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The Boring Post.
"Thursday, July 31, 2008" • 8:40 PM writes:

Photoscape Edit

Picasa Edit.

Original~

What do you see different in this 3 pics? Which nicer? I find the picasa one nicer XD The power of edit XD.

This is a very boring post.
As i dont know what to blog about..
Anyway.. Life's been kinda not nice to me since 27 July =(
Misunderstandings here and there.
Fyi I got kicked out from the prefect =.=
the reason = principle beh song me =.=~
TT..

Aihs.. Hectic la..
I got so many homework bo done yet =(
and.. haiz.. dont know.. my moood aint that good this few days..
Again like last year.. I cried on my birthday..
They are not tears of joy but tears of sadness ......
Alot has happened ....

Alex handmade de ^^ haha i actually like it alot lolz.

It looks really nice XD.. Made with candle.. =)

For my bday de XD

Last.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAN JON!!

Thats all for now..Muahs~*

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖




My Birthday!
"Wednesday, July 30, 2008" • 5:56 PM writes:

Was back late yesterday so did not update my blog =/
Yesterday at school I receive 2 presents.
One was from Meitheng~ and one.. was.. unknown O.O
no one admitted who gave it =.=
so it remain a mystery until before school ends =.=
Hui Xsin and Xuan Lin give de =.=

Then.. Yesterday night I went dinner with my family and relatives.
I didnt bring my cake and camera =.=
so no pictures XD
well kinda plain birthday but suan le.
Wasnt very happy yesterday because of something =(

Yc said he would give me my present later.
2 presents but he cannot find it yet.
So i bugged him for a handmade card.
XD it was something simple yet I feel it is cute. XD
he brought me a donut too hahah =p
Thx dear! ^^

Here are the present pics =)~

Dang Dang~ The present from Su Zanne! Cute right?! XD
She drew a picture of me!! XD

The present from Mei Theng! Mickey Bag!! ^^

The mystery present ! XD From Hui Xsin and Xuan Lin!
I love the box! ^^


I like this shirt very much!! XD MoMoE!
From my beloved SinYin!

My Birthday Cake From My parents!
Yum Fruit Cake!! <3.

The Camera my Parents bought for me! ^^

Last but Not Least The Card That Yc Made!!
Cute huh XD
The candles pop out everytime i open the card =x
I love it =x



Thx everyone for the presents and wishes.
and thnk u for the neway celebration i guess.. o.O
Hehe..

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖




The wishes!
"Monday, July 28, 2008" • 8:54 PM writes:

I am typing this now at 8:55pm 28 July 2008.
3 hours 5minutes to my birthday!! XD
Lets list the people who wished me ^^

26 July 2008 :
1. BaoBao
2. Yoges

-reason so early- I was sort of celebrating that day lolz

28 July 2008 :
1. Aaron Chang
2. Bee Harn
3. Pei Ying
4. Han Jon
5. Joshua
6. SinYin

29 July 2008 :
1. Ka Ling
2. Yc
3. Alex
4. Suzanne
5. Ban Kok
6. Safwienah
7. Mei Theng
8. Jenny
9. Josiah
10. Alvin
11. Orange
13. Benjamin
14. Chui Kwan
15. Ruben
16. Aun Chik
17. Yong Kang
18. Yi Ru
19. Tracy
20. Yuhana
21. Kok Kian
22. Ah Bong
23. Kavi
24. Tamil
25. Zack
26. Hui Xsin
27. Xuan Lin
28. Arif
29. Kok Leong

Received a night call from Jeremy. o.O"

and if got names that I didnt listed sorry yeah..
I dont remember..
Please do not hesitate to tell me XD

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖



Happy advance birthday =p
"" • 7:37 PM writes:

Zai Gei Wo Liang Fen Zhong~

The BIG DAY is Tomorrow!
Mekekeke =P
Yc just got his hair cut extremely short XD
am waiting to see it so eagerly XD
Anyway ,
Remebered in some last post i said i wanted something special for birthday ?
Not something big, not something simple.. but something different =)
I mean like.. alot of suprises that been planned by my friends either lets me figure out or dibocorkan. Lols.
But yesterday , I really had a great day.
A great suprise and special indeed.

Sinyin planned a suprise for me on Sunday with my mom.
But unfortunately my mum told me LOLS
Then in the morning my dad say can fecth sinyin so I smsed sinyin said that I would fetch her after church.
Then as the service was about to start, the hall was dark already..
and I saw a lil noob with short hair walking around helplessly.. HahahHAhahaha XD
okok.. she was looking for me.. and she is SINYIN!
Mehahhaha... she really did suprise me!!

Then Su Zanne gave me a present~
Handmade cookies and card. a notebook and cute erasers.
It was her 1st time baking the cookies.
I tell u , the cookies is really nice.. cept it got in air abit o.O
lolz.. anyway i was shock u know! XD never thought she would bake cookies. She suprise me! XD
Well yesterday I went to Midvalley with Sinyin.
And then to my new house which was still under construction.
Sinyin was so happy looking at it xD.
Sinyin bought me a shirt too ^^
We had lucnh in Chillis ~~
would post pictures of present tomorrow ^^
here are some pictures of yesterday =)

The mummy premier ? LOL.. haha its a robot leh! XD kinda scary XD
Chocolate banana o.O

Nachos!!!

Firecracker Fish Fillet ( Sweet & Hot ) What I had XD


Beef My dad oredered o.O


Tquila Lime Fish ? My mum oredered this ~


Garlic & Herb Salmon. My Grandmother ordered this. The Salmon was a Big CHUNK one!


And Finally, Fish Fillet! Sinyon oredered it and fgot disgust XD because no vege XD


Bag Lanterns showing SALES! XD

Me & Yin~^^ crappy look XD


The back gardern of one of the lots. Sinyin said she wanted to paktor with me here =.=

You see the top floor? Thats my house ^^

Camwhoring in the showhouse XD

nice ? XD

Sinyin~ ^^
Thank you =)
You really are my best friend ~
Willing to sacrifice because of me.
Even you having exam the next day you also willing to pei me leh~~~
T.T cry hahaha...
Love ya sinyin!!! ^^

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖




Pink~
"Thursday, July 24, 2008" • 9:02 PM writes:

Today right..
I went to mines after school to buy some househole stuffs ..
Then I walk past the camera shop and I said
" dii here got sell the sony camera that I wanted to show you"
Cause that day go low yat already see some camera already..

I wanted one for my bday =p
Then so the guys showed my The album T.
Which i always wondered how it looked like =)

I saw all the colours of album T! XD which would u choose? =)

Then my dad say.. You want this ?
I say yeah..
Then he say ok now buy..
i was like O.O!!!!
NOW?!
Then he say yeah.. now..
Mum say.. if now see ngam ler.. dont waste time lo..
we no time come.. Lol!!!
Haha so I got my birthday present.. Album T2 today ^^
happy lar~ =p
Thank You mamii dadii ^^

The box~

and finally~ tada~ ^^ the camera haha..

Im going for the camp..

The school camp on 9 ~10 aug

might be fun ~ would blog about it ^^

yc going too =)))

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖




The War~*
"Wednesday, July 23, 2008" • 4:21 PM writes:

Yes , The War.
SSM War Two.

Tomorrow our great warrious teachers are going to call our parents.
Mainly titled by them : couples
But If I dont see HuiLing - Geok Seng , Ika-Feudal parents get called..
i definetly dunlanz them =)
Then they should have put the title : Couples in FORM 4.

I dont know why they wanna make so many many problems.
Especially they hate us FORM 4 the former FORM 3k =)
The principal complain our SuShi and Drinks stall claiming that our bill is expensive and stuff.
The fact that she dosent want our stall =.= and they didnt realize that our stall is separated into 2. Our bill saja rm179. Whereas the fruit stall budget was rm150.
Come on lar.. Kita sushi and drinks also consider damn little lor. Be grateful.
And of cause , we owned. WE untung so much she also beh lang can say already.
We are capable. Please do not look down on us ~

OK .. IF you would want to make the discipline better . why not also think how to make the school better by giving more facilities ?
Our lab is crapped and our sports was very very crapped.
Even carnival also crap.
When I was in Junior School the school was a better place.
Well, you can never make a scholl 100% discipline right?
Its never possible.

Oh well.. Its gonna be a war between Students - Parents - Teachers.
Alot is going to happen like what happen 2months ago.
My great teachers have incredible minds.
They have incredible imaginations that they could think of something which you never even did lol =)))
Great huh ? ^^

Shit la ~ haha
Well practically the guys aint scare..
Only the girls side abit dangerous.
Alex is worrying bout kaling
and
Kang worry bout Ru..
As for K.Leong..
He worry self and Tracy =.=

God bless all friends and I hope parents dont get overmad with thier children ><
Lets see what happens tomorrow.

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖




Bored and lonely~
"Tuesday, July 22, 2008" • 6:32 PM writes:

I am..
Freaking bored bored bored bored bored..
I mean studying is enough bored already somemore got homework
very broing~
Im lonely also..
Sometimes I just miss my parents so much..
Lonely alone at home..
U know ?
Everyone is busy with thier own thing..
And my preants is busy with work
Yc is busy with own stuff..
and im stuck bored-ing here..
even tho i have stuffs to be busy with..
I am still bored.
God help me =(
T_T

i hate u~
u suck ! ><
lolz.. just a quote for fun haha

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖




I WANT!
"Monday, July 21, 2008" • 6:51 PM writes:

I WANT!

I WANT!

I WANT!

I WANT!

I WANT!!

well yes it might be some kind of cheap plastic but I want! T_T

i dont know why but its cute i want it lolz..

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖




Another week has gone , another day is yet to begin.
"Sunday, July 20, 2008" • 8:49 PM writes:

I am FAT..
Yes.. I am fat fat fat fat fat XD
lolz.. My tummy's fat excuse me ~ hahahaha
like those big fellas wif big fat tummys omg XD

Another week has gone ..
The carnival , sports and nature run busy weeks has past..
and tomorrow i guess it will be back to normal studies =)
am I GLAD XD
LOL.. cause at school without studies is boring..
I mean yea u dun nid to study.. but when is whole week nothing to do and everyone is busy except u.. is pathetically bored.

OK cut the crap.
Tomorrow is a new week..
Gotta catch up on my studies =)

am.so.tired.today.

adious~ ^^

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖




o.o
"Wednesday, July 16, 2008" • 4:48 PM writes:

chill peiying chill~
I today ok d le..
Lol..
Ac knows me well =P
and ben.. haha i ok le la.. =))))

when i emo i sure crap alot sh*t de XD
Anyway..
Yesterday at school right..
So beh song tht principal =.=

was emo-ing yesterday so i sleep for quite some time in class since everyone was busy getting ready for the carnival..
When i woke up i walked to 4m..
Meitheng Ling and Lex was there only..
So we sat there..
Chit-chatting and meitheng was singing the " wo zhi dao ni hen nan guo (I know ure very sad) " to me lol!

Then the bell rang..
Meitheng had to go down to help dy..
Then Mr Balan came in as it was Maths class for 4m.. But no one was there. So Mr Balan sat there.
Then kaling went to the toilet.. and i was waiting outside 4m with alex..
The principal was outside her office looking at me..
Cause its her class now @@
then I walk to the toilet look fot kaling..
When I was walking I look directly at the principal ~
Then later kaling was done and we went back together

She kecoh at class keep make noise..
Say why no people at class la
why no ask permission la
then say
" prefect also wanna hide.. hide at other class then pretend go toilet"
I looked at her when she say
SHE DONT DARE LOOK AT ME!! HAHAHA
SHE LOOK AT OTHER PEOPLE SAY LOL!
Then at the attendance book she write ' some went to BOYFRIEND class and hide'
what the crap ?!
Her sh*****************t la~
4m no people also..
Yc all busy preparing for the carnival..
Who so free paktor ?!
Somemore got teacher witness that 4m no people~
Sh*t her XD

If she wan make problem come la~~ come come~ haha

My new shirt ? o.O tracy help buy de haha.. nice ? o.O

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖




Why..?
"Monday, July 14, 2008" • 7:34 PM writes:

Why..
Why am I trying so hard to love him ?
Why am I trying so hard to change myself just because of him ?
Why am I trying so hard to be the best that I can..
To love him all that I can..
To sacrifice for him

All for love's sake?
Do I deserve this?

Im never satisfy with myself..
I never thought I was a good gf at all..
And Im trying very hard to change..

But in the end it looks like my work is a waste of effort..
and it dosent looks like its been appreciated..
So why am I doing all these?
Why..

Tell me why..

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖




Happy Day ^^
"Sunday, July 13, 2008" • 12:36 PM writes:

We had been planning to go out on 12 July since June..
And on Friday YC told me he cannot make it =(
Then we planned all girls to go early so we can shop before the guys reach~
My parents are always late to pick me up so i was not very happy ~
I WANNA SHOP =(

Then yesterday morning call up lui(meitheng) to tell her suzanne went to school to look for us ..
she wanted to suprise us instead she her suprise herself XD
cause non of us went to school XDD
The I told lui her baba(yc) no go~
Then she say " I call kang cal him go"
Then at about 930 when I wanted to wake up and get ready ,
YC called O___O
He say.. " dear.. I got go"
Ca : YEAH!!!! =x

Then i called up my mum to ask her " I now go bath yeah~"
She say " ok.. u done i come pick u up"
Wooooooooo~ I can go early!!
XD
Was Sooooooooooooo Happy! I get to go early and yc is coming! ^^

I went there.. wore the wrong shoes.. make my feet so pain @@
so quickly go buy one shoe change.. lolz..
Then went up to meet with yiru
Then I went to shop with my mum..
I got not enough time!!! Not satisfy! xD
I wan buy moreeeeeeeeeeee= ( ahahah

The tryouts which I didnt buy =P EXP LA! which nice? haha

We went to timesquare when the guys reach..
meet up with Yc Leong Kang at Kenny Rogers..
Then Ru n Kang go buy ticket.. We went toilet..
tickets sold out =(

Then we decided to walk to pavilion
Crap shit !@#$%^&*
so damn far .. i have to pass sg wang den oni can go pavi!! dingzz
walk till halfway yc want go back =.=
Then all say come lar... kang say " I belanja u kenny rogers now u want run ah!! "
=x hahahaha

Reach pavilion.. and there was a modelling going on..
Then of a sudden we heard a LOUD GLASS BREAKING SOUND!
We looked back , it was at the entrance , a big piece of glass , the size of the opening glass entrance of pavilion breaking into pieces WTCRAP!
It was lucky we were abit earlier before the glass break.. or not we will be injured @@
THANK GOD! =)
But no one was injured neither.. Lucky.. It was a really big piece of glass!!

Then we were walking to the top floor.. and I look back at where and kang was walking..
I SAW THEM HOLDING HANDS !! HAHAHAHAHA~
Lalalalal so funny lalala =p!!!
Then while we were watching the models , kang and ru went to buy the tickets..
Again it was sold out !
So we just went for shopping.. Then while we were watching the modelling thing..
YC was hugging me o.O wif meitheng there also la..
The guard came say cannot hug o.O
with a smilling face la.. But she say " want paktor pergi taman la"
Lol hahah dont care la XD


The modelling~ =) So many people! XD

Fine lu~ Then we went to toilet~
I camwhore there! XD with meitheng =x
Like sopo =.=


The photoz XD

Then we went to the bread shop..
Meitheng.. She really buy things no see price one ==
She was taking a short loaf of bread pricing RM9.80
i was like .____.
she say " wa very cheap eh.."
i was like O___________O
then i say "expensive leh rm9.80 for such a short bread @@"
So she ask YC " baba expensive ma ?"
Yc : This can buy dont know how many Gardenia's
LOL! hahaha
Then we went to Pancake International House.
Eat pancake ^^
Uhm.. I ordered caramel banana walnut pancake and a Honey Dew Shake,
meitheng ordered a Chocolate chip pancake,
Yc ordered a Regular Halo-Halo desert and Green Mango Shake o.O

Chocolate Chip Pancake and Halo-Halo.. I didnt take picture of mine XD

Meitheng's one came 1st.. Then mine came.. Then our drinks came..
The guy put down my Honey shake and..
dont know for what the crap reason he drop yc's glass of shake and it poured on yc's pants and our table and the glass break including the plate on our table break =.=
Bad luck or what ? =.= We saw the pavi glass break , and now this ! =.=
Fine lu~ then they kept apologizing..
Yc's desert was the latest one to come, and the worst taste one =.=
Oh ya~ i took photoz wif yc =p


=P!

Later meitheng had to go back at 530.. and i need to go back to TIMESQUARE adee =.=
So meitheng went with tracy and leong.. And Yc brought me back to timesquare..Which is so freaking effing far =.= leg pain la TT and HOT!!!
My mum was waiting for me in Ts.. Then i had to go back d lor...
YC stayed at Ts waiting for his mum..
I had to walk back again to SGWANG cause my dad wanna pick me up at there =.=!
ROAR so freaking frekiang tired!

Hope yc didnt kao lui when i not there ^^ XD

I walk 10 thousands steps yesterday @@

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖




I want his attention~
"Thursday, July 10, 2008" • 11:11 PM writes:

I want his attention~
I want his attention~
I want his attention~
I want his attention~
I want his attention~
I want his attention~
I want his attention~
I want his attention~
I want his attention~
I want his attention~
I want his attention~
I want his attention~
I want his attention~
I want his attention~
I want his attention~
I want his attention~
I want his attention~
I want his attention~
I want his attention~
I want his attention~
I want his attention~
I want his attention~
I want his attention~

Sobs =( i wan his attention so badly..

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖




I guess Love.
"Wednesday, July 9, 2008" • 5:17 PM writes:

Its something lovey-dovey.. So if u dont wanna read those kind of stuff u dont have to continue =)

Its been.. 4days since I updated?
I dont know what to blog these days..
Its like nothing special occur.. It not like u want me to treat this blog like a diary write..
bored or not bored oso put up here XD
But anyway.. Been thinking alot lately..

I guess.. Love is always different and special in its own way..
I have been thinking alot bout yc..
And I wonder.. Does he loves me deeply..
When I often think of the past with how he treated his first ex..
Im jealous .. Or should you say envy with how good he treated his 1st than me..
But as a Christian.. I should always learn how to forgive and forget.
Yet that task is very hard to accomplish am I not right ? =P
But to think on the better side... Yc had changed alot since I first met him and first coupled with him..
I guess I should appreciate it.. No matter how , he did change and he did try.. That was what I thought.. and hopes in the future he would change more and so does i for the better =)

But looking at his smile actually brightens up my day..
I mean seriously when he's happy.. Im happy..
When he goes all moody Im worried..
If people tells me.. Im a good gf..
I believe is not so. Cause they only heard my side of the story.. They havent heard the other side..
I have a temper, I have a restrictment , and Im not a very kind person. =p

I cannot compare him with other people
I know at times I do envy how others treat their gf..
But Im very glad at least he treats me better than last time..
I guess.. He is he..
and Im actually blinded by this love XD
I do feel the pain at times.. BUt not as deep anymore
I cannot let go of this love =)

One thing Im kinda clear at the moment..
He doesnt yet understands how much I really do love him even after all the temper Ive shown..
He dosent understands how much he means to me
how much his smile means to me..
He does not understand the importance of him to me in my life..

He who a person who loves freedom so much..
When I asked him..Which would choose if you are given freedom..or maintaining me as ur gf?
He said.. maybe freedom ?
I know very well.. His choice is definite freedom. He would choose freedom than to have me as a gf..
At that point I noticed he hasnt yet loves me as deep..
I might be wrong for saying that.. But time will tell..

Though it does hurts a little..
cause I have found the truth that im not that important in his life..
For me , If he would have left me I would be so depress that anything could happen..
If him , If I would to leave him.. at least I let him emo a few days or a week then he'll be fine ad..
Well thats just guessing =)

I might be wrong for saying all these..
But thats just how I feel now..
At times I really want to tell him how I feel..
But I could not open my mouth..
I am in fear if he would be angry with me again..
Or emo again..
How i know right?
I dont have his complicated mind @@

The 100% attention from him that I will never get..

Hehe...

Love eh.. What is love anyway ^^
Woke up Monday morning and found my windows all in this condition =.=
Such a cold morning XD I can even write my name there XD can see?

I wan her shirt!! T_T anyone know where buy?

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖




My Wish~*
"Saturday, July 5, 2008" • 11:31 AM writes:

You know..
I always wish for a very very special birthday..
I mean..Its been quite some years I had a big planned birthday..
But thats not what I want..
I want a birthday suprise that is so extraordinary that I could not even think of LOL..
Because Im a person who thinks alot.. I could kinda figure out what kind of suprise I might have..
But anyway thats impossible LOL.. how extraordinary can a person think right?
That's why its on my wishlist.. I want a very special birthday =p

I want a very special birthday present from him too..
But so whatever he gives me I will like it too..
As long as he accompanies me throughout my birthday..
Of course , I have my own wishes for presents too right ?
But then sure wont tell people la.. =p
If he would have gimme something special out of what I can think of..
I would be glad..
Well its impossible too x)
haha.. Well I do hope something from him..
But.. we'll see..

Its my sweet sixteen this year..
I dont bet any speicallity will happen though..
Lols.. Its been straight 3years I didnt have any nice birthdays =x
Last year had a suprise cake from yiru.. but on the actual day i didnt get to go out with anyone..
They got plans and I was alone celebrating my birthday it seems.. I even cried badly before the storke of 12 to my birthday due to some occurance..
Oh and I forgot one thing.. Sinyin celebrated with me in the night =) went to looked for her ngeks^^

Form2 I had nothing special at all o.O.. haha... I ended up alone again and sick on my birthday..
Form 1 i got a suprise from yiru and suzanne..

Well.. My birthday and my anniversary is very important to me..
Yiru , Suzanne , Sinyin and Yc's birthday is also very important to me..
I want to give them a memorable birthday with all I can..

Practically.. Not all understands how important it is of this events to me..
keke =)

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖




I love you. <3 ^^
"Friday, July 4, 2008" • 7:26 PM writes:

I love your smile.
Your smile makes me happy ^^
When I see you smile , I know you're happy.
When you're happy , Im happy =)

Kekekekekeke..
Baobei ^^

I am sooo greedy of your love ~~
I want your 101% attention..
I want your 101% love ! My darling ~ ^^

I want to hug you everyday.
Hug you as tight as I can.. as long as I could!
I want to love you.. as much as I can give you.
Giving is my pleasure , receiving is my joy~!
I want to love you with all that I could ~!!!

Dear ... I love you! =)

Bendear wo dong ni du zhe xie dong xi yi jing du dao hen hen hen gui si duo chi le! =P bu guo zhe shi wo gan jue ah .. wo de ai dui ni ! =) wo yao mei tian dou gao shu dear !! XD mei tian dou rang ni dong wo shi you ji ai ji ai niiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!! yes yes yes yes~ you~! Wong Yung Cieh YOU!! Wo ai ni!!

Keke erica sot jor today~ ^^
Dont know leh..
There are at times I wanna expres so much but I really dont know how to put it in words.
Like the Moon Crying song.. If i could put it in words then I wanna express my feeling in this song =)
No matter whatever people say no matter what happens no matter what kind of ups and downs I will face I have God and I wont give up!
I will love love love love you baobei ^^

Anyway , was really happy too because my parents started to accept that I have a bf?!
Hahaha ^^ oh yeah~
Yesterday was talking with my parents about the exam stuffs..
Then she asked me.. " Your boyfriend leh ? Get what position ? "
" YOUR BOYFRIEND "

wtc wtc wtc wtc wtc !!!!!! XD
wow happy leh.. =x
ngeks!!

Roar!!!
I wanna learn to dance =(~
wanna learn back playing piano?!
Wanna learn to play other insturments too ???
I actually admire very much those pros when they play piano..
In church my cg also got few pros.. Eg Cher , Zanne, Claudia.. *admires*
and i also admire people who dance really well...
Like my didi says.. I am a person who likes arts too =)
* hopes * i get too learn ^^
aiks..

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖




Random Craps
"Thursday, July 3, 2008" • 7:56 PM writes:

I totally forgot what I wanted to blog today.

I have already had the "what I wanna type" stuffs in my mind today and now I forgot it all =.=
Ahhhhh~



My mum bought this for me o.O

I didnt even watch the movie before XD

ohwell its cute anyway.. XD like my family =x


Geez.


I have a very very bad habit..
I tend to make sounds and faces when I want something LOLZ..
I do that to my parents since I was young..
And now I do that to yc what the crap xD
I am like hoping that you will read my mind XD

Okay stop with the crap.. I didnt know what to type just now so type til so many crap ==


Life's been okay..
Since the stress of the exam is gone and all..
Still I feel that I do not have much time to do my own stuff..
I've been trying to revise,watch anime, gaming, friendster-ing,eating,bathing,blogging, and surfing the net in a time limit at about 6hours XD
I wonder if I wasnt in a private school I might have more time lolz.


Anyway life's been sweet more than bitter.
There are bitter times but it will only last for maybe an hour or so.
So yeah.. Its sweet =)
Great God. Great Friends, Great Family, Great Dear.. =)


Im still craping wtc =.=
hahahah.. I need shopping so much XD
sungai wang's road now is pathetically empty every sunday =.=!
The fact that everything's prices go up.. no one go shop dy o.O


k enough crapping.. I seriously forgot what I wanna blog today =.=

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖




I am trying my best =(
"Wednesday, July 2, 2008" • 8:04 PM writes:

I wanted to post something else today but i guess I'll just post this first..
Since im not very happy now =(

Dear.. I want to tell you le..
If you're reading this..

I really tried my very best to change le..
Im sorry I made u worry..
Since 2months ago (May)
I started exercising every morning and after school and before bed..
I started drinking alot alot of water.. I finish my water at school and come back home consuming 2 bottles which is 1000ml
I started eating vitamins everyday too.. and drinking alot of vitamin C juices..
I started to eat veges and alot of fruits.. Fruits are my snacks..
I stopped drinking carbonated drinks ..
I seldom eat fried food and fast food anymore..
I dont eat chocolates often anymore..
Dont eat junks foods much anymore..
I try to sleep early everynight..
I have my protein drink every morning..

Ive changed alot =(
I wasnt like this..
I am trying my best =(
Im sorry I made you worried..
I know I have a weak body..
And so now Im trying to fix my health..
I never told this to anyone before..
Now Im telling publicly..
Sorry dear..
Sorry...

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖



I need.
"" • 6:30 PM writes:

I need a bigger mirror~
Lol. XD haha i.am.short.

Anyway results are all out finally. I said I will post it here~ =)

BM - 84 - A1
BI - 86 - A1
Maths - 87 - A1
Bio - 75 - A1
Chemistry - 57 - c5
Physics - 68 - B3
Add Maths - 99 - A1
Moral - 96 - A1
Sejarah - 80 -A1
EST - 89 - A1

Please do not believe my BM marks. Seriously. My peribahasa tembak wrong also he give correct. My friend left the question empty get 1/2 mark what the crap =.=
Dont believe my moral and sejarah too. I seriously believe they simply mark. Lols. Not say lan c.
Moral where can capai 96 one wtc.. lolz.. somemore my sejarah i repeated lines after lines in the essay =.=

Scenery outside my room =)

owhkay.. One thing I must remind u people.
Me is not pwettay. XD
Im am regretting very badly now for my eyebags XD
Its black and big and baggy and wtcrap looking.
I look so mature and old with it.
Kids -please listen to your parents when they say sleep early and do not watch tv too close.
You will end up like me XD

I am a very very late sleeper for years. When I was form2 , I actually stayed up every night till 4am during school nights to maple and online. During holidays, i stayed up till 6am to watch anime =)
And thats why i was named " Yoru-Hime" which means "Night Princess" in English when I was in form1.
Wakakkaka

am.regretting.very.much.for.sleeping.late.and.waking.early.on.exam.week.

What the crap xD

I forgot what I wanna blog =(!! Roars..

Ohwell................................

I just want to say..................

I love you yc ^^

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖




^^
"Tuesday, July 1, 2008" • 8:34 PM writes:

I just got a countdown widget =P
its in my sidebar above my chatbox XD
Used for : Lan c wen wu XD
Kakaka..
Title : Ca reach The World
XD



Cantik ? ^^

I am so looking forward this Saturday^^

I wan go meet yin.. Got alot stories to tell her~

Want go yc house~

Want go meet peiying also haha ^^

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖



The dreadful morning~*
"" • 4:24 PM writes:

Er. Guys dont worry im not emo anymore.
Lols eveytime when i emo it will only last for 10mins or so.
hehe =P

Anyway.. Yesterday night I went to sleep at about 11pm
YC woke up already by the way.
He wake I sleep what the crap XD
Then was still a lil emo but nothing la it was cause by the headache.
Then Woke up at 3am+ for an unknown reason and saw yc msg me keke
*secret* XD

Anyway later my stomach started grumbling " gulu gulu.. gulu gulu gulu gulu guuuuuuuuuuuu"
what the crap XD then i just dont care and went to sleep.
Unfortunately no, i was unable to sleep at all. Finally I quickly ran down to the toilet.
I actually sat there for an hour =.=
Baking cakes and was going to vomit but lucky didnt.

Then i kept falling asleep in the toilet ! =.=!
Fine . Then I went up to my room. I coudnlt sleep because of the pain.
Smsed Yc. He call me to wake my parents.
I didnt wanted to wake them cause I was like " whats the point of waking them ?"
In the end I couldnt stand the pain anymore and woke them. They gave me some medicine which did not heal at that time.
I kept going to the toilet for so many freaking times but resulting nothing.
And the pain keeps me awake =(
Finally sms-ing yc halfway about at 6am i finally fell asleep.
Thank God I could sleep >.< color="#6666cc">* some reason =p *
Ughhhhhhhhhhhh so pain this morning.. Cannot sleep somemore weh...

Dreadful.

I not enough sleep seh.
Sobs =( go school also stil got a lil bit pain =(
didnt join the sports training. Too bad lolz.
keke..
I've got my mum to cooked dinner tonight *happy*
She was afraid that I will get another food poisoning again eating outside food haha =P

Post more tonight. If I have anything to say that is o.O *crap*

As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

**Blue Moon~✖