should choose a guy which is equal.. Not going lower but higher.. You both are going the wrong way.. Call him to tuck in his shirt and attend classes.. then lunch and break you can be together.. be a good girlfriend.. ( i dont know whats that for) and crap crap crap I forgot what she said...then she say.. " yes or no ? Dont just yes and dont do "
I just "en" only..

Crap =.=
Lucky she didnt talk more..
YC ask me why dont argue..
yea like crap.. I argue she talk more.. Better she finish her convo faster I get to go toilet faster..

Really crap lo ????
He bcome good boy then I can paktoh at school la?
Oh.............. Good.....
Means all good boy and good girl can be couples at school..
You just got way out of the rule madam.

Like er its not your problem with who I choose..
and whether he want to change anot is not my problem either..
If once I have adviced him and it does not work I do not need to force him.
As long as I know him better than you do... and I know what he is up to.
Not everyone is keen into studying.. And study dosent means everything..
Sometime people can succeed in life even without studies because they are keen to the things they are interested to.
And madam frog.. For her info she cannot just judge anyone by saying them trash when YOU cannot tell the future.

I ask everyone here who is now reading my blog ,
Does any of you here have the right to judge people to say they are trash..?
Not until the end when he/she has gone to a point of no return you have no right to judge a person. Especially in an insulted way.
And when you jugde a person , God will judge you too.

And one more thing , IT WAS JUST A FREAKING TEST WHICH I DID NOT STUDIED CRAPSHIT.
I didnt even fail crap.
I DONT UNDERSTAND MEANS DONT UNDERSTAND LA...
DONT KNOW HOW TO DO WILL DIE AH ?
CANNOT BRUSH UP ?
MUST FORCE ME AH ?
I GET GOOD RESULT DOSENT MEAN I WOULD NEVER EVER FAIL IN MY LIFE.
SO CRAP OFF.
AN EFFING TEST U CRAP SO MUCH.
DONT KNOW NOTHING DONT CRAP CRAPS.


Watch out for my final exam la.
Die infront of me with my flying colours. SHIT .

Please lah , one more time I say.. Dont know how I deal with my life dont talk facts with me.
Until you know me well only advice me how to walk my life.
My parents have the right.
Not you crap.

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖




Crappy..
"Tuesday, September 9, 2008" • 5:31 PM writes:

I got 45/100 in physics test O.o
claps! Haha lucky I did past for that matter..
I have no idea of anything I studied if I did not revise..
So probably I would fail =.=
Anyway , Teacher told us about the test last week..
and I thought it was add maths test instead of phy..
So monday comes , I go spreading " today add maths test leh.."
Then they looked at me blurred... saying " today is physic test la.. got add maths meh ? "
SHIT this word, was on my mind LOL!
Fine lo, turned out yes I did not know how to do at all =.=

Especially physic and chemistry , if I do not open the book to revise I definetely know nothing. Lols
Anyway crappy principal wanted to see me..
Then it was her period she crap about mixing the wrong people..
Obviously she was talking about us mixing 4m ..
Or me , mixing yc would destroyed my perfect " bright " future as she said..

Please lah , if you dont know about how I deal with my life , dont talk facts with me.

Yc hardly talk to me when we're home .. = I have tonnes of millions of time to study..
I choose not to , Im lazy.
Like.. who in the world so hardwroking..
well if you are, Im not.

At school you say , break and lunch I spend time with yc huh ?
If break and lunch I also need to study.. I better go bang wall die better lah kay ?
Whats the dfference with spending time with friends and with yc during break and lunch hours ?
Im not touching any book neither will we talk about studies.

Pure fact , Im lazy.
I dont open books occasionally.
Fyi.. My parents everyday nagg about my laziness.
Im too lazy to move but just to stuck on the computer for hours.

And I dont get influence easily..
I might love studies , but I'm also lazy.
Yc has like 0% influence to my time ..
and 0% interest in what I choose to be and do..

So like crap off stop bragging at my ear .. =.=

My house will only be ready by NEXT YEAR FEBRUARY 2009!
T________T

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖




Bored.
"Monday, September 8, 2008" • 9:01 PM writes:

Bored crap bored bored..
I got nothing to update today..
Just simply de =p
to show you people that im checking XDD
just that I got nothing to blog ~ =p
exams around the corner.. Gotta start revising?
nahh~ wont be tht hardworking keke
I know wen wu will =p!
haha ciaos~ ^^

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖




Jogoya, Starhill~*
"Saturday, September 6, 2008" • 8:32 PM writes:

Yc intro me to a restaurant he went last week..
Jogoya~
In starhill..
I went on net to search about the time and I told my parents about it and dad agreed to try it this Saturday. Which is today ^^
Reached there,
freaking starhill as always.. is so classy and so quiet..
I was wondering if it was the stuff too ex so not so much people go there .. Haha..
Finally found Jogoya which is on Level 4..
But Starhill floors have no numbers..
So level 4 = Relish. O.O

Right.. Then pergi makan~
It was a big place.. really nice and classy..
And it had alot alot alot of foods..
You're never able to finish trying everything in one day..
They had like all kind of foods.. Dont know how to describe hehs =D
Anyway I didnt dare to take too much photos ..
It was really weird taking my camera taking photos of everywhere..
Is it awkward to actually take photos of every food ? O.O
or should I announce im a blogger XD!!
I wanted to take picture of the place but was really.. embarrasing so I didnt take much hehs.
Then I saw this girl who sits few tables in front of me snapping pictures too =D
The buffet is quite ex but I think its worth it for the amount of food and its quality..
Some pics I took with my phone.. I paiseh XD
Seriously.. The place looks good.. Although I didnt snap any pictures ~ XD
Right here are some :

Tiramisu cake. Really nice!

Coconut juice. Sweet ^^

Sushi!!

Mum's cawan mushi and my prawn cheong fan XD

The unagi rice my dad had. I coulnd snap it in time before he started eating. Too bad XD.. But cute right? =p


French Pudding.. Which taste like steamed egg.. =D nice!!

The chocolate cake and Honeydew Mochi~!

Suger-cherry tomato! I forgot what it is called though.. You know.. the one they sell at midvalley too ?

The cheese baked tomato, crab , lala ? with seafood. =D!

Tempura, fried prawn, fried fish, fried yam =D

Mummy's asparagus~ specially cooked. Need to order de. Haha.


Guess whats this ? Haha.. The most special thing I ever see.. I know the picture is quite cacated.. I takut nak snap XD.

Its soup! Haha.. U can choose which which set you want. They have like prawns and stuff.. My mum chose crab =D.. and you can choose either soup or curry or tom yam. Alot of variety =D


The toilet is amazing. LOL! its was like digital toilets. Seriously =p


I know I look fat =X

Starhill =D

Then I went to Jusco and daddy bought some gym stuff again..

While im in craze for clothes.. He's in craze for muscles. O.O

and I bought a new shoe =p


A performance going on in Jusco. Spot the lady standing on something at stage? She was standing on eggs.. Which didnt break o.O


Camwhore =P

Yiru says : Girls looks plain without makeup.

I have to agree I guess.

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖




All I want is to spend time with you.
"Wednesday, September 3, 2008" • 7:56 PM writes:

Thats all I want.. All i want..
All I want is Yc to spend time with me..
At school we only have brean and lunch. Thats only one hour in the whole day.
And he tells me is enough. That is enough time for he to accompany me.
Enough?
Enough ?????????
ITS NEVER ENOUGH.

All I want is him to chat with me.. Gossips, life, whatsoever it is..
I want to talk to him..
I miss him so much everyday..
And its never enough..
Getting bored is not a reason..
Is a bad news..

Bored of me ?
Bored of chatting with me?
=(

Isnt spending time with love ones blessed?

I didnt say he have to spend time with me the whole day..
I gave him time to play... But he took advantage of that..
He just keeps playing from game after game ..
and all he does is his own stuff............
Where is me ?

How many of you have heard me complain about this to you guys ?
In my blog or msn or wherever it is...
Ive said it a thousand times.. and it dosent change..

Im not even happy..........

Is what I want now very hard to be given to me?
I just need half your time with me..
I need you badly and you didnt understand that fact.

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖



I want you >.<
"" • 4:58 PM writes:

Today we finally went to the lab to carry out a chemi experiment.

As always it failed. XD ok one did sucess. Hahahah..
While we were doing we needed lead bromide. The container was new and it hasnt been opened yet.
So Thinesh helped out to open it. After ages minutes he sucessfully opened it.
* It souded like im writing an essay.*
hahahahah.. Anyway Yiru got so excited she went and INHALE it.
What I meant was she took the container and smell it.
WTC!
Haha.. She was like
" omg so smelly.. ewww..im feeeling dizzy.."
LOL! dumbdumb right ? xD
Anyway then I took the container and look at it.
It writes there :

Can you see it ??

The first two caution was :

Harmful by inhalation and if swallowed.

Toxic by inhalation.

Hahahahahahahahah xDDDDDDDD

"no yiru dun dieeee!!!" Hui Xsin shouted that XD!!!!

The wuliao-ness. We found that we actually do have eureka tins. XD

BK the BIG size trying to cramp Kaling the SKINNY size @@~

and we found ourselves a new set of "stuff" for phy chap5 *light*


I..
I want to go out with yc ~ >.<
I want to go shopping with him . go try out different restaurants with him..
But he dosent wants to .. so I guess my wishlist will be added another 2 wishes.
~Yc goes on a actual date with me ^^~
~Yc takes picture with me ~
Why take picture?? Haha.. Cause Im longing for new ones..
Haha =p
And the other weird thing is..
Maybe is not weird.. maybe is just normal..
Shit Im crapping XDD
I always wanted to impress him.
Hmm.. I always wanted to impress him in a way that.. I wanna impress him with my looks O.O
try to make him satisfy... er.. satisfy.. no wrong word..
Proud of me actually.. Like the way I wanna make my parents proud..
I wanna make him proud to have me..
Is that normal? =.=

HELP ME MAKE DECISION PLEASE T.T

I need to decide which contacts I wanna buy after my current expires.

COLOUR CONTACTS : BLUE OR BROWN

OR

CONTACTS THAT MAKES YOUR EYES GO O.O!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ahahah.. sorry sorry.. contact that makes your eyes big.
hehe..
I wanna try something new.
So.. CAN HELP ME OUT HERE ?????????????????????

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖




Are You Pretty ?
"Tuesday, September 2, 2008" • 7:10 PM writes:

" Are you pretty ? "
" No. "
" OK. "

The most deadly conversation I had ever have in my life. Lulz ._.
Dentist appointment postponed to TOMORROW.
Another day to wait for death. x(

Anyway today I received 2 belated birthday pressies!! ^^
Haha.. One's from Suzanne. One's form yc.
I took mad pictures with pinky. LOL.. I named zanne's present due to its sharp colour.

I like this xD.. Looks like those pictures found on net.


Here I present Pinky. She has no eyes, no nose and no mouth. SHE's just pink!

The shirt Yc gave me =P

Twins or couple ? Family?? Haha Pink's mine. Black's Ru. Along with Kaling's "voodoo" doll. XD

I love my camera. XD Just found out its ability =.=

Today Wai Hoong teach us how to express out feelings =)
When we wanna __ we :
Cry : sobsobsob - common you say ? -
Laugh : LafLafLaf
Pain : painpainpain
x)

Im still in a freaking holiday mood.
Mind's not yet ready to study haha.
And final exams are on 13october.
I know nothing after 8months of schooling. =)
Good job!

Hahahah~~

See the amount of cars parked outside mines?? I wonder whats so nice about mines that so many people jammed up to go. Nothing to shop also. Haha.

Ciaos~``

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖




Wasting time. = =
"Monday, September 1, 2008" • 7:31 PM writes:

Im worrying about extracting my teeth.
Im worry about the pain.
The thing is bothering me the whole day.
And I had been gazing at my computer screen for hours.
Doing nothing. Im definetely wasting alot of time.
Shit .

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖



i've got a wisdom tooth. =(
"" • 12:55 PM writes:

I've never been to a dentist in my entire life ..
aand i have a wisdom teeth growing.................. shit............
it needs to be extracted...............=(

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wisdom_teeth

look at the photos as u scroll down.. thats how my tooth is growing =(
If you're ready, scroll down at my blog to look at mine. I took a photo of it..
Kinda disgusting XD.. but what the hell.. I got a wisdom tooth growing and its.. maybe four in a lifetime but hopefully mine will be once in a lifetime =(
I would have to extract it. Haiz.
Takut pain.
Takuttttttttttttttttttttttttttt~ T.T

































Mind you, I took this with my camera and I crop it. I didnt go to the dentist yet.

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖



Holiday~~~~~~~~~~~~
"" • 11:38 AM writes:

Holiday again today xD~
Lols I didnt have the mood to study last week because I was still in the holiday mood..
Its 1st Sep already!!
Time flies..
I just had that feeling I just started form4.. still blurry about the subjects and its now September..
Im going to be a form5 in 4more months =.=
Shit XD
Im heart-broken =( I dont know how I scratch it but its a mjor case T.T u cn even feel the cuts on the surface~ wuwuwuwu..
Yc's 2nd present to me leh~ 2006 T.T

J.CO! All choco =.= I love choco =P

Aiks.. So what am I going to do today...

Yc is having buffet at StarHill.. Nuuuuuuuuuuuuu~ T.T

I wanna go toooooooooooo.......alot lui kap him. Shit XD

Anyway I was wondering about getting colour lens for the next month.

My current lens now is gin to expire =p so I thought of changing to colour ones.

http://www.freshkon.com/Color_Fusion.asp

Sorry I dont have the photos of it. But I have thos website for you. Help me choose? =D

I thought perky brown or baby aqua would be nice. x)

Anyway comments yea? =P

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖