The sweet yet bitter life~*
"Monday, June 30, 2008" • 7:47 PM writes:
" My life is sweet
Always sweet "
I thought.
Yes sweet. I love to see him smile.
When he smiles Im automatically happy.
To know that he's happy Im happy.
When he's moody I try to make him happy which will always end me up in scolding @@
Life's bitter.
There are alot of things I really dislike.
Example , Him putting the phone there not listening because I whine too much.
Yes i am 99% partially wrong but it dosent mean you have to put your phone there.
Sleep is good for health.
Yea the crap I know.
But it dosent mean he has to sleep so long right?
Like what i posted in some last post..
I am
S E R I O U S L Y L O N E L Y when he dosent sms me and I am
A L O N E at home at the
S A M E time.
wtcrap. Who will understand anyway ?
Whatever. Crap.
I got tones of peka's that I need to redo.
Freaking pissed off.
Ive got no aim. Is like Im totally lost in life now.
I dont know what to do next when I come home.
I got stuffs planned.
But i dont feel like doing it. Whats the benefit ?
Totally lost. What should I do in my life.
I want so much people to appreciate me.
No to be precise I want him to appreciate me more.
Which is.. am I wrong for saying this ?
Yes. I guess I am.
Fine.End of post.
Dont know what to say anymore.
My mind is so messed up and confused.
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

Nature Run ^^
"Saturday, June 28, 2008" • 11:53 AM writes:
Keke..
Kekekekeke...
Kekekekekekekekekeke..
Kekekekkekekekeke.
" by God's grace I am totally healed and I can run as Good as last time "
What i said yesterday XD
Lol.. and The one weird thing i felt is..
I feel relieve today when i run.. lolz
I actually prayed
May God be with me when I run
grant me the strength and energy so that I could finish the run.
Protect me Lord and they will see that the Lord is with me ~
^^ keke..
The one weird thing i felt was.. when we started running..
Mei zhen , ling and me was infront..
Then ling and mei zhen went forth of me..
And i was smilling haha..
Cause it was like.. " oh yea its back to the old days"
The winds blows onto my face... and i was having flashbacks when I was in Junior and Senior Middle runing on the same track. =)
After that Kaling was walking and mei zhen was quite far.. Later i catch up on to mei zhen and we walked..
amazingly i had more breath then mei zhen * o.O *
then i ran forth her.. catch up on alex..
then we had to take a big round to reach the ending point.
So i was like " gawd... faster...."
I was breating heavily.. and like it was stuck.. stomach getting bit of pain already..
Freaking tired wanna reach the ending point faster..
Then mei Zhen came again and ran forth me..
The next road was climbing the FREAKING EEKING HILL
which makes so so freaking tired i was like gasping for air ..
Gravity pulls me hard >.<
Then I saw hui xsin running behind me already haha..
Mei Zhen was stilll infront of me running really fast.
And i thought oh well what the crap right ? i cant catch up. Just too tired.. so walk up the hill.. and den run abit..
The when it was the downhill slope i ran as fast i could with no energy left >.<
battery level 1%
reach the ending point..
feeling like i wanna faint ..==
But then like wanna vomit also.. quickly sat down lolz~
keke.. I got 2nd ^^
Oh yea babe~
God is Great ^^
When i felt tht i had more breath the one thing in my mind was " i knew God is with me and thats why Im actually better than last time. "
I usually run out of breath very fast. Very pathetic one hahahahahaha..
Muah number XD
Anyway.. Today's
sky is really pretty..Its really really very very blue with nice clouds.
And the sun is great yet very freakinshin
HOT.The view outside my house was uber great XD


The views from outside my house. great right?

The pathetic look after running. HAHA. XD
bored la =.=
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

Peakky day XD * opps~ FREAKING DAY
"Friday, June 27, 2008" • 9:43 PM writes:
I
am
Soaked
in
cold
wind
XD Just bath and am
shivering cold here XD
Neways , Nothing happen much lately..
You know.. Nothing.. School is bored..
Im pack with..
Pekas' projects... and.. waiting for my freaking result..
will post it here when i get all..
Ah.. I just remembered something that happen recently..
That day... er.. yesterday ? no .. the day before..
Leong was teasing Yiru bout something.. Was bout Kang.. but not sure whether bout what..
Then Yiru went to the toilet... and they saw Yiru passing by they
laugh laugh laugh and
shout and scream and laugh * yc was banging the chair and laughing and screaming the loudest ++++ kok leong *And the Rajan and John were teaching 5k and 5k respectively. 4m was in the middle of the two classes. They came out ..
!@#$%^&* 4m and call the down to office.
Then..
GUESS WHAT....
..
...
....
.....
......
.....
....
...
..
.
THEY KENA SUSPENDEDOH! Splendidly
GREAT REASON FOR GETTING SUSPENDED =)
and the funny thing is.. the only ones suspended was alex , karchun and kok leong.
Say what ?
Wrongdoings :
Laughing overlyloudOh =.=
and YC din get suspended dotz =.=
*feels relieve.. cause was freakinssssshhhhhhggg worried bout him lolz *
Kc's father came today and said to the principle:
If my son gets suspended because he laugh, then I will bring this matter to court If you want it to. This is just too ridiculous.
* the principle got scared and said ok*
Then his dad said..
If my son is not wrong, and so are the others that got suspended. They can come back to school.
Kok leong all can come back le ^^ The noisinest of kok leong's voice is going to be back soon XD
Haha Kc father yeng!
XD
SSM is getting pro-er each day ^^ *C R A P S *Right , I just did alot alot of peka s ' this week
And our physic peka got
rejected and have to do again
Very
GREAT =) =.=
haha while doing peka was chatting with Yc..
Topic : Online and offline Games XDEr kinda fun chatting.. cause like my mind wont be stuck to peka peka pekaaaaaaaaaaaa
Urg.. 10.45 le?! I havent eat my dinner =(
Tommorow got nature run =( ?!!!
Ah... Tommorow... Tommorow..
*wonders* if i can run like last time..
I ran when i was in camp..
Down the freaking 1km hill with full speed 100ms-1 XD
If Su zanne is reading this she should know XD
was damn hyper that day
BY THE GRACE OF GOD I AM TOTALLY HEALED AND I CAN RUN AS GOOD AS LAST TIME!! =))))blek~ i believe =)
Lets see what i get for tommorow.
Tatas world. Nights ^^
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

Stomps Feet!
"Thursday, June 26, 2008" • 7:22 PM writes:
Stamp! Stamp! Stamp!
Stomp Stomp Stomp!
bibla blabi bibibib bla bla bla~!!!!!!!!!
NO FAIR =(!!
I WANNA GO YC'S HOUSE =(
Dad's going to pd! And i have no one to fetch me to yc's house!! ROAR!!
NO fair NO fair!!!!!!!!!
THEY GOING LEISURE =(
I MAU GO WATCH MOVIE booooooooooooooooooooooooo
booooooooooooooooooo
NO FAIR =( =( =(
T_T..................
Boooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
BUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
THUMBS DOWN =(
sobsob...
Yor........ =(
I wanna go... I wanna go.............................
TT.................
i wanna go =((.....................
sobsob..
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

As Dead As I can be~*
"Wednesday, June 25, 2008" • 7:27 PM writes:
Nop! I dont dare to tell my parents about my Chemi marks =.=
57.. ._.
Even today when my dad saw my
bio paper2 66/100.. He brag and brag
" why so low one ? why only 66 ? C wor ? C eh ? "Ca : Its B3, its paper2, you have to add up three papers to get the marks
Dad : I know, even so why so low?! So what postion do u think you gonna be in ?Ca : Dont know yet.. Havent get all my results also..Dad : Should know one ma ?Ca : Nop.Dad : Now who has the highest total marks ?Ca : me.*pats* He pats my head =.=!!! LOL?! dont put so high hope on me la!!
Kns one =.=
Its my first time Spm-formating so dont hope so much one me la@@
T.T one.. If he knows my Chemi 57 I die die die die..Lol
Cause he's good in Chemi, and I mean , VERY good..
He's gonna expect me to be
as GOOD as him ~ T.T
~Dad, me is no you , me no you so pro~ XD
Update a longer blog later at night =)
Got peka to do =.=
Gawd.. Even after exams
Im.so.freakiinnnnnggg.BUSY.Sien lor XD Ciaoz~ Online Later~!
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

I dyed my hair XD
"Tuesday, June 24, 2008" • 8:35 PM writes:
Today yc was trying to tell me the peribahasa " sepandai-pandainya tupai melompat, akhirnya jatuh juga"
But he said it in mandrin
, " yu dou hui gei shui zhen si " ~Fish can also drown in water~LOL!!! Hahaha what a way to say it.. Cause a fish is pro in swimming right ? How can it drown ?! LOL
Anyway.. Today after school I went to the salon and said ,
"aunty , can I dye my hair ? What colour would u suggest ?" She suggested...
Gold =) so yea i did dyed it gold =)
=p!!!! Nice anot?!!! Hahaha ^^
hehe.. comment pls ?
Eh?!!! WHY RED DE?!
EH EH EH ?!! PURPLE ? not bad wor .. hahahahaha
=p! JK LAR.. I bo dye =.=
I wanted to dye my hair very much.. BUT.. Still studying cannot dye..
I no so bendan waste money dye now and kena scolding XD
Hahahahah remember the girl I said I admire very much at friendster?
She edit her hair to purple-pinkish..
and I was wondering how she did it and googled it... The first tutorial was it and i try editing hahaha
Using photoshop cs2! I finally did it.. But it turn out bad =( then i found another tutorial who teaches me in a better way to edit and makes it more real =)
The red hair was the better one , the purple is the bad one. Because the purple u can see the lines that i paint lolz.
Hehe moody and hungry now. Its 10.36pm and I havent have my dinner. Haiz. Ciaoz ~
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥
Ca Sobs~* T.T
"" • 5:05 PM writes:
I just got a
servant yesterday..
Name : Aaron Chang Chung Yean
ID : BD52007
XD LOLZ
Hahaha..
Anyway.. I've always wonder.. Whether Im being a good gf anot..
From my view..
Im not good.. I dont know la..
I need someone to confirm me with that haha
Which no one's answers satisfy me..
o.O" I guess im just thinking too much..
Correct me if I wrong..
I wanna be a good gf ^^

Ca sobs >.<
I wanna shift to my new house so so soooooo much >.<
The main reason is I wanna cook.
You see, my current house now , the wet kitchen is like fill wtih mosquitoes, dead and undead cockroaches , milipedes and so on of what horrible things you can think of XD
It's so dirty there because it is not often used as my mum is always busy and she dosent cook nowadays anymore.
And also , the "thing" where u open fire its sooooo old and abit spoiled =.=
You need to turn the thing few times before a fire actually comes up or so =.=
If i actually stood there to cook , I'll be either :
freaked out resulting in faintness
OR
Kena denggi =.=
OR
Fire XD
Right, I wanna learn to cook , bake cakes and cookies, and all the wonderful stuffs thats in my mind now. T.T
Its either I hope for my new house to be ready faster or my dad's gonna buy me a new cooking "thing" ( I dont know what is it called ) and cleaned the freaking place up >.<

Cookiessss!!!
Cake <3~

Ca Sobs x2
Im still wondering whether I should go to the Nature Run in school anot..
There has not been any training for it and now it is going to be held this SATURDAY
Im still considering..
I wonder if my mother allows me..
I wonder whether I can still run ?
I wonder do I wanna go Sglong after the run ?
Cause the earlier plan was im gonna go to meet Sinyin and go to yc's house..
But who the heck knew Nature Run is this Saturday >.<
Aiks.. Wondering.. wondering.. help~~~~~~~~~~~~ XD
I really like running tho.. The only sports I do ..
And I really do hope I can run again..
If i could run like last time.. how good ?
Sobs..
Ohya you people who wanted to go to SSM Nature Run de..
can confirm with me who going ma? I mao tau XD
Its on this Saturday yeah~ =)
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

Piff Piff~
"Monday, June 23, 2008" • 7:25 PM writes:
Yes No..
No Yes..
Yes Yes..
No No..
Nononononono~
NO!Aiks.. Life's been boring lately..
All I do for the past week is
study..
And this week all I do is
stare at my computer =.=
I wanna do so much things..
Eg:
- Finding a Chemi Home Tuition.. ( anyone got any good teachers?)
- Going Shopping.. *drools*
- Buying a Camera ==
- Buying the Salon Geometricks..
- Going for vacation o.O ( never possible XD my parents are just too busy )
- Study Mandrin~ Find a home tuition for mandrin too XD
Right.. Ive got alot of things in mind..
Especially buying stuffs XD
Mum will sure nag about me wasting money XD

I wonder why at times Im so stupid though =.=
That day yc told me he had an apple laptop and trying to lc me..
I like the apple laptop very much.. Cause its white XD but then again I dont know how to use its function =.=
I really did believe he had an apple laptop ..
And today he told me he was just only joking the other day ~~
._.
Feel so... toot XD
Ohwell..
I dont think I did well in the exam (.....)
Chemi 57 =.=~~~~~~~~~ Er c4 right? lolz =.=
I dont understand a single thing Hilda teach even though I tried to pay 100% attention to her ~.~
Tell me.. What Group and Period is an element which has 9 proton?
I wrote : Group 17 Period 2
Because it has 7 valence electrons and the electron configuraton : 2.7 -2shells = period 2
kan?
She wrote me and my friends wrong ._.
So can anyone tell me the correct answer?
Other than that im not hoping much to see my results..
I know it isnt good at all.. I din put much effort into it XD
thats why i was stressing out so much ==
Ahh... Ohwell..
* Liang moi I dont know why are you so stress over it.. You did ok what ? You know who are you XD *

People... Once last note from me.. Do appreciate people beside you now..
Its not like you never heard this phrase before..
Even I heard it so much sometimes I also forgot about it and I dont seem to appreciate..
Thats why we only know how valueble it is when it is gone..
Dont wait when we have the chance.. Because who knows the next moment the chance is gone..
Appreciate your friends, family, bf / gf ..
No matter how they angered you..
What can you do? Dont talk to them forever ? Kill them ?
When you know the fact that having an anger on a person is hard..
Forgive and Forget
Yesterday I heard from Abigail in cg..
One main reason for unanswered prayers..
Unforgiveness.
If you dont forgive other people..
Why should God forgive you ?
Its not like you never sin right ?
Forgiving is good and healthy XD
besides , u can make more friends..
And appreciate them every moment..
Ahh~~ haha
i
am
trying
to
appreciate
my
parents
and
my
darling
yc
I dont wanna lose him right ?
Like when you have moments free.. Spend time with your bf / gf
Spend and treasure every moment you have now
Who knows the future ? =)
~ and er sinyin.. I am not bored when i call you.. Im bored when im smsing cose I feel sleepy.. Since i no money call then sms lo haha~
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

The Boredom
"Saturday, June 21, 2008" • 5:39 PM writes:
I am freaking , stinking , bored!!
Well im happy since exam's finally over and i get to do my own things.
But then im always alone at home.. which makes me lonely.
=.= the fact that i dont feel lonely and entertained when yc smses with me, and when he dosent i just feel so miserable and bored ( like now ) =.=
just because no one is talking to me and msn no one is online ~.~
* smsing wif sinyin now *
and im still bored.. because im lonely and i miss him so much
and i feel miserable =.=
bleh~ He sleeps like all of a sudden and wakes by tommorow ..
and i am like wtf-king here Lolz~
Ac~ i got the right to emo and whine about it XD so diam diam =x
Let me go SHOPPING *drools*
i so so so soooooooooooooooo wanna buy clothes~ =x
I love shopping for clothes.. you can consider that is one of my hobby..
at least to keep away my boredom -.-
i wanna buy buy buy and fill two closets now XD
- the fact that it wont come true cause my mum would whine about "do not waste money" =p! -
aiya......... i screw physics badly at paper 3.. the ticker time experiment..
i couldnt think how to count for tht moment .. dont know why..
kisiao one..now next week we see see la my result.. haha
I was considering cutting my hair..
i mean.. front ~ lolz.. the back i still like it very much from the last cut..
The front has grown long and i look abit.. messed up XD
I admire one girl in friendster so much XD
i bet alot people know who already cause ive been showing it around XD
she's just so prettyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
XD i want her front hair XD
Pretty ma ><. ? i like her!! XD
Haha anyway~ 8pm yc wake.. *phew* xD me not lonely again hahahah
And i just changed my friendster bg.. XD im very satisfied with it~ =p
guys go see see and give comment? haha
22/6/08
Went to church today, said something i wanted to share here in post.. will post it up later or tommorow haha =)
Ive cut my front hair today.. just a lil bit..bcoz it was poking my eyes and it started to curl dy..
wdf!! ><~
hehe.. going to cut the others on thursday mayb =x
You wont notice the difference.. Like i said.. ABIT haha..
Haha.. ohwell..
i seriously forgot what i wanted to blog ad..
dotz.. i bought a shirt today~ =p

* i want a nice and unique hair -impossible- *
hahaha
* i wan yiru and him together *
Hahahs~~
Ish i have no idea what i want to write adee... Thats all for now bah~
Tommorow's school again.. =.= sienz..
** i love you yccccccccccccc XD **
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

Yiru..
"Wednesday, June 18, 2008" • 5:28 PM writes:
Yiru.. looked.. I took time out of my studies just to blog this and tell u something..=p
Who cares how people judge ?
Rumours may spread.. Yes it may ..
And yes , She will also think " Since you know i like him, why did u couple with him "
All of these will come..
Now , i ask u one question ..
Do YOU want to lose a guy u finally found that u really like after A YEAR and just letting it go ?
Its not like she dont know.. Its not like he dont know ..
Its never wrong to love ..
A BEST FRIEND or A FRIEND WOULD UNDERSTAND if they are real friends..
If it was me and you.. And i am the she , i would at least understand that this could not be force.
Takkan i want the guy to forcefully love me and you MY BEST FRIEND need to wait and find another guy again right ?
If, u were to couple , well at least one advice here.
You no need to paktor at school one ma. To reduce jealousy.
Somemore , you said at school you would spend time with friends right?
Then spend time with him when we go out.
Even if she was there when an outing, she should understand as a friend, of the situation now ..
yes, jealousy sure will have , but is an unavoidable thing .
I dont know la..
What im saying is.. Dont care so much about what people think and what people say about you.
Who in the world never spread rumours about other before ?
And who in the world who never kena spread rumours before?
U think no people say me ma ? Alot people also got say bad things about me de la.
If I care so much , i would have been living up to people's expectation.
Showing the perfect ca i am.
Your way is always your way.
As long as you think it is right and you would not regret it. ~quote from ac to me last time =p~
They think you play him ? Let it be then. You know you're not then its ok.
If you would have to care so much about what people have to say , then u wont have a decision of urself.
You're just living in people's expectation.
That's what I always tell Josiah.
Im my opinion , It now depends on you and him.
Whether u guys wanna take the first step. Or u guys wanna wait. U guys choice.
You say bitch ? No you're not.
Definition of bitch : Female dog XD!
: a bitch is when u try to steal someone's husband or try to menggoda them.
She and he are not couples.
You're not a bitch.
Mathematical Reasoning Chapter 4 Form4 :
Premise 1 : If you steal Yc from me, then you're a bitch.
Premise 2 : You did not steal Yc from me.
Conclusion : You are not a bitch.
XD!!!! YOU SEE~ im pro in chapter 4 hahahahahahahah..
XD.. Well yea.. if they are couples, then YOU ARE CONSIDER AS EXTRA
If they are not .. PLEASE LA DONT THINK SO MUCH..
And har i call you dont listen so much to kok leong.
Things he say AT TIMES may be right , but at times he overthinks too
He's like me.. think too much punya guy hahaha..
And another thing , everyone wants him to be with her.. cause there was no one else to say.
Like , that time Jason like you they also say like that la..
If the other way round HE likes you and everyone knows then they will say also de ma.
Common nia . Dont think too much.
Whatever your decision is, I will support you.
But make it wise so you would not regret it.
I love you you know ? =p
Dont wanna see u always no mood ~~
" yiru dont know how do exam thats why " xD
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

The week~*
"Saturday, June 14, 2008" • 2:20 PM writes:
Bleh! Its weekends~! Im here to update again =X
Lols.. Been really
tired because of the exam..
Not really having enough sleep everyday..
Like i study til 12am , belum habis i go sleep.. Tomorrow 6am wake up.. study til 7am then sleep again til 730am..Siao ? xD no enough sleep.. i should have
9 hours of sleep! XD
Well.. nothing much happen lately..
Since its exam.. im not so update myself about the happenings these days XD
Heh..
Well i no more so stress about the exams.. Since ive finish some..
And also i kinda know how to do..
I
screwed up my english essay abit XD
And also i think this whole week the worse subject for me would be my physics then haha =p

Tasty lehh~ Banana Tomato Plum + lemon juice in it XD

Yum ? XD orange kiwi + lemon juice.. EXTREME SOUR ? haha

The glass = lemon honey~ XD and those fruits are my "snacks" when i study =p

Look at my tired , stress out, exhausted face XD
LACK of sleep causing eyebags and pale face lolz

Sunset =)
My head is so fill with exam things now that i cant think of what to write in this post XD

Right , you know..
Yc hor.. He hor.. He hor..
Change alot..
Well i dont know la.. From the day i met him til now..
He has really change very much..
When form 2 , he like ALWAYS.. i mean ALWAYS.. dont care me.. then seldom tell me stuffs..
Then form3 hor.. Started to be closer.. He got tell me stuffs.. Got care me..
But still i dont know alot things about him.. But then form3 oso still not like this year.. So different le..
Aiks.. Now its like..
He would appreciate me more.. i guesS?
haha and like care about me more..
Truly love me deeper than last year..
And he seldom angry me le..
That day he angry also tak sampai one day eh! MIRACLE XD
Then lor.. Yesterday..
Incident :
Me having a really really bad stomachache due to some reasons =p
Then at 1st in the morning he nothing de.. he like still got sayang =p
Then lor at lunch he like moody ad.. I thought maybe cause he too tired lor after basketball..
Then I still very pain.. ><
Then after i went to toilet come back out.. He say :
Close your eyes ,
Dont think of anything..
Calm and relax..
Can you feel the wind ?
Ca : yea...
Yc : kie.. you still pain ma?
Lol well the pain was reduce because i calm down instead of thinking * omfg so pain !@#$%^& *
hahahaha.. Then he say.. :
U know just now why i so moody ?
Ca : No..
Yc : Cause u were in pain and i couldnt help u.. and u couldnt help urself.. I was thinking of a way to reduce the pain~
Ngeh!! i so happy bleh~~ he was moody because thinking about me =x blehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Then i pain again =.= he hold my hand tight tight =p!!!
I sot ad hahaha... k le.. End of post.. Need back to study.. SEJARAH!!!!!
ps : Ben .. i got online de.. just no on frnster nor update it.. i wont update blog oso.. i would on my blog see cobx then off ler =p
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

Moon Crying Lyrics and English Translation
"Tuesday, June 10, 2008" • 5:05 PM writes:
Yes! im not going to online anymore for sure. Till weekends. Exam's tommorow. Wish me luck! ^^
Romaji Moon Crying
kimi to yoku aruita
itsumo no michi to watashi
tsuki to aruki nagara
kanashii merodii
anna kao wo saseru tsumori jyana katta no
tada “suki” na dake na no ni
kimi wo kanashimasete shimatta
ano hi no namida
aitai kimochi wa
donna ni tsutaetemo tsutaekirenai
afure dashita kotoba ga todoku nara
kimi wo omoi utaitai yo
aitai kimochi wa
donna ni tsutaetemo tsutaekirenai
mata konya mo omotta koto hitotsu
ima mo kimi wo aishiteruto…
aeba wagamama bakari
dokidoki ii sugita tokimo
waratte yurushita
otona na kimi de
kodoku ni omotta kimi ni
“kidzuku koto ga dekita” nara
“sotto te sashi no berareta” nara
“nukumori” mo “korekara” mo
“futari de…” datta?
aitai kimochi wa
donna ni tsutaetemo tsutaekirenai
afure dashita kotoba ga todoku nara
kimi wo omoi utaitai yo
ano hi ni modoreru no nara
bakore ijyou nani mo iranai
mata konya mo omotta koto hitotsu
ima mo kimi wo aishiteruto…
kotoba ni dekinai omoi wokono uta de ima tsutaetai
afure dashita kimochi ga todoku nara
kimi wo omoi utaitai yo
konya mo oo sora wo miage
tsuki ga terasu sono basho eto
taisetsu na hito to domo ni arukita
izutto zutto soba ni
itaitsunaidate wo hanasanaide…
Translation Moon Cryingwe walked together often
on our usual street
while under the moonlight
a sorrowful melody
i didn't want to show such a face
but its because i just like you
i made you sad
the tears that day
i want to see you but
no matter how i try i can't get my feelings across
if my overflowing words could reach you
i want to sing out my thoughts of you
i want to see you but
no matter how i try i can't get my feelings across
tonight too i am only thinking of one thing
i am still loving you
to meet would be just selfish
when i sometimes talked too much
you just smiled and forgave me
just like an adult
when you were lonely i thought
if i could recognise it
if i reached softly with my hand
your warmth and after this
would we be together?
i want to see you but
no matter how i try i can't get my feelings across
if my overflowing words could reach you
i want to sing out my thoughts of you
if i could return to that day
all these would be no more
tonight too i am only thinking of one thing
i am still loving you
my feelings that can't be put into words
i want to convey them through this song
if my overflowing words could reach you
i want to sing out my thoughts of you
tonight too i'm looking at the sky
towards where the moon is shining
i want to walk there with my important person
forever forever i want to be beside you
please don't let go of my hand...
-END-Please enjoy the song! ^^ i love the lyrics =p
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

Blehz~! Ca <3
"Monday, June 9, 2008" • 4:47 PM writes:
Blehhhhh..
Im online blehhhhhhhh... hahahaha
I just wanted to post something on my blog =p!
Ben and ac ..
miss me ? hahahahahah i mean.. miss chatting with me ? =p
well if u dont
i do. Hahah =p =p =p!!!!!
* i love stucking my tongue out .. NOT * XP oops.. hahahaha
Well.. i dont know why..
But my temper these days are
easily up..Like ... that problem is just a
lil thing and
im all fire up on it..Lolz.. ?
I need to
change ???
Aiks.. i wasnt like that..
And i dont wanna be like that..
Gotta start to control my temper..
Control control!!! ><
Aiya... I also get angry very fast when it comes to.... Yc =P! hahah but im cool down just a moment later.. Like i said in some past post , I will be either emo or angry for
10mins.Though , i dont wanna be those kind whose temper is extremely
eruptious..Wanna calm myself.
EXAM THIS WEDNESDAY!!!Sob.. i just took 3days studying bio and not finishing yet..
God help me T_T.. lulz..
I love Koda Kumi's new song..
Moon Crying~The video is sad.
The lyrics are not bad.. I like =p
I just love the song so much! ^^
The song is currently playing in my blog =D
Should post the lyrics sometime later =p
I will go online again when i feel like posting something ^^
not going to on my msn.. cause I know I will be stuck there
chatting =.=
Tata~ =P!
~I love my dear! XD~
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

Exam..Studies.. Exam
"Wednesday, June 4, 2008" • 9:43 PM writes:
Edit 5/6/08 1.18am
Im not going to go online, nor update anything from today onwards till the end of my exam unless there is something important that i need to post.
Sorry.. but I need to do concentrate.. if not im so going to die TT
adious online world. muahsss ~

Exam..
Exam is right after the holiday..
I
cant enjoy my holiday..
Because of the pressure
" ca ur exam is after holiday.. u must do good ! "
right..
haiz..
I tried studying.. I cant seem to
concentrate..
Holiday mood i guess?
But i said to myself.. I
cannot do badly in this exam..
I must at least try my best..
End up i aint studying..
Sob.. haiz............................
i need to concentrate.. help me T_T
hope i can do it sobs =(..
My parents are
having high hopes on me..
I dont know what will happen if i do
badly..Yet i cant concentrate!!
toh toh yeh la me T_T
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥
Love.. Ai..爱~~*
"" • 3:01 PM writes:
What is
Love?How do you know whether u love the person ?
A post reply to Yiru in my opinion.
I might not know what is love yet.
I might not be sure how do I know I really do love my bf.
Conclusion is,
Love is an unexplainable thing.
People may say, when u love someone.. u wanna be with them..
Comfort them when they arent happy.. Be by their side no matter what..
Miss them alot.. Take care of them.. Wish for thier happiness..
Yes, all of those are part of it.
U may say.. it's all commont things, you want a more detailed answer.
Well, there's no detailed answer to it.Cause one person could be sure.. and could feel that they like that person.
They would realise it one day that they like them.
Even though at first the feeling is unsure.
U might think its just one good feeling u have towards the opposite sex.
There's
no reason behind why u like that person.
Even if him/her is the worst person in the world.
Is never explainable.
Tell me.
Why do u love ur family?Because they take care of u. Because they have gave birth to u.
Becuase they brought u up with love and care.
Isnt that not all common stuff? Detailed answer u asked.
Why do u feel the love for your family?
Why will u miss them ?
Just because they're ur family?
Can u explain why ?Bf/gf is consider ur family too. They're the half part of u.
So, in a same way or another, there is something in common.
U wanna care for them. Someone who is close to u. Someone u hold as
important.
Why do u care for ur best friend? What is a love of a friend?
How do u know.. that u love ur friends?
Because they are by ur side when u need them. Because they help u alot in problems.
Because they are always there. Because we share secrets. And they care.
Common answers u said again ?
Detailed?
Is there an
explainable thing that shows why u love ur friends?
If u answer , saying that is the reason why u love ur friends,
Then , thats how u are sure u love the person too.
You wanna care for them , you want them to be happy. You wanna be with them.
Dont tell me, because they are ur friends. There is always something speical in love.
Whether is family love, friendship love, God love, or couple love.
There is a
difference in it and u know it.
U know there is a difference in the way of loving ur friends and family.
So why not in relationships?
Something I figure out just a moment ago..
Now, when ure liking someone.. U might be not sure whether ure liking him/her or not.
U might be thinking it might b a mistake, or just some good feeling on that person because him/her is someone nice to hang around with.
That's the
1st part of the story.
As time goes, slowly.. every person will realise it in their own way which i cannot explain.
U will realise that is not because they are nice to be with..
Its someone you hold important.. Its someone u treasure very much..
Much more than a friend.
All these, its just in my opinion.
I am not sure why i love my bf ..
He might be said to be the worst person in the world.
He might treat me bad , he might be a non-caring one.
But i love him no matter how.
There's no reason behind it.
I just love him for who he is.
And not how he acts and how good-looking he is neither how intelligent he is.
I just love him for him.When u know someone for some time , u will discover thier goodness in them and also their weakness.
No matter how evil a person can be. There is always a
0.01% goodness in him/her.
Because God did not create a devil to be born.
As because love is a powerful thing, it can change a person.As it had happen to me , also to my bf.
Something which i can tell.
He was a kicked-in-the-ass when i first met him.
But he changed alot now.
So , there is
no concrete answer that I can say about love.
Nor could i explain how u know urself is in love.
Everyone has its own special and unique way in experiencing their love life.That's all i could say. =)
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥

Lalalala~ Lulululu~
"Sunday, June 1, 2008" • 7:34 PM writes:
I am freaking pissed wit my blog~ All my code which is suppose to be error-less is now all error-rer ~ hahahahaa
Right.. what was i suppose to blog again ? XD
*browse photos *
Ohhhhhhhhhhhh ya!!! One heck of a miracle happen 2days ago..
The miracle was............
was..............
was.....................
~ Ca learns to eat mushrooms ~
XD!

The long one XD
The fat and short one XD nice!
Ngehx! Lolz.. Mum cooked tofu x mushroom soup for me that day..And i was wondering.. hmm.. should i eat the mushie?
Mum : the mushie is good for health~~ must eat~~
My mind * Yc say eat vege o.o" he said vege use for making soup loses its taste, therefore its tasteless when eating it *
lolz.. i took my 1st spoon....Uhm!
O_O? lolz.. ngehx!! its nice!! XD crunchy tho XD
hahahah i finish the whole soup XD

Next morning ****
Woke up early cose yc is coming ^^
Then when i walk to the main door..
I found out my house was attacked by Black-big size-ants!
I was like " omg what to do what to do~?!!"
Yeaps, thats me. Haha
Took a mosquito spray * sppppppssssssssssss *
MUAKAKAKKA~ U GUYS ARE SO DEAD

Lolz.. lay there dies. A bunch of black ants.. Eeew =.=
Mum came back sweeping it XD
Ngehs~ Yc came~~ Got kiskis photo~~ bleh! wanna see? XD
go to my friendster and request for private photos~ XD
He came to sleep =.= lengzai nehh~~ =x
Mum came back with old town foods later.
Choco TONG YUN in Soya Bean.
You see the white and tasty soya soup? XD

Now can u see the yummy tong yun ? XD

NOW YOU SEE THE CREAMY CHOC! XD
Wooo!!!!!!!
Yes Yes it was tasty!
Im loving it. XD
The taste of choco~ Yum!

Hmm.. U know..
FYI
To everyone who is reading this.
To everyone who knows me.
To everyone who is my friend.
To everyone who is my family.
When is a lil matter .
I will be either pissed off for 10mins
ORemo for 10minsIf it is like serious. Or so mostly when i argue with yc.
Yea.. i will be emo for sometime. Until everything settles.
So if i ever did get pissed off. Dont worry. I would only last 10 mins or the maximun just one day. Besides, i dont get angry often. Nor do i make people angry often =)
muahss~~
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥
