How to concentrate la!
"Monday, July 13, 2009" • 10:23 PM writes:
lolz.. I am trying to study here =.=!
Sorry no post for today T.T Full post by tomorrow.. I'm still waiting for my dad to get my internet back =.=!
Sorry readers!
Will delete this post tomorrow ==
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
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♥~EriCa~♥
Its 11.46pm in the night..
"Thursday, July 9, 2009" • 11:45 PM writes:
and the internet guy is caught online xD..
So I can online for a lil while..
I hope I'll be able to finish typing this post before he offs it ><.
There has been alot alot alot of homework given to us..
everyday.. everyday. everyday..
everyday got so many class..so many subjects..
almost all they give us homework..
Homework actually eats up all my time..
Regardless of me slacking or not , regardless of whether I did use my time to exercise pf practice piano..
Even if I start right away after my meal and bath after school..
I am only able to finish it during late night..
Until then, I would have no time to revise?
I don't really know how to revise with homeworks..
I rather choose to revise my own way studying at my own pace..
then be given homework.. Then I will have this mindset
" I have to finish this fast , still have alot more piled up "By this way , I would only tend to look for the answer instead of actually studying thoroughly about what I'm answering.
I feel abit emo right now.
==! Everyday in my mind is SPM. I know I need to work my best.
I know I need to study! Is not that I'm not doing it , its that I don't have time to do it.
Sometimes I thought that the reason why I God never changed me to a better school or a government school because I would be even stress out if I changed.
Other schools has more activities that are needed to be handled by the Form5s.. no?
In contrary, my school has nothing for us to do. LOL.
I think the homeworks is enough to eat up every single sec of my life =X!
I didn't even get the chance to open my new novel!
I guess like what I've always said.. I've never been so busy in my entire life before =.=!
I was a slacker , full-time gamer and online-er. LOLZ
and on 25th July..my school got replacement class =.=!
Please.. Sobs.. Some of them are going to attend it ..and..therefore..cant make it .. ... ..... =(
Yor.. Dowan la..after school come la?
Since its gonna be around 1pm ~2pm only start de..
I want all of you to come ner..
@@.. I'm emo-ish today because of both of these matters..
...study ah..SPM... faint..
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
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♥~EriCa~♥
22 more days!
"Tuesday, July 7, 2009" • 5:11 PM writes:
7th of July 2009~
22 more days to go~! hahaha..
I never actually plan an outing for my birthdday for myself before =.=
I use to not care about it hahahaha..
This year..I organize an outing because its been a long time since our SSM gang went out together.. o.O..
or should I say been together..
Yc Leong and Kc no more in school already.. everything in form5 seems so much more queiter nowadays..
Days now are just not the same..
I just want an outing where all of us can spend time again =p!
and take a group pic if can.. Thats my main wish for my birthday!in my wishlist already >>>>>>>>. hahahaha
I want to go to red box real bad~ T.T..
that time I went with my piano teacher for awhile I find it not bad..
That one was at gardens..
Should try the on at pavilion.. we're heading KL this time! =D
I was just wondering.. what should we eat at KL anyway ? @.@...
Pavilion.. Well I know about what Pavilion has.. but all also quite expensive..
I don't know whether all willing to go eat?
But if willing then so which restaurant??
Exclude the top floor ones.. tooooo way over expensive..
Michaelangelo??Or the restaurants at the food court floor..Pepper lunch ? Tony Roma? The Ichiban Boshi ? PastaMania??Gimme some opinion! any KL restaurants to intro ?or suggest me one of the pavilion's restaurants.. =)Really..No internet is killing me.. that Italiannies post was supposed to be posted on Sunday =.=
It was delayed by two days because everytime when I am typing halfway my internet goes off.
So sad. T.T
MY ADD MATHS marks...is membabikan.
I did a careless mistake.. I didn't see the question needed me to state the modal class.. I didn't write it..1 mark gone..
So total up both paper 179 divided by 180..
99.44444444%...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz wtc ==!
just...1mark...to....100%..
crap.
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
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♥~EriCa~♥
Italiannies~
"Sunday, July 5, 2009" • 11:11 PM writes:
Today.. was suppose to go to Mines to have lunch at Esquire's..
Mines is now more popular than Midvalley..
Parking
FULL already =(!
I needed to buy my ink! Boohoo..
Then Daddy ask me.. You want go where?
I just randomly speaked.. Midvalley.
and off he went =.=! I thought he was heading to a chinese restaurant but he headed to Midvalley instead.
Lolz sorry william if you ever read this =.= not my fault.
a lancer police car? kewl~
Well daddy said he wanted to eat something new..
Something new as in trying out a new restaurant we never went before..
We wanted to go to Sushi Zanmei..but the queue was horrible =.=
So then..We saw Italiannies! * thank God you're at the Gardens xD *
=)!
Well I went there with my cousins and aunt before, but I was late that day..and my aunt ordered the food I think..I didnt get a chance to see the menu.
But the food that they ordered was not bad..
Today I experience my orders myself ..and looking at their menu xD
Well I looked at the pasta which looks very delicious.. Then I saw
GRILLED SALMON..ZOMG .. I love salmon T.T
I was choosing between salmon pasta or Grilled Salmon.
Well, we each have our food we want to order in mind..Then the waitress came and said "
the food here are in big portion. I strongly encourage not to order a plate per person. But she's safe *points at me* "Because I ordered grill salmon xD.. just right for and individual.
I got to sit at the window side.. XD which I love.. because of the sunlight..
It was like the waiter knew what I wanted and have us sat at the window side =p
with the beautiful sunlight.. I just cant ... resist...to take photos.. xD
Mummy like very happy looking at the menu xD
..random..
zhi lian =X ahhahaha.. Mum took this for me =) I like the effect ~
Food and drinks have arrive..
dad's watermelon shake~
my strawberry shake =D superb nice!
Ok.. I took this picture out of randomicity.. I thought the straberry look cute.. and.. it turns out this photo really has a nice effect.. I love it! its my computer's wallpaper lmao.
Penne bolognese or something..haha
I dont know what is it called.. but it's very nice~
I dont know what is this call neither xD..~ but its also very nice~
My grilled salmon!!! THIS IS HEAVEN LOLZ. I never tasted something so nice before @@! Usually when I go to a restaurant for the first time I don't know what to order and I won't order something nice. But this time is a no regret! It tases fantastic with spinach and rosemary potatoes. 5stars!
Garden had this Lotus car showcase soemthing..
It was on the newspaper too.. my dad's favourite car.. I saw the ones last year was black and red..
This time I saw a pink one! ZOMG.. so nice!
right right right?! VERY NICE RIGHT~!
blue also not bad eh~
white~
black not so striking..
Nowadays is like mist of those old days..
where my dad use to throw his temper around..
where my dad is so fierce and full with anger it was though as seems he wanted to eat me o.O
where my dad's mouth is full of vulgarity..
where he is so egoistic and unhumbleness fills him..
where he does not wants to listen to my mum and me..
where his impatientness is so great he can't seem to tolerate..
where he smokes so much he could just have already shorten his life by 5years..
Where all advices have been said to him he would not listen..
because he feels of all no one is wiser in the family to tell him what he should do..
and now all I can do is to pray so that God would change him once again to a man,husband, most of all a FATHER I knew when we were at the times of desperateness..
Where only God is the one Almighty , wiser enough and is able to change him..
I have not enough power by just myself to go against the fierceful force of my father..
and my heart cries out to the Lord for help..
because I cannot be ignorant with how my dad is now for the sake of he is my father..
I am afraid of him.. soon enough the close relationship I have slowly began to build with him is going to break off.. because I'm too fearful of his anger.
nice? abit emo right. But I like the way how I edited it to be. I took this one morning where it was raining and the rain drops just splash onto my window.
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
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♥~EriCa~♥
Sobs... No internet is a pain~
"Saturday, July 4, 2009" • 12:20 PM writes:
Everyday when I on my computer I want to online..
I want to blog!
But the free WiFi's wouldnt come online..=X
I couldnt go online wuwuwuw.. Whatever I wanted to blog I seem to forgot about it..
I got some pictures which I wanted to post but its in Yiru' cam.
She's now in wang..so cant get it from her..o.o
I feel very very busy.. =.=
Really! I dont know why so..
But well I think my mind preautomatically thinks about what I should do..
So not to waste any time left..
Well besides..
ITS JULY ALREADY..and SPM is way damn near..
I need to really sit down and revise.. Though I don't find any time to do it.. ><.
I feel a wee bit awkward with how I can adapt with my single life now.
Lolz.. Hmm.. No I mean , exclude my junior life years..
since when I was 13 I was noob enough to get too involve in liking a person.
And well it really makes me always relying on that person or thinking too much about them.
Then I got involved in a long term relationship, if exclude the few lil months that we weren't together..
and including the days I started to like him..
this relationship actually lasted 3years since 2006, 2007, 2008.
After that I had a hard time trying to cope with a life without someone who I depended on 3years.
During the past months, I was always feeling awkward with how my life is now , and then..
I couldnt really accept it because I had to change my entire life rountine.
Then I met someone , which slowly made me forget about him..and also.. which made me no longer needed to depend or rely on any someone no more.
I could really be free, be single, be independent ....after 4years of my teenage life.
I'm always preoccupied with my own stuffs, I spend less time thinking or missing anything at all..
I don't need to be coupled to feel happy.
I guess, this is all in God's perfect plan. =)
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
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♥~EriCa~♥
I KENA NS!!!!!!
"Wednesday, July 1, 2009" • 5:43 PM writes:
TAHNIAH
which should be MAAF~!
with my name written so big there! zzz...
What the F*ck!
What the crap what the sh*t. Lolololz.
Babilicious.
I KENA NS!!!!!
NATIONAL SERVICE!!!!
PLKN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
........ of all only 5 of us kena in my whole form =.=
Me , Ling , Yuhana, Kavi and Halim.
Sweat.. Why ah..
Why me !! Of all the the 500 , 000 youths of Malaysia 120, 000 was chosen.
and I am one of them! T.T
I dont wanna go.. wuwuwu..
But how come I just feel this weird inner peace..
Yesterday Yiru smsed me and told me how to check NS.
I was so afraid to check..
Then I prayed to God and say I dont wanna go I dont wanna kena.
After praying I quiet down and ask God.. Am I gonna kena?
He answered Yes.
I ask again and again. He said yes.
I say.. You got lie me anot..sure am I not listening to someone else or myself?
Are you God?
Lolz replys .. : Yes you are going and I'm not lying and I am God.
my response = I'm not gonna listen I dont wanna go I dont believe it.
and My Sms came back with a bigbig TAHNIAH! ==.
zzz..sometimes its good not to doubt. Hahaha.
Sighs. Dont know how le.. I .. feeling 50 50 about this NS thing..
Hmm..
Sims 3! I'm loving it..! xD
These few days after exam also very busy.. My life is so busy this year.. ==
never before I was so busy... Now everyday got work projects this and that.. sien ah ==
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
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♥~EriCa~♥
No internet access!
"Tuesday, June 30, 2009" • 6:18 PM writes:
T_T... wuwuwuwuwu
I got no internet access lately..
My iZZi Net, P1 Wimax, and Maxis broadband all got cut off! ...=(
and my daddy is lazy to pay.. boohoo!
I now have to count on my luck to search for any unsecured WiFi's that are online around my area!
The luck dosent come always .. I have to wait wait and wait..T_T
Yesterday I had something in mind to blog.. But.. Because no internet I seriously forgot le.
Its like JULY TOMORROW!!
ZOMG! Half year of my 17years old life GONE~!
and its JULY!!!!.....My birthday coming soon hehe.
Ban Kok keep asking me what do I wanna do for my birthday..
I seriously.. have no idea.
Lolz. I always like suprises, but suprises are never a sucess. Hahaha
Well then I want a memorable and special birthday..
which is also a very hard thing to achieve as well =.=
So lets see.. I want to go KL celebrate..
I want to go Pavillion RED BOX.
and..I want everyone to go..
Everyone I mean er.. Last year's 4k 4m and 07 de 3k bah.
And I wanna take a group picture with them! Its a hard chance to have it T_T.
And I wanna go KL early and go back home late that day.. I hope can T_T....
Thats all I could think now actually xD.. I just really want to go KL celeb ba. hehs.
I installed Sims 3 yesterday! SYOKKU!
I nearly got addicted.. because I couldnt get myself away from the computer ...
it was already 8pm.. and I havent bath! ZOMG.
T_T.. today I come back I also still feel like playing ... yor.. No...
We are getting a new Physics and Add maths teacher soon.. O.o...
Sobs. Very random liao.. I dont know what to blog.. I forgot T_T
I <3. lolz ="X
As the music fades..
I will try to let our love fade too~*
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♥~EriCa~♥
Jesus~!
Abigail
May 2007
