Hillsong concert!!!!
"Thursday, May 29, 2008" • 2:14 PM writes:
Im too tired too blog yesterday night XD
Yes Yes yesterday night was SOOOOO AWESOMEEE!!! xD
Hillsong babe!! I finally get to see them!!! ^^
was like so high~~ yet so exhausted after all the jumping and shouting XD
wooooooooooo~~
Yes Yes God You're GREAT!!
* we can make a difference *
Was like damn packed when i went there..
Freaking hot =.=
as zanne said.. 2000 people went? XD~!!
Got to meet Jer, John, Noel and Bee.. It has been like 6months I last met them XD
Went in the hall , and yet so FREAKING CRAMP~
and was so noisy that i couldnt even hear what my friends are saying XD
Wooo!!! Concert started!!
* Pastor Clement say, no personal cameras~! *
Yet i see alot people taking photos.. WHICH I DIDNT UNTIL THE END OF THE CONCERT XD
I saw Joel Houston xD and the Girl with the great voice =)
They had every song which I liked alot !!
End of concert.. still so many ppl xD
I was tired XD and still I camwhored =x
That's all i remember XD
Was like super high yesterday!! God rawks!!
The Holy Spirit was there =)))
At the end of the concert , everyone was like craving for water XD
And Sinyin dropped the tickets while jumping lulz ._.
everyone was sweating like mad.
Felt like i bathed in sweat~ eewww.. ahaha...
My hair was so wet =.=
went back tired and exhausted.. My legs were numb XD.. Yet super high =p
I <3 cheese wedges XD
Yum~ I eat them every morning =p
End of post.. gotta go study >.<
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥
Hillsong Concert~* (before)
"Wednesday, May 28, 2008" • 3:41 PM writes:
Yes Yes Yes!!! Hillsong concert is finally here in Malaysia!!
And ohyeah~ its finally today!!! ^^
Tickets!!! ^^
Teehee~
hahaha.. wait.. what am i gonna wear O_O
help me choose??
Tell me kies?
Which one to wear~
Describe it in my cbox =)
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥
Music and dance~*
"Tuesday, May 27, 2008" • 12:21 PM writes:
Stayed awake yesterday to watch a cheerleading movie =.=
I told myself I have to sleep!! haha.. oh well I got attracted to it and sat there watching..
Three days of late sleep.. my eyebags T__T
Hmm cheerleading huh ? They were really cool~ XD
* Bring It On : All or Nothing *
I just
wasted 9 years of schooling life without even seeing or joining a real cheerleading group~
Haha.. My school dosent have it.. How i wish i could see some =p or mayb join ??
Good gymnast and dancers ? O_O
Hahaha.. I like dancing and music alot since I was little..
Due to some problems , I didnt get to join dancing class.. Mum wanted me to do ballet =.=
Also was due to some problems =) i didnt get to join..
Im now 16 =.= which means
'my bone all sudah very strong' XD
which makes me very hard to
stretch this and that for ballet = =
I like music too ... i like piano.. alot =)
I couldn't find a piano class when i was small..
was living in some
'forest' place XD
So I had a keyboard at home , I learn through the songs that the keyboard had..
Heh.. i knew how to play!! XD
Oh.. before that , I had an
'ancient' little piano which was given by my cousin..
Had it when I 7years old =p I had a picture showing that I was playing with it.
* I cant find my photo album * lolz..
The ancient piano which I still have now XD
The keyboard! Both of them are in the storerooms XD
When 10, if i didnt remember wrong, I found piano class near my house..
Which after 2weeks of learning , I dont know where the teacher gone =.=
disappeared =.=
Then when 12 , found one in Mines =) lolz.. till it was upsr time I stopped.
And till now never continued =(
lols..
regretted for that ? i love music alot..
I wanna learn guitar , piano , drums..
So that I can play in church ~ So that I could have something to serve God ~~~ O_O
Hehs , wasted my life's time already , what to do ? haha
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥
1st week of holiday~
"" • 11:53 AM writes:
Ok.. I had..
updated my friendsters..Updated blog.. Updated
new photos..Clean my rooms... Finished my left-out anime
*Hatenkou Yuugi*Arghh~ Still got Bleach , Hayate, Code Geass R2..
Anyone can tell me where to watch ???
I dont like pisoga nor anime6.org = =
they take videos from other webs like megavideo or veoh..
which i dont like and it loads slow..I used to like cr.. but they licensed everything ==
i cant watch my favourite animes now =(
Right..
What am I going to do next for tomorrow??
* S T U D Y *Yes, that word has been repeatedly playing my mind..
T_T.. unlike everyone who has finished thier mid term exams.. now enjoying their holidays ,
me and my fellow SSM-ers = = have to
struggle our exam after our holidays..Means ,
Holidays = Study = No holidays=_________="
makes no freaking sense why they had to put it after the holz..
why not just cancel the 2nd test that was in April and have the god damn mid year exam like everyone else did? ughhhh~~~
The timetable~~ T.T
aiks , i gotta get back my results this time .. I dont care!! haha
I wanna get a better one than my 2nd tests'
Ugly betul =x
Roar~ its 12a.m already..
Another day has passed,
another holiday adventure time passed , T_T ?
lulz.. crap crap crap~
I miss my friends~ i miss my dear XD
I miss.......................................
SHOPPING~!!!!
muahss~ gotta go sleep..
dont wanna cause worse eyebags ..
Good night world =)
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥
I am who ?
"Monday, May 26, 2008" • 1:26 PM writes:
I am who ?
Who am I ?
I dont know
at all..I dont know
what im thinking..I dont know
what should i do..I dont know
whether how i love him is wrong..I dont know
how to love him..I dont know
nothing..Wrong Wrong Wrong for
all I am..Wrong Wrong Wrong for
all my jealousy..Wrong Wrong Wrong for me to
lock his freedom..Wrong.. Wrong because
my fear is high..Wrong Wrong Wrong
because I knew he was like this .. and I continued this relationship.Where the fault comes back to me because I wanted this relationship..* The price I have to pay for my happiness with him*He wants it everything his way..Leave means leave
Want means want
Dont wanna talk to me means dont wanna talk to me
Where i cannot voice out at all..
Where i wanted to change him , would end up to an arguement..
all my fault?I knew.I knew.I knew.He was like this.
When I see all of my friends, girls, I dont know how to say..
They weren't like me at all.. Guys beg for forgiveness. Girls just get angry for days.
While me ?????? You can guess it.
Just.. Just.. Just.. what yiru had said.. Im addicted ?
I cant dont talk to him.. I dont know le!!!
How i wish he would know how to appreciate me more..I really wish.. just one day or one message..
Where he can tell me how he feel about me..
What he dont like about me..
and what he likes about me..
Whatever is it..
Without caring how i would feel for that moment..
Just tell me..
So that i would try to change..
I dont know how to love anymore...
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥
Holiday ^^
"Sunday, May 25, 2008" • 12:49 AM writes:
Yeah!!! Its finally the holidays!!!!! XD
And im finally free to update my blog =]
Hehs.. while everyone has finish thier mid-year exam.. my exam is strating right after holz.. =.="
so God bless me i have to study during holz~
Any plans anyone ?!
Lol.. my mind is fill with the word "shopping" XD
And yet~ i feel so like going on vacation on something =(
My dream hse-to-be that was supposed to be ready by this september got POSTPNED again till 2009 beginning of the year.. So yea.. it kills my hope so much =.=
I was like so looking forward to the new house.. Buying new stuffs.. Living in an new environment.. ughh.. Just breaks my heart T_T
Tokyo! How i hope to go on vacation~
Mei theng is going on a Europe tour tommorow..
How i hope i can go to ~ lolz... its been years i didnt go for vacation ..
Even in malaysia.. The only ones are church camps..
Dad told me yesterday that after we move to the new house during sept, we could manybe go on a vacation during the end of the year...
But.... ughh.. mum called up the house developer thingy , they said it would only be ready next year..
so we gonna save money for buying new furnitures and renovations and stuffs..
so no more vacation for me~ !!!! =(~ ??
Tokyo~ i could like BUY TONES of clothes.. and other cute stuffs and so.. syok~~~!!
even maybe to see sakuras~ x3~
SAKURA!! XD
Yea.. or mayb going to some cold place.. I wanna play with snow~
Snow~ x3
Somewhere chilly.. rather than being in the hot weather in Malaysia..
Sobs~ i need a vacation so bad ~~ away from studies~~ away from the stress here.. lulz.. =.=
*im emo-ing because my new house aint gonna be ready soon =(*
I wanna go out with yess and shop all we can~ Overnight~ GOTTA HAVE IT!!
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥
Best Friend~*
"Wednesday, May 14, 2008" • 8:04 PM writes:
My Best Friend~* ^^A post reply to Sinyin =]]
I wanted to write this on your bday night.. But i fell asleep XD ohwell then i was busy for the week =]
I met this girl name SinYin.. Who was really fair.. and SHORT when i was 9 =]
She was from a different class and so i was not really close to her..
All i know was she was good friends with Kaling O_O haha
Ohwell .. I dont know what she say when she 1st met me = =
I just remembered saying hi =x or something wakaka..~
When we were standard 4.. Although same class.. I wasnt close with her neither .. At that time my gang was Yiru, Ammelia, Me. =]
Hehe.. But soon when reach standard 5.. I became closer.. Still.. Not very.. But..
It was Kaling , Yiru , Sinyin , Me. Obviously Sinyin was closer to Kaling.. They sat at the back while me n Yiru infront..
I did not have any good friends when i was young.. So i was only close to Sinyin =]
At that time we like S.H.E very much XD *those days* then i do share alot about music with her and Suzanne.. I call her often about homework too =D
On that year.. I went to England ~ ^^
I remember i always email her about what im doing in England and alot of other stuffs~
On 31st of December.. When i just reach Malaysia , Home, I took my house phone.. Quickly called her and told her im back! Of course, wished her happy new year.. Cause it was 11something when i reach Malaysia =]
I still remember what she said on the conversation..
" Erica.. Hmm..I think i like a new kind of song.. Japanese Song.. Not to say i dont like S.H.E anymore.. But i started to like Jap songs"
LOL!! That started our "generasi mendengar lagu Jepun" XD!!!
2004.. I became closer to her~ =D
we share about jap songs, anime, and even play the same online game~ XD
RO!!! XD *memories* Yea.. we did everything together..
She was my Best Friend cause i did alot of things with her and my relationship with her was the deepest among friends.
Haha... we did projects together ~ go to each others house, take pictures, do homework together ^^
That freaking year also was the beggining of " generasi membuat bubur dalam telefon" XD
I still remember during March holidays.. For the 1st time i talked on the phone so long.. Hahaha.. And from then on we kept calling each other.. Even we see eact other at school everyday, we still have alot to talk back home = =
She called me often when i was in office.. She called my handphone XD! Phone bills!! Lucky she didnt get scolded.. XD
After that from then til now it was me calling her more often~ I kept contact with her till now even though different schools. We are. Still so close =]
Anything important she would be the 1st to know! And if you wanna know more about me ? Ask Sinyin XD she knows everything about Erica XD
When she went to Australia last year.. i still remember that we email each other often..
And of course.. i waited her at night to online so that we can chat =p
wakaka the power of our friendship..=]
I also notice that.. No matter how far away we are.. or no matter how long time we didnt talk to each other.. When we see each other we would talk nonstop =] private or non private matters we'll just be talking on and on.. Cause there is no border between us , it has been broken. I can just tell her anything I want, without hesitating. I trust her the most. And she is an very important person to me =]
Yes~this year we had been very busy with pur studies.. But i do call her once in awhile and so does she~ just to chat and keep ourselves updated with each others life..=] sound like couples? XD we are more closer than couples! XD hahaha..
It was because of her i started to have more friends back in my life.
At least, she was the one beside me when no one was there for me.
My character is bad.. also an impatient person.
I could say she's the only one that can take my temper =]
Thats why we are Best Friends =]
Now.. Who in the world who knows Erica Subhas , Me, dont know the fact
1. Sinyin is my Best Friend
2. I love yc so damn much
^^
Everyone who knows me knows this. Its a must XD!!!
I celebrated her birthday every year.. no matter i can make a party or not. I will be there to celebrate with her. That shows how important she is to me.
I always want to make a nice party to satisfy her.. At least , give her a memorable birthday.
Yin~ I hope you like ure every year birthday =]
Her family and my family knows each other well.
And her family is quite trusting towards me as whenever there is something to do with Erica, she's allowed to go~ XD!!
Hahahaha..
Yes, My Best Friend Forever.
And Forever will it be =]
Love ya yin~! ^^
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥
Love... ?
"Saturday, May 10, 2008" • 12:40 AM writes:
~ people.. haha.. if u guys dont like lovey-dovey posts from me then dont continue reading this post.. cause its one of it.. i just wanna express =) and its kinda like those very geli and sweet kind =D ~Ive been feeling very weird these days..
Dont know what im feeling neither..
Since that day my parents knew i have a bf..
I feel that I dont need to hide nemore..Im so free.. I can tell my parents im going out with him and so on..
The next day i woke up.. I felt weird again..
I have been acting weird too ..I just woke up.. with a sense..
That i love him..alot.. alot... alot... I love yc alot.. The feeling
sank so deep..So deep.. that its like
i have an assurance of forever..That somehow i felt.. He would not leave me again..
I felt sure.. I felt secure.. I was madly in love?
No.. i am.. i.. really love yc alot till i never had this feeling before..
A feeling of love that sank so deep within me..And now i just act so weird..
I was really like treating him as a hubby ? haha =p
as a real one i mean..
like married.. hahahha..
I always felt like.. dear.. accompany me..
Watch tv , sleep together, go out together..do things together..Im so stucked to him.. =pI didnt know how to express this feeling to him..
hope he reads this =x
hehe.. i just woke up with this..
it keep playing in my mind..
" dear dear dear dear dear dear "wo ai ni.I want him to be by my side so much..
I really want to spend alot of time with him..
Talking and chatting with him..
Doing things with him..
School hours with him is just too lil..
Or you should say..
i cant have enough of my dear =p
ahh~~ dont know la.. i just felt this only..
My love for him sank so much deeper than beforewhich is also very deep adee =)this time.. its just.. so deep..that i no longer could describe how much i do love him ?^^
宝贝丫~~ 很爱你^^
真的很爱很爱你。。
Cajie 爱? =D
不能在跟deardear分开了。。
不在舍得。。我不会放手
到最后一天。。
我太爱你了宝贝 =D
我永远都会那么爱你。。
我爱你永杰 =)
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥
Feeling so stress..
"Friday, May 9, 2008" • 10:48 PM writes:
Hmm.. Life seem
worst the day after my parents came..
My parents did a good job screwing those freaking
noobie teachers..SSM teachers are just
freaking lame.. especially 2008 ones..
" They are teachers who suppose to correct us and make students a better person. Thats their duty~ NOT TO FIND FOR OUR MISTAKES AND PUNISH US! "Quote from Yiru's essay.
Yes.. Very true.. Whats so nice about punishing the students ? And somemore! those two freaking teacher never even taught me before and i never even talk to them
BEFORE WHY THE DAMN HELL THEY WANT FIND PROBLEM WITH ME?!They want to take revenge on students.. Which i dont know why.. Come on lar~ Teachers are consider as adults..
In the dictionary ~ in common knowlegde of the world ..
Teacher are people who is chosen tp shape young people into people that are useful to the society. Their responsiblities is to teach and give their knowlegde to young people and children and show A GOOD EXAMPLE.NOT 1. To make them suffer2. To see them get scolded by parents3. Get punish4, Cry5. See them die6. Just look at them losing confidence at studies and theirselves losing hope without even a thought of HELPINGI just wonder why..
The day my parents came..
They freaking wanna make me die.. And it was lucky my parents
trust me .. And my dad was good at catching what people say and questioning people.. Like a lawyer =) and my mum is.. Really good at screwing people haha..
As i heard from my mum.. they took out a list writing all the wrong doings i done.. And which teacher complained about me.. The freaking list was long.. And guess what..
EVERY SINGLE THING INSIDE WAS ONLY ABOUT YC =______="
freaking lame? is like very obvious..
u guys wrote that freaking list on the day itself..NO date NO prove.. and it was so messy in writings.. not neat at all
Disgrace.. they did not even want to let my parents see.. They just read it.
Very obvious.. Got something wrong..
'San yao si (canto) shen you dabian XD 身有屎 or so shen you shi XD'My dad say.. If my daughter had so many problems.. Why didnt you call me earlier?
It seems that you just wrote it just now.. Haha.. They were speechless.. Other teachers did not dare to see my parents ..
They refuse to come.. My parents said they wanna c all the teachers =)
My mum said i love this school..
The teacher said it was because of yc..
My mum say..
Hey you~ My daughter love this school before she had a boyfriend..She is so long here.. With so many old friends and she is familiar with the environment..Thats why she love the school.. Why are you keep talking about the boy?You have nothing more to say beside him do you ?My mum is just so right.
From so many years I've been in this school..
I never had such problems.Never.. Only this freaking year.. I dont know why teachers hate me so much ?
From the beggining till now.. Nonstop problems form teachers..
Sien..
My class teacher came to talk to me that day..
" erica.. ur parents love u very much.. pls dont disappoint them.. Do good.. Those teachers there i dont know why they are accusing you.. They hate you very much.. Only me and Mr Toh was the on supporting u that day.. Did ur parents come before becuse u have displine problem ? ~ca : not even once~ Oh.. this time lar ? I dont wanna see ur parents come because u have displinary problem again k ? Teacher like you very much.. 1st day see u i like u adee..'yea.. MY ASS.. My dad told me
she complained about me too.. Now she scare adee?
wanna make up to me? say she LIKE ME VERY MUCH ? in me when she talk i know there is something wrong..
AND I WANNA MAKE CLEAR HERE..MY PARENTS CAME WASNT BECAUSE I HAD DISIPLINE PROBLEM..IT WAS BECAUSE THE TEACHER TOOK MY PHONE WHICH MY PARENTS WANTED ME TO BRING AND MY DAD CAME TO TAKE IT AND THE TEACHER SAID SOMETHING THAT MAKE MY FATHER VERY PISSED OFF AND THE NEXT DAY TOOK A LAWYER LETTER TO COME AND SUE THE SCHOOL FOR EVERYTHING SINGLE THING THEY DID TO ME..my shit DISPLINE PROBLEM ar..
I wished teachers you know.. but after form2.. i dont know why i didnt wish anymore..
maybe its because OUR SCHOOL TEACHERS.. when we wish them they just
freaking walk past without even looking or shaking their heads.. Freaking wasting my effort..
The day after my parents came.. every freaking people thought
I had some problem thats why my parents came? They just
spoiled my image at school.. I hate them..
They see me as a problematic child.I was studying mandrin near the junior toilet place wher they have seats and fan for student..
It was a public place.. Yiru and them were just opposite at the pondok there sitting..
The freaking MR ARJUN.. he walked past me alot of times..
He even walk past the back valley walking past at looking through the windows form the science lab towards me.. TRYING TO FIND SOME MISTAKES FROM ME.. Thinking that i will hug or kiss yc or something.. He kept walking looking at me.. i was thinking to myself.. U
FREAKING TEACHER WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU LOOKING AT.. argh.. just so stress.. freaking thing..
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥
Erica Proves!! =DD
"Tuesday, May 6, 2008" • 8:33 PM writes:
Im gonna freaking prove to everyone this freaking month!!!!! =________="
everything and everyone around me is making me mad~!!
Someday my head will just go kaboom!! And its game over = =~
zzz.. roars!!
Firstly , yc complained about my
eyebags - -"
yes i do admit.. I have
crazy big and dark eyebags due to my late sleep everynight and also cause by me sleeping during 5~6am when i was having the long form2 and form3 break = =!
Fine .. that day i ask him.. what kind of girls u like..
He say..
Fair , the height nearly same with me , no eyebags..=_________________________________________________="
I cant grow anymore ~ I cant be fair neither.. The eyebags maybe lar...SO~! Im gonna reduce my eyebags and yea.. Grow more so call "prettier" ==!
And the freaking school complained about me and yc again AND sacked me from the board~
SO.. my dad say yea its natural but now its not the time it will effect u bla!!! and he wanted me to become back a
prefect = =!!!
And now~! I made a decision.. This whole freaking month until after my mid year exam..
Im gonna be the
ONE GOOD GIRL THAT THOSE FREAKING BUSY BODY TEACHERS HAVE NOTHING MORE TO TALK ABOUT ==~
homeworks done , RESULTS CONFIRM FLY A1 if can =x
MANNERS ACHIEVE!And my parents wont have a freaking word to say
he affected me =___="
Eveytime they say that i wanted to say..
DIDNT U KNOW I WAS WITH HIM SINCE FORM2 ???I GOT STRAIGHT FOR PMR.. what do u think ? affecting me? = =!!!!
ROARS!!! Fine.. Actually yc change me alot = =
I eat VEGETABLES NOW.. what a change = = i DONT eat vege since small..
Now eveytime when i wanted to pick out those vege when i eat..
i will think of what yc say..
" must eat vege ar.. good for u.. "O_O and i ate all = =
Next!!
I SLEEP EARLY NOW..Mesti everytime in my mind..
"sleep early... sleep early...."When clock strokes 11pm i kno i need to sleep already =]
Hehe so no more eyebags and healthy =DD
Yc make me have the interest to
learn cooking..Because i wanted to cook for him.. ^^
also
learn mandrin.. for the sake of him..
But after all.. its also good for me too.. right ?
so he's not entirely affecting me.. I know how to manage my time for everything = =~!
Gawd!! Someone please understand me = =argh! freaking pissed off..
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥
*update* Hairstyle~*
"" • 7:50 AM writes:
Just a quick post..
Cut my hair already = =
Went to the.. uhm.. Cut Above? o.o" in midvalley~ =DD
i told the guy cut
whatever you want.. Make sure its nice XD
So he started.. I kept the length =p
then he ask me about my fringe.. I say straight~XD
He say.. very square.. how bout a shape thats
follows the shape of your face ?
i was like o.o" okay...... and..... tada..... O.O"
BEFORE~
AFTER~
Hmm.. yea mayb the old one looks better cause long hahahah
Erm.. the new one looks abit funny.. Maybe longer time will make it look nicer =DD
and yea.. it looks abit lala = = freaking i didnt go to sgwang to cut ok lol~
the old one looks mature =] hehs = =~
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥
Hairstyle~*
"Thursday, May 1, 2008" • 2:57 PM writes:
Ok.. im sick with my hair.. Ive been like having the same hair since ages..
No.. Since I was a kid.. LMAO ?! hahahaha
Now its grown long again and it looks like shit once more XD
Leave the eyebags ALONE! I know its very bad. =( and look at that hair.. argh~ makes me piss.. Ive been seeing the same thing for years~ @.@
What should I do with it~~~ Help me!!
My hair : It has always been straight and a fringe since form1 =p
Ive always had a fringe since i had hair!!!!! =______="
Should i go for curls ??
nah.. curls = old o.o" maybe
So!! What should i cut!!! And where should i go to cut?
Gimme opinion people~! Place and style ~ Please and thank you~
Lmao-ness..
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
~
♥~EriCa~♥
Jesus~!
Abigail
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